Hazrat Amman Jan - An Inspiration for Us All

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HADRAT AMMAN JAN ra AN INSPIRATION FOR US ALL A Tribute to Hadrat Sayyedah Nusrat Jahan Begum ra , The Wife of Hadrat Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as – The Promised Messiah.By Munavara (Nabbo) Ghauri

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Hadrat Amman Jan ra (An inspiration for us all―A T ribute to Hadrat Sayyedah Nusrat Jahan Begum ra , The Wife of Hadrat Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as – The Promised Messiah) By: Munavara (Nabbo) Ghauri First Published in the UK in 2011 © Islam International Publications Limited Published by: Lajnah Ima’illah UK 75 Gressenhall Road London SW18 United Kingdom Printed at: Raqeem Press Islamabad Sheephatch Lane Tilford, Surrey UK, GU10 2AQ ISBN: 978 - 1 - 84880 - 062 - 5

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Bismillah ir Rahmanir Rahim Dear Readers Assalamo alaikum wa Rehmatullah wa Baraqatoho.With gratitude and great pleasure Lajna Imaillah UK humbly presents this book about Hadhrat Sayyeda Nusrat Jarhan Begum (ra), who we lovingly and respectfully call Hadhrat Amma Jan.We are indebted to sister Munavara (Nabbo) Ghauri for writing this book.Jazakumullah ahsenal Jazah.Specially all those who can’t benefit from material written in urdu will treasure this wonderful glimpse into the life of this outstanding pious and devoted companion of Hadhrat Massih Maud (as) in english.Hadhrat Amma Jaan’s amazing character and wonderful personality as an individual person is exemplary for all of us.She spent her whole life doing good deeds to serve and please Allah and helping others where ever she could.Her understanding and deep devotion and unshakable trust in Allah is visible in everything Hadhrat Amma Jaan (ra) said and everything she did.Hadhrat Amma Jaan (as) had a deeply rooted faith in the Promised Messiah as and his mission which was entrusted to him by Allah and she was driven by her only desire in her life, to serve Allah and His messenger with every faculty she had been granted by Allah.This found expression in a dream that Hadhrat Massih Maud (as) had in which Ha dhrat Amma Jaan said to the Promised Messiah (as) ; “For the sake of Allah Almighty’s will I have forsaken my own will.” And as response to this the promised Messiah (as)

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replied in the dream ;“Because of this you have been embellished with beauty” After the sad demise of Hadhrat Massih Maud ( as ) Hazrat Amma Jan (ra) displayed the same resolute devotion to the second manifestation and exhibited her strong bond to the institution of Khilafat.I’m sure who ever reads this bo ok about our beloved Hadhrat Amma Jan (ra), who is also regarded as “ Hadhrat Ummul - Mo minin” will thoroughly enjoy reading about her inspiring and pleasant personality and experience the strong desire to improve themselves in various aspects of their life.Lajna Imaillah UK is grateful to Hadhrat Khalifatul Massih Khamis (atba) for the permission to publish this inspiring book.May Allah enable us women to follow her shiny example and gain the pleasure of Allah Almighty and may He accept our hum ble prayers and help us to be source of pleasure to Him and Hadhrat Ameerul Mo minin with every word and every deed for as long as we live.Ameen.Wasalam Shamaila Nagi Sadr Lajna Imaillah UK

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CONTENTS System of Transliteration.........................................................vii Salutations and abbreviations..................................................viii Introduction.............................................................................ix How Hadrat Amman Ja n ’s Parents Became Acquainted with the Family of the Promised Messiah as...........................1 The Parentage of Sayyedah Nusrat Jahan Begum ra..............6 Prophecies Relating to the Promised Messiah’s Marriage to Hadrat Amman Jan ra.........................................................12 A Blessed Match....................................................................21 Hadrat Amman Jan’s ra Life Passion: Worship......................33 The Fulfilment of Hadrat Amman Jan’s ra Prayers................43 The Fulfilment of Hadrat Amman Jan’s ra Words..................47 Hadrat Amman Jan’s ra Love for the Promised Messiah as................................................................................51 Hadrat Amman Jan’s Relationship with the Promised Messiah’s First Wife and Her In - Laws.................................56 Hadrat Amman Jan's Relationship with Her Daughters - in - Law........................................................................................59 Hadrat Amman Jan’s Financial Sacrifices...........................68

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Hadrat Amman Jan’s Daily Routine.....................................72 A Simple Lifestyle..................................................................77 Hadrat Amman Jan's Appearance.........................................79 Hadrat Amman Jan's Household Management.....................82 Hadrat Amman Jan’s Behaviour T owards Her Household Helpers...................................................................................92 A Lovely Sense of Humour and Gaiety..................................104 A Revolutionary Wedding......................................................107 Hadrat Amman Jan’s Kindness to Orphans, the Needy and Students..................................................................................109 Respect for Teachers.............................................................121 Hadrat Amman Jan's Moral Training of Children................125 Hadrat Amman Jan's Immense Steadfastness and Unshakeable Faith in the Promised Messiah as , During Times of Great Loss...............................................................148 Hadrat Amman Jan ra : A Paragon of Patience In Her Final Illness.....................................................................................157 Some Opinions of Hadrat Amman Jan's Children About their Mother..........................................................................161 “Top Tips” From Hadrat Amman Jan ra................................186 Hadrat Amman Jan ra : Where She Lives Now..........................191 A Final Message for the Jama’at.........................................195

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Appendix: Family Trees (simplified)....................................197 Glossary................................................................................199 Bibliography..........................................................................201

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vii System of Transliteration In transliterating Arabic words we have followed the following system adopted by the Royal Asiatic Society.۱ at the beginning of a word, pronounced as a , i , u preceded by a very slight aspiration, like h in the English word ‘ honour ’.ث th , pronounced like th in the English word ‘ thing ’.ح h , a guttural aspirate, stronger than h.خ kh , pronounced like the Scotch ch in ‘ loch ’.ذ dh , pronounced like the English th in ‘ that ’.ص s , strongly articulated s.ض d , similar to the English th in ‘ this ’.ط t , strongly articulated palatal t.ظ z , strongly articulated z.ع ‘ , a strong guttural, the pronunciation of which must be learnt by the ear.غ gh , a sound approached very nearly in the r ‘ grasseye ’ in French, and in the German r.It requires the muscles of the throat to be in the ‘ gargling ’ position whilst pronouncing it.ق q , a deep guttural k sound.ى ‘ , a sort of catch in the voice.Please note that in transliterated words the letter ‘ e ’ is to be pronounced as in ‘ prey ’ which rhymes with ‘ day ’ ; however, the pronunciation is flat without the element of English diphthong.If in Urdu and Persian words, letter 'e' is lengthened a bit more it is transliterated as 'ei' to be pronounced as 'ei' in 'feign' without the element of diphthong; thus ' ڪ ' is transliterated as 'Kei'.For the nasal sound of 'n' we have used the symbol 'n'.The consonants not

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viii included in the above list have the same phonetic value as in the principal languages of Europe.Salutations and A bbreviations The name of Muhammad sa , the Holy Prophet of Islam, has been followed by the symbol sa , which is an abbreviation for the salutation Sallallahu ‘Alaihi Wasallam (may peace and blessings of Allah be upon him).The names of other prophets and messengers are followed by the symbol as , an abbre viation for ‘ Alaihissalam (on whom be peace).The actual salutations have not generally been set out in full, but they should nevertheless be understood as being repeated in full in each case.The symbol ra is used with the name of the companions of the Ho ly Prophet sa and those of the Promised Messiah as.It stands for Radi Allahu‘anhu/‘anha/‘anhum (may Allah be pleased with him/her/them).The abbreviation ru stands for Rahimahullahu Ta‘ala (may Allah grant him peace) and atba stands for Ayyadahullahu Ta‘ a l a bina s rihil ‘Az i z (may Allah the Almighty help him with his powerful support) and is used for the present khalifah of the Community.

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ix Author’s Introduction “Bismillahir - R ahmanir - R ahim” “In The Name of Allah Almighty, the Gracious, the Merciful.” William Shakespeare , the famous playwright, once wrote about the nature of human greatness , “ Some people are born great , some people achieve greatness and some have greatness thrust upon them.” 1 Dear Reader, this book is about a rare individual who fits into all three of these categories.It is a book about Hadrat Sayyedah Nusrat Jahan Begum ra (1865 - 1952), the virtuous wife of Hadrat Mirza Ghulam Ahmad of Qadian – the Promised Messiah as.She was affectionately known as “ Hadrat Amman Jan ra ”.Indeed, her birth name, the literal meaning of which is “ Helper of the World ”, was to be a Divine intimation of the profound impact this pious lady was to have upon the world as the devoted life companion of ou r most recent prophet.Also regarded as “ Hadrat Ummul - Mo’minin ” (the “Mother of the Faithful”), she was a spiritual and physical mother, a mentor, a carer of orphans and a guardian of the vulnerable and the sick.She was a personification of Islamic values, a pillar of support for the Promised Messiah as and faithful to the institution of Khilafat from its early inception.Her influence has rippled through t he blessed progeny of the Promised Messiah as like a strong but imperceptible undercurrent.Her values and moral training influence the Jama’at even today, as she was the matriarch of a blessed progeny, that includes 4 of 5 of the khulafa of the Ahmadiyyah Muslim Community to date.1 W.Shakespeare; “Twelfth Night” - Act II, Sc 5.

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x Hadrat Amman Jan ra is the best modern - day example of a “ Mo’minah” - a true believer, because her every act was motivated to win the Pleasure of Allah Almighty.Performing good deeds was the principal occupation of her life, and as Hadrat Khalifatul Masih V atba highlighted in his Khilafat Centenary speech; “… f aith and good deeds are an integral part of one another.Without faith, deeds are nothing and without good deeds, faith is incomplete ”.2 Hadrat Amman Jan ra most clearly understood this.That is why it is imperative that her inspirational life - a life fi lled with worship and sacrifices, aswell as great honour (as a prophet ’ s wife) and joy, becomes available to the English - speaking sectors of our ever - expanding community.Her exemplary conduct is an inspiration for us all, particularly for us ladies burde ned with the difficult but most rewarding task - the moral training of our children.Hadrat Amman Jan ra shared our responsibilities and concerns and demonstrated how to effectively raise a righteous progeny, primarily by her own excellent example.Her moral conduct was influenced by two fundamental factors in her life: firstly, her complete obedience and devotion to her Creator – Allah Almighty, and secondly her firm faith in the truth of the Promised Messiah as , - as the Messiah of the Age.Learning about Hadrat Amman Jan ra has personally affected me.It has raised my own standards of personal conduct albeit in small ways, such as aspiring to remember Allah Almighty more during my daily routine, exhibiting greater self - control , striving to help others, and making greater financial sacrifices.I now better appreciate the gateways to Paradise that have been reopened for us by the advent of the Promised Messiah as , an individual with such a pure soul that it spectacularly cleansed th e souls in its vicinity, like that of Hadrat Amman Jan ra.If like 2 “The Review of Religions, May 2008: Vol.103, Issue 05, p74.

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xi I , the reader is inspired by this pious lady to make even one small improvement in their character, then an important object of this book has been fulfilled.I would like to thank Begum Amatus Sabuh Sahibah for her guidance and her address to the Lajna at a Tarbiyyat class in April 2007, (London).Begum Sahibah related som e wonderful memories of the pious elders of the Promised Messiah ’ s family.She reflected that their righteous behaviour had an automatic influence upon the younger generation of the family.Her accounts filled me both with joy and sorrow.Learning of these virtuous individuals was enjoyable and inspirational, yet my heartfelt acute regret that these righteous people were now historical figures that neither I nor my children would have the opportunity to know and learn from.This was one factor that led me t o express to Hudur atba that I felt a need in the Jama’at for English biographies of members of the Promised Messiah ’ s family.I must thus thank Hadrat Khalifatul Masih V atba for allowing me the privilege of writing this tribute to the distinguished and virtuous wife of our most recent prophet.I am fully aware that it is Allah Almighty ’ s Mercy and Hudur ’ s prayers (which I often requested!), that are largely responsible for my completion of this project.I would like to acknowledge the primary source of this book, “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan ra ”, by Professor Syeda Naseem Saeed, published by Lajnah Ima ’ illah, Lahore.Her extensive research has been the foundation for this tribute, so may Allah Almighty reward her.I w ould also like to thank those close family members who have provided me with invaluable help and support.They are Mrs.Amtul Shakoor Tayyaba Ahmed, Dr.Saboor Ghauri, Tahira Siddiqua Nasir Begum and Mrs.Anisa Ghauri.Alongside Allah ’ s Grace, it is they who have made it possible to complete what was for me - a mammoth task! Finally,

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xii I must thank Munir - ud - Din Shams Sahib (Addl.Vakil - ut - Tasnif), Ayyaz Mahmood Khan, Prof.Amatul Majid Chaudhary and Hamidah Farooqi Sanori Sahibah for their guidance and expertise.May Allah the Almighty give the best reward to all those who helped me in any way to produce this book.Amin! I would like to first dedicate this book to my late parents, Dr.Hameed A.Khan and Sajida Hameed of Hartlepool, England.Their lives showed me that although our bodies depart this world our good deeds remain.They also taught me an essential lesson - the power of prayers.May Allah Almighty continue to exalt their status in the Hereafter.I would also like to dedicate this book to all our Ahmadi daughters within the Jama'at.It is our collective duty to guide and care for them as the future of Ahmadiyyat.I believe that all mothers have some shortcomings.Consequent ly, the best example of a model Ahmadi lady to present to our children - is that of Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Munavara (Nabbo) D.K.Ghauri October 2010

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1 How Hadrat Amman Jan’s ra Parents Became A cquainted with the Family of the Promsed Messiah as It is fascinating to discover how Allah Almighty's Design to arrange the union of Hadrat Amman Jan ra with the Promised Messiah as materialised.The connection of the two families began with the friendship of Mir Nasir Hussein Sahib (the uncle of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra father, Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib), and the Promised Messiah ’ s brother Mirza Ghulam Qadir Sahib, through his work a s a government official in Gurdaspur, India.It was his uncle who then introduced Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib to Mirza Ghulam Qadir Sahib.Whilst Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra father , Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib , was involved in the construction of a canal in “ Moza Tatla ” 1 , his wife Sayyedah Begum became unwell.Mirza Ghulam Qadir often passed through Tatla on his way home from Gurdaspur.On one such trip he recommended that Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib bring his wife to see his father Mirza Ghulam Murtaza for a diagnosis, as he practised medicine.Consequently, Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib arrived at the Promised Messiah ’ s father ’ s house in Qadian.On arrival at Mirza Ghulam Murtaza ’ s house, Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra mother has related her first memory of the Promised Messiah as , to her grandson Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra ; “On the ground floor , your uncle was sitting entertaining a gathering, and in a tiny room your Father (ie.the Promised Messiah as ) was sitting near a window reading the Holy Qur ’ an, and on the upper floor was your grandfather”.2 1 Approximately 2.5 miles west of Qadian.2 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, pg44.

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2 Mirza Ghulam Murtaza proceeded to assess Sayyedah Begum ’ s health and gave her a prescription.The following year Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib visited again with his family.Mirza Ghulam Murtaza had now passed away.Aware of the unsafe environment where Mir Nasir Nawwab lived in Tatla, Mirza Ghulam Qadir made a life changing suggestion to him.Mirza Ghulam Qadir suggested that the family come and occupy his house in Qadian.Mirza Ghulam Qadir would hardly be affected as he spent most of his time in Gurdaspur with his work.He reassured Mir Nasir Nawwab that his younger brother Mirza Ghulam Ahmad would not disturb him, as he lived a life of solitude in his own room.Subsequently, in 1876 Mir Nasir Nawab’s family made the move that would change their lives forever.By Allah Almighty ’ s Design they came to live in the very house of the Mahdi and Messiah of the Age.The families began to exchange gifts.Mirza Ghulam Qadir would often return from Gurdaspur with a gift of “ paan ” (betel leaf) for Sayyedah Begum.In exchange she would prepare appetising meals for him on his retur n to Qadian, sending them to his quarters.On one such occasion , Sayyedah Begum had prepared some delicious kebabs for Mirza Ghulam Qadir ’ s homecoming, only to discover that he had already returned to Gurdaspur.Rather than waste the food , Sayyedah Begum decided to send the food to his reclusive younger brother, Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as.Sayyedah Begum's servant returned expressing Mirza Ghulam Ahmad ’ s extreme gratitude for the gift of food.He had left his routine meal to eat the kebabs prepare d by Sayyedah Begum.Affected by his appreciation, Sayyedah Begum would then often send Mirza Ghulam Ahmad food every second or third day, until his sister - in - law learned of her kindness and objected.

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3 During this period , Mir Nasir Nawwab became acquainted with Mirza Ghulam Ahmad and commented to his wife; “ Mirza Ghulam Qadir ’ s younger brother is a very righteous and pious man.” In 1877 , Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib ’ s family was posted to Lahore.Within a few months his family also moved there.The young Nusrat Jahan was then 13 years old.Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as left a lasting impression on Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib.He deeply appreciated Mirza Sahib ’ s respect and humility.Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as never entered the main house wh en Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib ’ s family occupied it out of consideration for his family, who would be observing “ purdah ”.Mir Nasir Nawwab commented that Mirza Sahib , “ L ived a life of solitude, occupied in worship and writing.” His deference for Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as is also shown by the fact that when Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as published “Barahin - e - Ahmadiyya” , Mir Nasir Nawwab promptly bought a copy.He then wrote to Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as to pray for him on various matters, one of which was for Allah Almighty to bless him with a righteous son - in - law.Indeed, it was a manifestation of Divine power that at the time Mirza Ghulam Ahmad received this letter he had been receiving Divine revelations about undertaking a second marriage.He had been informed th at this wife would be of the “ Sayyed ” dynasty and from “ Delhi”.In response to Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib ’ s letter, Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as replied that Allah Almighty had revealed to him that He would arrange a second marriage for him in an excellent Sayyed

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4 family, which would be blessed.Hence, Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as proposed to marry his daughter and urged Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib to take time to consider the sincere proposal.Mir Nasir Nawwab initially hid Mirza Ghulam Ahmad ’ s letter from his wife Sayyedah Begum.He was aware that she would have reservations due to Mirza Sahib ’ s first marriage (which in practical terms had ended) and the age difference.Meanwhile , other proposals came for Nusrat Jahan Begum ra , but Sayyedah Begum was not completely satisfied with any of them, despite some being from affluent families.Muhammad Hussain Batalavi (a contemporary and fellow student of Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as ) wrote to Mir Nasir Nawwab, strongly recommending Mirza Sahib as a pious and noble man of good family.However, Mir Nasir Nawwab still refrained from showing the proposal to Sayyedah Begum.Apart from any personal objections she may have had, relations between the peopl e of Delhi and the Punjab were often not amicable, also giving him doubts about the feasibility of the match.A proposal came from a man in Ludhiana which Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib thought to be promising.However , after investigating his family , Sayyedah Begum was not satisfied and rejected the match.At this point , Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib expressed his frustration that his daughter who was now 18 years old may be left a spinster, if his wife continued to reject all her suitors.In response, Sayyed ah Begum replied , “ B etter than any of these would be Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as ”.At this point , her husband promptly showed her Mirza Ghulam Ahmad's as letter and said that she should now make a decision quickly.She replied , “ Very well, you may write to him.” Hence , Mir Nasir Nawwab immediately took out his pen and did so.In this manner began the p rocess by which this blessed union would

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5 influence the lives of not only two families but future generations and the whole of mankind.

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6 The Parentage of Sayyedah Nusrat Jahan Begum ra Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib's paternal ancestry from Khwaja Mir Dard can be traced all the way back to Hadrat Abu Talib ra , (the Holy Prophet ’ s sa uncle).His lineage in the 12th century also stems from the distinguish ed Nawwab Khan Doraan Khan Mansoor Jang Sahib, a Commander - in - Chief of the Moghul Empire.The Sayyeds were well respected by the Moghals and were appointed to good and influential positions.Mansoor Jang Sahib was very influential in the running of the Government, the Army, the Artillary and the Treasury.Similarly, many of the males in his family acquired eminent positions within the Army.They were a patriotic family who served their country faithfully and were blessed with an affluent lifestyle.Manso or Jang Sahib ’ s grandfather , Mirza Gokaltaash , was also an eminent commander in the time of Akbar the Great.Mansoor Jang Sahib was martyred in battle in 1150.His great - grandson Hashim ‘ Ali Khan, was the paternal grandfather of Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab, the father of Hadrat Amman Jan ra ).Thus , the eminent positions and influence of the ancestors of Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab fulfilled the revelations that the Promised Messiah as received concerning his marriage; that it would be in “a noble and high family ” and that just as he had been born into a good family, so would he become the son - in - law of a noble family.3 Now let us reflect on the meritorious character of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s father, Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab.He had a happy childhood until having to suffer the misfortune of losing his father suddenly.He was then left with the responsibility of caring for two sisters 3 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, P42.

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7 and the burden of financial instability.Subsequently, he was supported and raised by his grandfather and uncle.There are several remarkable facts worthy of mention in this brief introduction to this noble man.Firstly, there is the nature of how his marriage occurred at the early age of 16.It was his natural modesty that was to impress his future father - in - law, to pick this pure young boy for his daughter.At a wedding function hosted by Mir Nasir Nawab’s future sister - in - law's family, Sayyed Abdul K arim was to notice this virtuous young man.Dancing was part of the festivities, but the young Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib kept his eyes modestly downcast.This virtuous demeanour of one so young attracted Sayyed Abdul Karim ’ s admiration to such a degree, that he resolved to choose Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib as his future son - in - law.Secondly, it is significant to note that in 1865 with the fortuitous birth of his blessed daughter, (a girl who would become “ A Helper of the W orld ” and be picked by Allah Almighty for the unique and exalted position to be the wife of the Promised Messiah as and the bearer of a blessed progeny), Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab ’ s fortunes also changed for the better.His paternal grandfather had died in the pursuit of a family fortune which was now unexpectedly granted to Mir Nasir Nawwab.It was of a significant value of 5000 rupees at a monthly income of 15 rupees, a substantial amount.He also achieved regular employment from this time.It was as if Allah Almighty was now providin g sustenance for the “Khadijah ” he was to nurture for the Messiah as promised for this Age.It was Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib who was to name his daughter “ Nusrat Jahan Begum ”.

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8 Thirdly, what is interesting to note is the tribute Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib gave to his wife , Sayyedah Begum, the mother of Hadrat Amman Jan ra : “...this blessed wife that I married has given me great comfort and has been ever faithful to me.Spending time together, she has always given me righteous advice.S he has raised my children with great kindness and dedication, nor did she ever curse or hit them… the one I have accepted as a religious leader, she has also sworn allegiance to.Such wives are seldom obtained in this world.This is one of my good fortunes for w hich I am grateful.Because of my wife's pious behaviour , I am already in a heavenly paradise in this world.” 4 This account indeed corroborates the well - known hadith; “ Al Jannatu tahta Aqdamil Ummahati ” ie “ Paradise lies under the feet of your mothers.” (Bukhari) One reason for this is that the profound influence of a mother can pave the way to heaven for a child.Mothers are fundamental in the upbringing of children and Hadrat Sayyedah Begum must also be attributed with credit for raising a girl who was to become a true example of a modern day “Mo ’ minah ” (believer).Indeed, it is interesting to read this glowing tribute to a righteous wife and to compare this depiction of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra mother to Hadrat Amman Jan ra herself in the forthcoming pages.I believe the above tribute is equally applicable to both mother and daughter, reminding us of the deep impression mothers can make upon their offspring.The moral training of children is not an easy task but certainly the worthiest, by which both mothers and their progeny can attain 4 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, p68.

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9 paradise.Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab said few wives in the world were like his own, yet his own daughter was to be one of those rare treasures, a woman who would surpass even her own mother in this respect, as a “ blessed wife”.Fourthly, one cannot reflect on Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab ’ s character without appreciating the outstanding quality which was to elevate him to the status of becoming the father - in - law of the Promised Messiah and Mahdi as.This quality was his sincere and consistent prayers for his daughter.Hadrat Khalifatul Masih I ra was to once ask him how he had procured such an elevated son - in - law.He replied that it was with the blessings of Allah Almighty, but that also “… since this daughter of mine was born , I have never missed a namaz (prayer) in which I have not prayed that; O Allah Almighty, whichever man is most agreeable and suitable in Your eyes, ma ke my daughter's marriage knot with him.” After this comment , Hadrat Khalifatul Masih I ra appreciated the long history of Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab ’ s sincere prayers.He relates that he then realised how “the arrow had hit the target” for Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib, with the inspirational fulfilment of this prayer.The work of a Divine Designer is evident when one considers the many factors that led to this blessed marriage.As previously mentioned, it was indeed Mirza Ghulam Qadir who initially welcomed this family into the Promised Messiah ’ s as house and so unwittingly became a tool for the marriage.Apart from his consistent prayers, Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib also had a deep regard for Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as which made him write to him.He wrote to request prayers for him to be blessed with a righteous

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10 son - in - law.This event concurred with the time that Allah Almighty began to inform Hadrat Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as of his imminent marriage, which Allah Almighty would arrange in an excellent family of “ Sayyeds”.Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib also had an aversion to the ostentatious and ritualistic aspects of society in Delhi.This made him less inclined to marry his daughter to a local man.It also made him overlook the common anxieties people would harbour for a man with a separated wife and children.Later, it was the constant deference of the Promised Messiah as towards his father - in - law despite Mir Nasir Nawwab Sa hib ’ s opposition to his claim, that was to transform his heart and for him to take “ bai ’ at ” (the oath of allegiance) in 1891.This was two years after the first bai ’ ats at Ludhiana and was on the occasion of the first Jalsa in Qadian.After bai ’ at, his loyalty and service to the Ahmadiyya Muslim Jama'at was to match that of his daughter ’ s.Like Hadrat Amman Jan ra , Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab was to actively serve the needy.For example, the establishment of the colony of houses for the needy that has been n amed “Nasir - Abad ”, is a tribute to Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab ’ s humanitarian services.He was also to help in a multitude of other Jama ’ at projects.Naming only a handful, these included raising money for Noor hospital, the Noor Masjid in Ahmadiyya College, and the laying of stone flooring in front of Masjid Mubarak.He was to be the first manager of the Ta ’ limul - Islam College in Qadian and also a supervisor for improving “ Bahishti Maqbarah ” (the heavenly graveyard).Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib w as also blessed with great literary flair and had the opportunity to defend the Jama ’ at in

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11 numerous written articles.Like Hadrat Amman Jan ra he was poetically gifted, a talent he used to appeal to members to make financial sacrifices.A powerful orator in defence of the Jama'at, his sincere loyalty to the Promised Messiah as is illustrated by his consistent loyalty to the subsequent Khulafa (spiritual successors), who were to esteem him highly.It was thus that this noble man of distinction was to become a source of a blessed progeny of a prophet.

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12 Prophecies Relating to the Promised Messiah’s as Marriage to Hadrat Amman Jan ra Long before Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s life even began; her existence had been Divinely decreed.In fact , the Holy Prophet sa of Islam intimated 1400 years earlier that the Messiah to come would marry and have children.As the Promised Messiah as himself was to explain later; a significance of this prophecy was indeed that the Messiah ’ s wife and children were actually mentioned in it.(As prophets commonly married and bore children.) This emphatic stress on the Messiah ’ s wife and children, suggested that they would have a special significance in the Messiah ’ s life and mission.Before t he Promised Messiah as was even aware of his Divine mission, Allah Almighty revealed to him that he would marry and be blessed with children.In 1881 , Allah Almighty congratulated the Promised Messiah as with the good news of “a beautiful son ”.This astonished those close to the Promised Messiah as as it had been about 20 years since his first wife “ Hurmat Bibi” , (from whom he was separated by mutual consent), had bor n e him any children.After this revelation , the Promised Messiah as had a more sp ecific revelation regarding his future marriage , “Ushkur Ni‘mati Ra ’ aita Khadijati” ie “Be grateful for My Bounty, you have seen My Khadijah.” 5 This reference to his wife as “ Khadijah ”, the name of the first wife of the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa , indicates that there would be 5 Barahin - e - Ahmadiyya , part 4, p.558 sub - footnote 4, Ruhani Khaza ’ in , vol.1, p.666 sub - footnote 4

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13 similarities between these two great ladies.It is interesting to note that both ladies were indeed married for approximately 24 years to their spouses and bore 10 children each, (although not all survived to adult age.) Similarly, both ladies were buried in different places to their husbands.Because of their great sacrifices upon this earth, Hadrat Khadijah ra and Hadrat Amman Jan ra were also both blessed with the glad tidings through their husbands, that they had an abode ready for them in Paradise.Furthermore, both women were greatly appreciated by their husbands.The Promised Messia h as respected his wife as a Divine blessing.It is also a well - known fact that the Holy Prophet sa especially loved and respected his first wife Hadrat Khadijah ra.These virtuous women were also both descendants of the “Sayyed ” clan.In subsequent prophecies , Allah Almighty reassured the Promised Messiah as that , “I have decided that I will marry you again, I will make all the arrangements and you will not have any worries on any account.” 6 “That God is a true God Who has made your son - in - law relationship with an honourable people who are Sayyeds and has made your own lineage noble, which is a mixture of Persian and Sayyed pedigrees.” 7 In 1883, when the hostilities of the Promised Messiah ’ s as family towards him became strongly appar ent, Allah Almighty reassured him that , 6 “ Shahna - e - Haqq , p.43, Ruhani Khaza ’ in , vol.2, p.383 7 Tiryaqul - Qulub , p.64, Ruhani Khaza ’ in , vol.15, pp.272 - 273

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14 “You are honoured in My court, I have chosen you for Myself.God is Holy, full of Blessings and Virtue.He will increase your holiness.The line of your forefathers shall be terminated and you shall begin a new family lineage and God is not such that He will leave you.” 8 Allah Almighty was to inform the Promised Messiah as that his wife ’ s family would be “ noble ” and “ high - ranking ” in pedigree.He also intimated that the family would be residents of Delhi and that his wife would be the mother of a blessed lineage, which woul d become a supporting foundation of Islam.From this foundation would be born a person with a sublime spirit within him.Furthermore, his wife would be a “maiden ” and would outlive the Promised Messiah as.Allah Almighty was to convey the future of his blessed family to the Promised Messiah as : “ Your house will be filled with blessings and I shall fulfil My favours upon you, and from the blessed ladies some of whom you will be blessed with later…your offspring will be abundant and I will increase your off spring profusely, and will bless them,…but some of them will die at a young age, and your offspring will spread copiously in many countries, and every branch of your ancestral brothers will be cut off (ie those who do not accept the Promised Messiah as ), an d they will soon become childless and be terminated… Allah Almighty will spread your blessings around and will revive a barren house through you, and a bleak house will be filled by blessings.Your progeny will not be cut off and will flourish 8 Haqiqatul - Wahi , p p.7 5 - 76, Ruhani Khaza ’ in , vol.22, pp.78 - 79

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15 until the last day.Allah will sustain your name with honour until the world reaches its end and will spread your message to the corners of the world.” 9 It is also significant that a devout ancestor of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , Hadrat Khwaja Muhammad Nasir Sahib, was to be Divinely informed centuries earlier of the blessed match.Whilst in a period of intense prayers for forty days, Hadrat Khwaja Muhammad Nasir Sahib saw a vision in which Hadrat Imam Hassan ra , the grandson of the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa , came to him.He addressed him : “ With the wish of the Holy Prophet sa , Allah The Almighty has sent me to you so that I bestow on you Allah The Almi ghty ’ s closeness and knowledge of His attributes in abundance, and a special blessing which the prophet ’ s family has preserved for you.It began with you and it will end with the Promised Mahdi.” 10 One interpretation of this historical revelation would be that Hadrat Amman Jan ra , a descendent of the Holy Prophet sa of Islam, was to be “ a special blessing ” bestowed on her family and that of the “ Mahdi ”.Indeed, it is difficult to conceive a greater honour and privilege to be conferred upon any indivi dual and their family.Yet as we shall read ahead, Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra exemplary behaviour as a “ Mo ’ minah ”, a “ Helper of the World” and as a “ Mother of the Faithful ” throughout her life, proved that this honour was duly deserved and the prophecy fulfilled.The Promised Messiah as continued to receive many revelations and true dreams relating to his blessed wife throughout his married 9 Majmu ’ ah Ishtiharat, vol.1, p.102 10 “ Maikhana - e - Dard , p.46 quoted from Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p.33.

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16 life, indicating that a Blessed Power not only orchestrated this union but continued to favour this couple with abundant blessings.In 1884, only a month after his wedding, the Promised Messiah as had a dream in which he saw Hadrat Amman Jan ra with three adult sons.This dream was to be fulfilled with the blessings of three auspicious and righteous sons who were blessed with long lives.(They were Hadrat Mirza Bashir ud Din Mahmood Ahmad ra , Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra and Hadrat Mirza Sharif Ahmad ra ).More specifically, the Promised Messiah as was informed of the distinctive qualities of his virtuous children.Apart from the famous prophecy relating to his son who would be the “ Musleh Mau ’ ud ” (Hadrat Mirza Bashir ud Din Mahmood Ahmad ra ), he was also informed that he would be blessed with a son who would be “ the moon of the prophets” (Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra ) 11 , and another who wo uld be a “ King” (Hadrat Mirza Sharif Ahmad ra ).12 Likewise, he received felicitous news that his elder daughter , ( Hadrat Mubaraka Begum ra ) , would indeed be a “ Nawwab ”, 13 and that his youngest child would be “ a noble daughter ” (Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra ).14 Furthermore, the Promised Messiah as was to be reassured on several occasions by Allah Almighty that Hadrat Amman Jan ra would enjoy a long, fruitful life.Also, that he himself would live long enough so that : “ You will see your grandchildren (later progeny).” 15 11 Tiryaqul - Qulub, p.42 , Ruhani Khaza ’ in , vol.15, p.220 12 Tadhkirah, p.584, 4 th edition, 2004 13 Tadhkirah, p.339, 4 th edition, 2004 14 Tadhkirah, p.669, 4 th edition, 2004 15 Izalah ’ - e - Auham, p.635, Ruhani Khaza ’ in , vol.3, p.443

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17 At critical times of illness, Allah Almighty also reassured the Promised Messiah as that his wife would recover and live a long life as previously intimated.For example, in 1889 when the birth of Hadrat Mubarak Ahmad ra was imminent, Hadrat Amman Jan ra became severely ill.The Promised Messiah as even contemplated that Hadrat Amman Jan ra may be approaching the end of her life.However, aware of the infinite powers of His Creator he fervently prayed for his beloved wife ’ s health.Suddenly, Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s condition changed and the Promised Messiah as received the glad tiding from Allah Almighty: “ We have delayed death”.Soon Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra body became warm again and she returned to consciousness.Hadrat Mirza Mubara k Ahmad ra was born and by the Grace of Allah , Hadrat Amman Jan ra recovered to live for another 63 years under the protection of her benevolent Creator.On one occasion, a felicitous dream which vividly depicted the fruitful and blessed nature of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s life ra was received by the Promised Messiah as.He related that he saw his father - in - law , Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab , approach him with a tree in his hands that was covered in fruits.He handed the tree to the Promised Messiah as , in whose ha nds the tree grew even larger.The tree was intensely green and flourished with an abundance of fruits and flowers.It was an extraordinary tree, the like of which had never been seen on earth.Its unique quality was that not only were the fruits sweet tasting but so were the flowers.As the Promised Messiah as was eating these fruits and flowers, he awoke from this dream.The Promised Messiah ’ s as own interpretation of this dream was that the presence of Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab symb olised Allah Almighty ’ s Help (as “ Nasir ” literally means “ Helper ”), which would be bestowed upon him to an extraordinary extent by Allah

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18 Almighty.Prof.S.N.Saeed has also made a pertinent point in her book that the dream could also signify that Hadrat Amman Jan ra would bear an abundant and blessed progeny, as healthy, flourishing and fragrant as the tree of the dream.16 It is noteworthy that the dream indicates that this progeny would flouri sh when cultivated in the blessed hands of the Promised Messiah as.It seems that this offspring would be a delight and joy to the Promised Messiah as , symbolised by his pleasure at eating the delectable fruits and flowers.In another dream , the excellent virtue of Hadrat Amman Jan ra was highlighted to the Promised Messiah as.In this dream , Hadrat Amman Jan ra remarked to the Promised Messiah as : “For the sake of Allah Almighty ’ s Will I have forsaken my own will.” In response to this the Promised Messiah as replied in the dream , “Because of this you have been embellished with beauty.” 17 This concise but lucid dream captures the essence of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra life.She was a devout lady who resigned her will to winning Allah Almighty ’ s Pleasure and serving His Creation.Consequently, she was to be endowed with a heavenly beauty.It was this beauty that the Promised Messiah as witnessed, appreciated and loved within his wife.It was one reason for their earthly “ paradise ” whi ch Allah Almighty had indicated would be established by this blessed union.16 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p.447.17 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan ” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p.447.

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19 This was also a cause for the many felicitous revelations the Promised Messiah as had the privilege to receive from Allah Almighty, reassuring him that He was with him and his spouse.For example, “I am with you and your family.” 18 “I will safeguard whoever is in the house.” 19 “ Your wife has been revitalised and given the comfort and happiness of a fresh life.” 20 Furthermore, Allah Almighty was to reassure the Promised Messiah as of His Divine support during the difficult times when public opposition caused great anxiety to both him and Hadrat Amman Jan ra.On one occasion Allah Almighty was to declare , “...I am with you and likewise I am with your family.You are with Me and so are your family.I am the Gracious so wait for My help and tell your enemy that God Will hold him accountable.” 21 Indeed, the prophecies relating to the Promised Messiah ’ s as blessed wife Hadrat Amman Jan ra are too numerous to relate in this brief tribute.A more detailed account of them is available in the “ Tadhkirah ” (Compilation of the Promised Messiah ’ s as Revelations).The examples above are sufficient to demonstrate that Allah Almighty ’ s Divine Help and Guidance encompassed this blessed couple.Just as Allah Almighty had initially stated to the Promised Messiah as that He Himself had picked a “ Khadijah ” 18 Tadhkirah, p.620, 4 th edition, 2004 19 Ibid 20 Tadhkirah, 1 st edition, p.713, revelation no 20.21 Tadhkirah , p.624, edition 2004, quoted from Ishtihar ( announcement ), November 5, 1907, al - Hakam , vol.11, No.40, November 10, 1907, p.6

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20 for him and would arrange the marriage Himself, so did Allah Almighty ’ s Help and Protection remain apparent throughout the eventful lives of this blessed couple.

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21 A Blessed Match Through his relationship with Hadrat Amman Jan ra , part of the Promised Messiah ’ s mission was to convey the rights of women in Islam, be they daughters, wives or mothers.India at this time was a traditionally patriarchal society in which a man's strength and credibility were measured by his dominance over his wife and household.Any sign of softness in a man was considered a weakness.Physical force was regarded as necessary and ine vitable in order to subdue women.In this society , the Promised Messiah ’ s as partnership with Hadrat Amman Jan ra was truly revolutionary, because it showed that men and women should coexist harmoniously, with mutual respect and love.The Promised Messiah as and Hadrat Amman Jan ra were a union of souls as well as bodies.They exemplified what we are often taught in the Holy Qur ’ an that : “Surely the men who submit themselves (to God) and women who submit themselves (to Him) … Allah has prepared for (all of) them forgiveness and a great reward.”(Al - Ahzab 33:36) “Whoso does good works, whether male or female, and is a believer, such shall enter Heaven.”(An - Nisa 4:125) They practically illustrated how both men and women can attain great s piritual heights.Although Hadrat Amman Jan ra could never undertake the role of a prophet, she showed the virtue to be a worthy life companion of one and a noble mother of his children.In their 24 years of marriage , everyone close to them (including their children), commented that there was never a raised voice let alone

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22 an argument between husband and wife.So harmonious was their household that it was like a heavenly earth, fulfilling the revelation that the Promis ed Messiah as and his wife would live in an earthly “heaven ” together.Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra , speaking of his mother noted that it was a Divinely ordained match, which significantly happened in 1884, the year in which the Promised Messiah as claimed to be the Mujaddid (Reformer) of the time.Thereafter, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was with him as his life l ong friend and companion.She would affectionately remind the Promised Messiah as that , “ W ith my living in your house, the period of your blessings be gan , ” at which the Promised Messiah as would respond smiling ly , “ Y es, you are right.” Indeed, the Promised Messiah ’ s as love for his wife was no ordinary attachment because it was based on the recognition that she was a Divine blessing from Allah Almighty.It was because of this fact apart from her many virtues that meant the Promised Messiah as highly respected his wife.It is why he usually addressed her in polite Urdu, whilst addressing their children in the more informal Punjabi.Hadrat Amman Ja n ra completely reciprocated these feelings and was a constant pillar of support and loyalty throughout their lives.Their united outlook on life is beautifully summed up in Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad's analogy of them as being “ O ne heart beating in two chests.” Possibly, one could argue that the Promised Messiah ’ s as children may have been subjective in their opinions , being naturally more inclined and in awe of their father.However, the observations of others prove that this was not the case.Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra brother Dr.Mir Muhammad Ismail Sahib , who was very attached to his elder sister, also paid tribute to their harmonious union.

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23 Having observed their marriage right from its initial stages he states , “As far as my memory serves me from childhood, I have never seen or heard Hadrat Masih Mau ’ ud as angry with Hadrat Amman Jan ra.I have always seen their circumstances like an ideally matched couple.Very few husbands take as much care of their wives ’ emotions as the Promised Messiah as did.” 22 Helpers in their household were also witness to the Promised Messiah ’ s as gracious treatment of Hadrat Amman Jan ra.The Promised Messiah as taught his followers that men should overlook all weaknesses in women apart from lewdness and that it is below men to fight women.His disregard for abusive men was illustrated on one occasion when a man's cruelty towards his wife was mentioned in his pr esence, consequently he became much disturbed.He said that men should not behave in such a manner.He related that he personally had only once spoken in a raised voice to his wife (ie Hadrat Amman Jan ra ), because of his own heartfelt pain on a particular occasion.Subsequently, the Promised Messiah as deeply regretted it and then prayed to Allah Almighty for forgiveness, offered N afl (voluntary) prayers and gave some charity.Hence , we see that what most would consider a minor flaw of raising one ’ s voice, the Promised Messiah as considered a major shortcoming, indicating the extremely high standard of conduct by which he lived.An incident illustrating this kind conduct that is often related, was when Hadrat Amman Jan ra made sweet rice for the Promis ed 22 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan ” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, p112.

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24 Messiah as.The couple were newly married.Hadrat Amman Jan ra learnt that sweet rice was one of the favourite dishes of the Promised Messiah as , so she endeavoured to make some.(It was to be a lifetime habit of Hadrat Amman Jan ra to strive to make the particular foods that her husband liked.) She specially ordered some rice and cooked it.However, she accidentally added four times as much sugar as was re quired in the recipe.To her horror , she ended up with a thick, glutinous mixture , hardly recognizable as rice! She was deeply upset as she took the rice out of the pan.It was already dinner time and there was no time for a second attempt.The Promised Messiah as arrived.Hadrat Amman Jan ra relate d how she felt like crying, (indeed ladies - haven't we all felt similar at some point during a culinary disaster!) The Promised Messiah as must have read her thoughts.Instead of scolding her he pleasantly conso led her , "What, are you upset about the rice? No, these are very nice, they are the kind I like." Then , he graciously ate them smilingly and talked so cheerfully that Hadrat Amman Jan ra soon forgot the embarrassment of her cooking disaster.This may only seem like a trivial domestic incident, but it was the Promised Messiah ’ s as constant consideration over such small matters that led to their domestic bliss.It was such exemplary behaviour that was to have the greatest influence on Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra life, which affected how she would treat both her physical and spiritual children of the Jama ’ at.She would display the same tenderness and forbearance that the Messiah of the age imparted on her.The incident also illustrates how Hadrat Amman Jan ra tri ed to cater for her husband's tastes.This mutual consideration reinforced their harmonious relationship.Some husbands can lapse into an arrogant and domineering attitude

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25 towards their wives.Yet there is not a shred of evidence to suggest that the Promised Messiah ’ s as behaviour towards Hadrat Amman Jan ra was ever anything but respectful and caring.The Promised Messiah ’ s as love for his wife is evident from his anxiety when Hadrat Amman Jan ra was unwell.Such an occasion is related through the eyes of Mufti Fadl - ur - Rehman.The Promised Messiah as sometimes stayed in Gurdaspur to deal with court cases.During these periods , Mufti Fadl - ur - Rehman who owned a horse accompanied him, to help with any errands back in Qadian or elsewh ere.He relates that one night he dreamt that the Promised Messiah as was massaging his feet and that when he woke up he looked for his turban.As he awoke from the dream , he was astonished to find the Promised Messiah as was in fact standing by his bed, act ually massaging his feet.As he exclaimed in surprise the Promised Messiah as urged him , "Mian Fadl - ur - Rehman wake up quickly, I have a job for you." Mufti Fadl - ur - Rehman immediately jumped up and just as minutes before he had dreamt of searching for his turban, he now did so.The Promised Messiah as in his urgency then offered his own turban to Mufti Sahib.He had learnt that Hadrat Amman Jan ra was unwell and so he desired Mufti Sahib to go and inquire after his wife to whom he referred to as " Mahmood ’ s Mother ".He also asked him to take a letter to Hadrat Amman Jan ra and to procure a response written from her own hand.Mufti Sahib left immediately just as Fajr (dawn) P rayer was being announced.Mufti Sahib relates how amazingly fast he seemed to arriv e in Qadian, just as the prayers were being offered there.When he reached Hadrat Amman Jan's ra house , she opened the door herself.He made his enquiries and according to the Promised Messiah ’ s as directions, Hadrat Amman Jan ra immediately wrote a note herself to reassure her husband.When Mufti Sahib returned to Qadian , he himself was incredulous of the speed with which his

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26 horse had returned, as if it had flown rather than galloped.Miraculously, Fajr P raye r had just finished in the mosque.On seeing Mufti Sahib, the Promised Messiah as was surprised and said , " H av e you not left yet ?" Mufti Sahib re sponde d , " I have brought a reply.” H e presented Hadrat Amman Jan's letter to the Promise d Messiah as.The Promised Messiah as read it and laughed, thankful to Allah Almighty for His Mercy, for relieving him of this anxiety.The Promised Messiah as remarked , "Who would have understood these events? It is indeed a miracle !" This beautiful incident illustrates the deep love the Promised Messiah as felt for Hadrat Amman Jan ra , as he was so restless to hear news of her recovery.It shows his complete lack of pride and vanity , as he offered his own turban to his servant.It also reveals how the Promised Messiah ’ s as kindness encompassed all, if we reflect on the gentle manner in which he tried to wake his attendant by massaging his feet, despite his intense anxiety at the tim e.The incident was also an incredible manifestation of Allah's Help.Mufti Sahib's horse seemed to “fly” with miraculous speed, to alleviate the Promised Messiah ’ s as worry about his beloved wife.The Promised Messiah ’ s as concern for his wife whenever she was unwell was always apparent.Hadrat Umme Nasir ra (his daughter - in - law), relates that once Hadrat Amman Jan ra was indisposed.The Promised Messiah as visited and gave her a medicine to drink.In her unwell state , Hadrat Amman Jan ra exclaimed words to the effect; "Oh, I will die!" The Promised Messiah as responded tenderly; "After you, what will I do alive?", as if suggesting that his existence in this present life without Hadrat Amman Jan ra seemed inconceivable.23 Hadrat Umme Nasir ra recalls that there were many such occasions when the Promised Messiah as said similar gentle and heartwarming words to his wife, expressing his deep affection for her.

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27 The Promised Messiah's as attachment to Hadrat Amman Jan ra is evident from all the adjustments he made in his own life for her.Indeed , personal compromise is the key to a successful relationship and this was evident from both parties in this case.Both individuals made changes.Hadrat Amman Jan ra left Delhi in a very simple manner, despite the fact that pomp and festivities at weddings were customary to society there.She did not complain at the simplicity of her nikah 24 , when the Promised Messiah as brought neither clothes nor jewellery for his bride (traditionally organised by the ladies of the groom's family), because of his family's hostility to the marriage.(He did however give money to Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab for Hadrat Amman Jan ra to buy whatever she wished).If one considers Hadrat Amman Jan's reception in Qadian , which did indeed evoke tears from the homesick bride, there were no family members to warmly welcome her and celebrate her arrival.Instead , Hadrat Amman Jan ra was left with no female attendants.Thi s was probably a consequence of the fact that her in - laws were all opposed to the second marriage of Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as.Even the food of his three male servants had been stopped by the family in protest at the marriage.Hadrat Amman Jan ra only had the female attendant she had brought with her (Fatima Begum), for companionship.To make matters worse, Fatima Begum did not understand the local dialect in Qadian.There was no food to welcome them and the quarters were plain and austere.Hadrat Amman Jan ra once related that there was only a bed with a scanty cloth at its foot in the room.The young bride was left to her own devices to make the best of the situation.23 Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan, Prof.S.N.Saeed, p117.24 Marriage ceremony.

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28 However, the Promised Messiah's as exemplary behaviour and kind regard was to make what seemed like a bleak beginning into a uniquely blessed future for the couple.Both were indeed to endure worldly opposition, material sacrifi ces, political unrest, health problems and the tragic loss of five children.Marriages have failed for far lesser reasons, yet the couple was to gratefully endure all trials and tribulations, steadfast and absolutely focused in their one supreme goal, winn ing the Pleasure of Allah Almighty.This marital paradise was created by mutual patience, good manners, forbearance and the quality to overlook the human flaws of others.These qualities were practised by both Hadrat Amman Jan ra and the Promised Messiah as.An interesting incident illustrates how Hadrat Amman Jan ra did indeed overlook the occasional human error.Once, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was feverish from malaria.For a few days during this period , she asked a household helper to take her eight or nine gold bangles and gold hoop earrings that she was wearing and place them in a safe box.(Only Hadrat Amman Jan ra or an appointed servant had access to this box where jewellery and important documents of the Promised Messiah as were kept.) It was not un til two or three months later (although Hadrat Amman Jan ra had recovered after a few days), that Hadrat Amman Jan ra decided to retrieve the jewellery from the safe box.She requested the Promised Messiah as to bring her the jewellery.He hastily went and had a cursory glance in the box and said that the jewellery was not there.Imagine the anxiety such knowledge m ust have caused Hadrat Amman Jan ra , for the jewellery was worth at least 1 , 000 rupees! Yet , Hadrat Amman Jan ra made no expression of anger or signs of distress.Instead , she sent for the servant who had initially placed the jewellery in the box.When the servant confirmed that she had indeed placed the jewellery in the box of the Promised Messiah as , Hadrat Amman J an ra went and checked it herself.To her relief , she

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29 found the jewellery.At this point , she raised her voice so that the Promised Messiah as could hear her in the other room and laughed ’ "You did a good check of the safe box! Your search has caused us both worry." In response to this good news, the Promised Messiah as also reacted by laughing.How many of us who are wives can honestly say we would respond with such goodwill and without reproach to our husbands in such a case? Hadrat Amman Jan's ra exemp lary behaviour towards her in - laws, particularly the Promised Messiah's as first wife, was astonishingly kind as we shall read later.Evidently , the Promised Messiah as and Hadrat Amman Jan ra were indeed " two chests beating with one heart", as the Promised M essiah ’ s as care and consideration of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s family was equally considerate and deferential.This consideration is beautifully illustrated by a small incident concerning Hadrat Amman Jan's ra father, Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab.On one occasion , a relative of Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab was staying in Qadian.As the weather was intensely cold , Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab sent him a coat to wear through a servant.Because the coat was not new , the relative was offended by what had been an act of kindness.He asked the servant to return the coat to Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab.On his return , the servant was seen by the Promised Messiah as , who enquired what his errand was with the coat.The servant explained he was returning Hadrat Mir Nasir Naww ab 's coat.The Promised Messiah as at once realised that Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib would be hurt by his relative ’ s rejection of his coat, and so he took the coat himself.He told the servant to inform Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib that he had

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30 requested the coat himself for personal use.Thereafter, the Promised Messiah as did indeed wear the coat despite having better coats, so as to prevent any hurt or embarrassment being felt by his father - in - law.The Promised Messiah's as consideration for Hadrat Amman Jan ra was apparent from the beginning of their marriage.Hadrat Amman Jan ra has related that when she arrived as a new bride in Qadian , she could not fall asleep without the light on.Conversely, the Promised Messiah as was in the habit of sleeping in the dark.So, once Hadrat Amman Jan ra fell asleep, he would turn out the lamp.If Hadrat Amman Jan ra awoke he would relight the lamp.However, eventually the Promised Messiah as became accus tomed to sleeping in the light.Eventually, lights were installed in all the rooms and above the stairs.The Promised Messiah as even employed someone to be responsible for keeping the lights on.Hadrat Amman Jan ra relates how she joked with the Promised Me ssiah as (to whom she referred to as “Hadrat Sahib ” or “ Mirza Sahib ”) , "Do you remember that time when you could not sleep in light, and now unless every corner of the house is filled with light you cannot sleep!" 25 One might imagine from the Promised Messiah’s as earlier solitary lifestyle and his great m ission as the ‘ M as i h ’ and ‘ M ahdi ’ of our time, that he may have understandably neglected his family.In fact, the opposite is true.The Promised Messiah as was the u ltimate disciple of the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa , and as such kept his practices constantly in mind.He was aware of the duties and obligations of a husband, of such sayings of the Holy Prophet sa as, " The best among you is he who is best to his wife." (Bukhari) 25 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p119.

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31 He hence took great care to be as an attentive a husband and a father as possible.He would regularly take his family for outings, (usually in the evenings).This was contrary to the attitudes of the time and there were people who objected to this routine.However, one of the Promised Messiah's as missions was to reestablish the Islamic rights of women.He consciously wished to teach people that women have the freedom to leave their homes and should not be imprisoned inside.He did not see anything objectionable with a husband and wife enjoying excursions together.An active walker himself, he was also aware of the health benefits of fresh air and exercise.Naturally, he wished to provide some enjoyment for his children, but he also wished to convey the deep appreciation and reverence he had for his wife , Hadrat Amman Jan ra , and their offspring.It is interestin g to learn that even on the day before his demise (in the early hours of May 26 th , 1908), the Promised Messiah as took his family out on a short trip in Lahore.It has been recorded that the family went out in a hired horse and cart.The Promised Messiah as instructed the driver to take them as far and back as they could travel for the sum of one rupee.The depth of the Promised Messiah’s as feeling for the sanctity and uniqueness of the marital relationship is conveyed in a letter of condolence he wrote to a companion, Hadrat Nawwab Muhammad ‘Ali Khan 26 , on the death of his first wife.In the letter he expressed that there are many relationships of love, such as one has for children and siblings, but that a man and his wife have their own private sphere in which they share and are bonded by their inner feelings and confidences.He continued that a man and wife

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32 become like one body and one individual.They have hundreds of instances when they sleep in the same place and become so attached as if they are the limbs of the same body.A deep, devoted love develops between them.The Promised Messiah as continued , "… T ruly , to have shared this love and unity, who is there who woul d not remember such a wonderful time and not weep?” He further wrote that even Allah Almighty has mentioned this institution (ie marriage), as the correct way to share love and unity.Indeed, his own blessed union with Hadrat Amman Jan ra was a model example of this special and Divinely sanctioned bond.26 After the demise of the Promised Messiah as , Hadrat Nawab Muhammad ‘ Ali Khan Sahib was to marry the Promised Messiah ’ s as elder daughter, Hadrat Naw w ab Mubarakah Begum ra.

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33 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra Life Passion:Worship What is remarkable about Hadrat Amman Jan ra , is that the true passion of her life was worship.She was fully aware that the first command ordained to us by Allah Almighty in the Holy Qur ’ an is , “Oh , ye men, worship your Lord Who created you and those who were before you, that you may become righteous." (Al - Baqarah 2:22) Likewise, that the Holy Prophet sa taught: “The comparison between a person who remembers his Lord and the one who does not do so, is like that of the living and the dead."(Bukhari) Hadrat Amman Jan ra is the first modern day female example of a true " Salihah ", that is a righteous servant of Allah Almighty within the Ahmadiyya Muslim Community.We are aware of Allah Almighty's manifestations of His Grace and Mercy through His gift of prophets (approximately 124,000), and then through His "Khulafa", - that have been promised to those who believe and do goo d deeds in the Holy Qur ’ an, until time immemorial.27 However, as ladies we may feel that we cannot attain to such exalted levels or we may consider that pious ladies of such high calibre are now the remnants of a bygone era which we can never recreate, (eg.such as the wives of the Holy Prophet sa or Hadrat Maryam ra , mother of Hadrat Isa as ).Yet , this has been disproved this century by the blessed personage of Hadrat Amman Jan ra.27 The Holy Qur ’ an, An - Nur 24: 56

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34 Like all ordinary women she had domestic responsibilities : a large family and in - laws, guests, ladies to meet and greet , widows, orphans, the poor and students.She also had the every d ay household tasks of cooking, cleaning, washing and sewing to perform.However, she proved that multitasking is not a modern - day phenomenon for women.More importantly, she showed how these routine responsibilities should not divert us from the worship of Allah Almighty.In fact , they can become the tools of worshipping every minute of the day.By fulfilling her responsibilities and showing infinite compassion for Allah Almighty ’ s creatures, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was in fact engaged in practical worship much of her day.Her every utterance that was not directed at others was in fact the remembrance of her Creator or verbal prayers.Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra said concerning the extent of his mother ’ s piety and righteousness , that it was difficult to express it in few words.It was however apparent through her regular and p unctual observance of the five daily prayers and extra " Nawafil " 28.She was also very regular in " Tahajjud " 29 prayers.The remarkable nature of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s prayers was such that the passion and ardour with which she supplicated would inspire those around her to engage in " Salat " as well.The greatest testimony to the weight and importance Hadrat Amman Jan ra gave to the punctual observance of prayers on time, (in accordance with the hadith that Allah Almighty loves most those who observe prayer punctually), is Hadrat Amman Jan's astounding behaviour at the time of the death of her son , " Bashir - e - Awwal ".Few mothers could even contemplate thinking of anything else 28 Extra voluntary prayers 29 Voluntary night - time prayers

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35 but their child , if he happened to be critically ill.Only a believer of the highest calibre could fulfil the command to Muslims to sacrifice their children for the sake of their faith and more specifically for their C ommunity, as Ahmadi Muslims do.30 Yet , this is what Hadrat Amman Jan ra consistently did throughout her life.When Bashir - e - Awwal ’ s condition became critical in November 1888, the ill child was eighteen months old.Both Hadrat Amman Jan ra and the Promised Messiah as had harboured hopes that he may indeed be the “ promised son ”, whose birth had been revealed to them almost 2 years earlier.They were both acutely aware of the enemy taunts that would emerge should Bashir - e - Awwal pass away.(In view of the fact that the Promis ed Messiah as had had a revelation in February 1886 that he would have a special son, a “ musleh” (Reformer ).It is hard to conceive a more stressful situation for a mother, the devoted spouse of a prophet and the mother of a spiritual community.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra character was truly exemplary.Her son's condition was absolutely critical , but she still thought not to miss her prayers when the time arose.Hadrat Amman Jan ra did her ablutions and performed her prayers with perfect serenity, happy to be fulfilling Allah Almighty's c ommandments.She physically dissociated herself from the tense situation.After completing the prayers , she enquired how her son was, to be told that the little one had taken his last breath.Hadrat Amman Jan ra responded " Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji ’ un ".31 After this she was silent.There 30 Refer to “The Conditions of Bai ’ at for Joining the Ahmadiyya Muslim Jama'at”, by Hadrat Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as (Condition 1 and Conditon VIII specifically).31 Translation: “To Allah Almighty we belong and to Him shall we return”.

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36 was no wailing or weeping.There were no shrieks or lamentations of regret at the loss of her child, - a true indication that she was indeed one of Allah Almighty's loyal servants.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra daughter Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra recalls how Hadrat Amman Jan ra observed her prayers with great enthusiasm, conviction and passion.Not only were her prayers filled with fervent supplications but also the etiquettes of “Salat” were observed meticulously and with inspirational beauty.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra daughter never recalls seeing her mother rush her prayers.She continues that Hadrat Amman Jan ra not only observed " Tahajjud" prayers regularly but also " Ishraq ", 32 a part from the five compulsory daily prayers of a Muslim.Often one could hear her supplications as she exclaimed with such fervour, pain and restlessness.Interestingly, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was also naturally poetic and would sometimes supplicate in a single or rhyming couplet.Hadrat Amman Jan ra used to pray alongside the Promised Messiah as when he felt indisposed or too weak to visit the mosque.Contrary to popular belief that a woman cannot pray alongside a man, the Promised Messiah as would request his wife to stand on his right - hand side, in case he felt weak and needed physical support.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra granddaughter , Amatul Qayyum Begum , relates that it is difficult to convey in words the beauty of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra prayers.The intense humility of her prayers was such that it seemed as if she was actually prostrating in front of Allah Almighty and clinging to His feet.She recollects : 32 A voluntary morning prayer.

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37 "She had such a strong faith and belief in her powerful and strong Creator, that one could feel this condition of hers, but to express it in a few words is at least impossible for me." 33 A visitor to Qadian , the daughter of Maula Bakhsh Sahib of Gujrat, who came to take the oath of allegiance ( bai ’ at ), has also recalled how she and her daughter were amazed at the intensity of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra prayers.Once , she saw Hadrat Amman Jan ra weep so much that her scarf became drenched with tears, illustrating that Hadrat Amman Jan ra truly embraced the meaning of “S alat ” which means " fire ".She felt this heat and fervency in every supplication she made.Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad ru relates that his mother s aid of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra prayers, that an onlooker would enjoy watching her worship.She personally remembered being mesmerised by Hadrat Amman Jan's ra prayers, which were a pleasure to observe.If one considers the impact Hadrat Amman Jan ra made on the witnesses of her prayers, one can begin to appreciate the intensity of them.Hadrat Amman Jan ra evidently enjoyed the experience herself, when onlookers also derived such pleasure from them.Indeed her prayers were her therapy.She was not flawless but human, and as such had moments of grief, anguish and pain, such as on the passing away of the Promised Messiah as , her beloved prophet and husband.Yet as we shall read later , Hadrat Amman Jan ra endured this trial, one of the greatest of her li fe, through the observation of prayers, which granted her the greatest solace and fortitude.She would often go to Baitud - Du ’ a ’ 34 after “ Maghrib” (prayers at dusk) and remained 33 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, p134.34 A tiny prayer room in Mubarak Mosque, Qadian.

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38 there offering “ nafl ” until “ Isha ” (late evening prayers).Hadrat Amman Jan's ra worship was indeed acknowledged by Allah Almighty Who blessed her with dreams, visions and even revelations.Some of a multitude of instances when her prayers were fulfilled shall be mentioned later.Her daughter Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra has related that even in her old age, the fervour and intensity of her mother ’ s prayers never waned despite the weakness she experienced from ill health.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra reflecting on her own supplications, admitted that sometimes she would feel embarrassed about their quality in comparison to those of her mother.Indeed, many others outside her family have commented on the punctuality and quality of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra prayers.As soon as she heard the call for prayer , she would perform her ablutions and offer them.In her old age, during periods of great weakness and illness, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would occasionally observe her prayers sitting or lying.Indeed , Hadrat Amman Jan ra usually remained in a state of ablution in anticipation of the Call to P rayer.At the commencement of the “ Adhan ” 35 , she would remind the gi rls in her household (daughters and daughter s - in - law, helpers, orphans in her care etc.), that it was time for prayer.It is noteworthy that she would also remind them about “ T ahajjud ” prayer, which is not compulsory but a highly commendable way of procuring Allah ’ s Pleasure.Its value has been conveyed in the Holy Qur ’ an and in numerous “ Ahadith” (sayings of the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa ).Its regular 35 The Muslim Call to prayer.

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39 observance is also a stipulation of the Third Condition of “ Bai ’ at”.36 On one occasion , a lady visited Hadrat Amman Jan ra with her newborn daughter.She relates that she waited some time until Hadrat Amman Jan ra had completed her prayers.Hadrat Amman Jan ra then enquired of t he ladies visiting if they had offered their prayers.The lady with the child excused herself, explaining that her baby had wet herself and that she would go home and offer prayers after changing her.At this point , Hadrat Amman Jan ra expressed some wise words.She said , "Never omit prayers using your children as an excuse.In this way, your children become a cause of Allah Almighty's Wrath, when really, they are a reward from Allah Almighty." In this concise manner , Hadrat Amman Jan ra directed mo thers to both appreciate their children but also never to commit " shirk ", ie to associate them with Allah Almighty by putting their needs before Allah's Commands.Hadrat Amman Jan ra not only observed her prayers meticulously, but also prayed standing erect even in her 70s.Her worship consisted of two elements; firstly, her strict adherence to the five daily prayers; and secondly the abundant recitation of the Holy Qur ’ an.During ill ness and when her eyesight had diminished, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would request someone to recite the Holy Qur ’ an to her.Whenever Hadrat Amman Jan ra felt restless or burdened, she found solace in the Holy Qur ’ an.On one occasion , 36 The Oath of Allegiance reintroduced by the Promised Messiah as.

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40 she said concerning “Surah Yasin ”, that it should not be considered for one specific time only (it is commonly recited near the time of death) but that it is a tonic to relieve one of pain and worries at any time.Hadrat Amman Jan ra often asked someone of her household (often one of her grandchildren), to recite the Holy Qur ’ an to her several times during the day.This was usually after Fajr prayers, in the afternoon and evening.Like wise, she would also ask someone to narrate some " Ahadith " 37.Even on the final day of her blessed life , Hadrat Amman Jan ra asked Dr Mirza Munawwar Ahmad , (her grandson), to recite the Holy Qur ’ an to her in the morning.Dr.Munawwar related as the doctor who used to administer Hadrat Amman Jan's injections, how she asked him to bring the Holy Qur ’ an before he gave her an injection.Only on his suggestion that she receive the injection , did she comply.Hadrat Amman Jan's priorities up to th e very last moments of her life never changed, - they were always first and foremost the worship of Allah Almighty and being subservient to His Will.Hadrat Amman Jan ra did practically exemplify the meaning of “ bai ’ at ”, which means to " sell " oneself.Indee d, it seems that this was the very purpose of her existence, even before she made a formal oath of allegiance to the Promised Messiah as.Hadrat Amman Jan ra eagerly wished to instil the love of the Holy Qur ’ an in others.At weddings she would often give the bride a 37 Sayings of the Holy Prophet of Islam sa.

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41 copy as a gift.Hadrat Amman Jan ra also loved to listen to commentaries of the Holy Qur ’ an and was eager for all Ahmadi ladies to study it.The wife of Maulvi Ghulam Misri Nabi has related that on one occasion she went with a group of three other ladies from Darul - Fadl , to hear a weekly “ Dars ” (ie commentary class of the Holy Qur ’ an), by Hadrat Musleh - e - Mau ’ ud ra.On their arrival , the ladies learnt that Hudur was away on a visit.So , they decided to visit Hadrat Amman Jan ra instead.Hadrat Amman Jan ra received the ladies graciously.She talked with them for such a length of time that Hudur happened to return from his trip.Hadrat Amman Jan ra then addressed him , "Today is the day of “Dars” and these ladies came to hear it." Thus , Hadrat Amman Jan ra had appreciated the ladies ’ good intentions and wished to express this to Hudur.Hudur understood Hadrat Amman Jan's ra sentiments and her regret on the ladies' behalf.So, he immediately asked for a Qur ’ an to be brought to him.He then proceeded to give the “ Dars ” despite his fatigue from the journey.Indeed, this life passion for worship is epitomised in the final hours of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra life.Her reques t one hour before her demise was "Recite the Holy Qur ’ an to me , " after which her nephew , Mir Mahmood Ahmad Sahib , obliged Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Even after this , Hadrat Amman Jan ra still had the strength in the final minutes of her life to raise her weak and trembling hands and exert her frail voice, to instruct everyone in the room to " pray ".All joined Hadrat Amman Jan ra in a silent prayer.Just as Hadrat Amman Jan ra had spent her life in worship, Allah Almighty blessed her with the opportunity to die occupied in this favourite act - of worship.Indeed, this was the most privileged and honourable way to pass from this life into the Hereafter.Hadrat

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42 Amman Jan ra was blessed enough to remain lucid enough in the last moments of life to spend them in prayer.This is a remarkable fact and a sign of Allah Almighty's acceptance of the sincerity of one of His steadfast followers.

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43 The Fulfilment of Hadr at Amman Jan’s ra Prayers Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s love for the Jama ’ at and its members was as strong and instinctive as any maternal bond.Her prayers for them were passionate and heartfelt.A multitude of people have related accounts of how her prayers for them were fulfilled and all of them cannot be mentioned in this limited book.I shall only recount a few typical incidents that are outstanding as testimonies of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra love for mankind and Allah Almighty ’ s love for her, Who in His Beneficien ce often granted her prayers.“ Aminah ”, an orphan who was lovingly raised in Hadrat Amman Jan's ra household, relates how she once became very ill just before she was due to give birth.She had an intense temperature and swelling.As soon as Hadrat Amman Jan ra was informed , she rushed to her house and embraced Aminah with great affection and sympathy.Hadrat Amman Jan ra exclaimed : "I didn't raise you so that I would then have to bring up your orphaned children.May Allah Almighty bless you with health so that you can bring up your own children." 38 Aminah recollects that she learnt that after leaving her house , Hadrat Amman Jan ra had gone straight to “ Baitud - Du ’ a ’ ” (a prayer room adjacent to her house) and had spent some time praying for her there.Aminah reminisces that soon she began to feel better and then was blessed with a son.Thereafter, she was also blessed with a long life.Similarly, Ahmad Din Sahib relates how in February 1947 he was blessed w i th a daughter who was named “ Saeeda ”.As he and his 38 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p420.

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44 wife had previously lost children, they supplicated with great passion for the health and long life of Saeeda who was of frail health.As time passed her health did not improve.Consequently, his wife decided to meet Hadrat Amman Jan ra in order to request her prayers for their baby girl and to ask her opinion for a name for the child (who was now about three months old).When his wife visite d Hadrat Amman Jan ra , she asked Hadrat Amman Jan ra to pray for her baby girl and requested a name for her daughter.Hadrat Amman Jan ra caressed the baby's head and prayed for her.She then asked the mother her own name which was “ Hameedah ”.After a moment' s reflection, without knowing the baby ’ s previous name, Hadrat Amman Jan ra astonishingly suggested “ Saeeda ” as a name for the baby.This was surely an example of Divine inspiration.Hameedah then told Hadrat Amman Jan ra that they had indeed already named the child " Saeeda ", upon which Hadrat Amman Jan ra expressed her happiness and prayed , “May Allah Almighty make this child righteous and bless her with a long life." She also reassured Hameedah that she would be blessed with more healthy children.The father of Saeeda relates that five months later because of the political problems of 1947 , which caused the partition of India, Ahmadis were compelled to leave Qadian.In these troubled times , they had to move into very dirty boarding houses and travelled in cramped and unhygienic conditions.In this harsh situation people often fell ill as did Saeeda.Saeeda ’ s father became incredibly disheartened and both parents felt that their daughter's death was imminent.Yet her father would question h imself , " But surely Allah Almighty will have listened to Hadrat Amman Jan's prayers?"

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45 This thought would give him some solace and hope.In th o se harsh times , Ahmadi ladies including Saeeda ’ s mother were collected in trucks to travel to Lahore.Saeeda was so ill that her mother asked her husband what she should do if their daughter died during the journey.Her husband replied that she should bury her in Lahore.As his wife left, the father regretted his words and that he had forgotten to remind his wife that Hadrat Amman Jan ra had prayed for Saeeda which gave him hope for her ultimate recovery.Relating this incident in the 1952 " Al - Fazl " newspaper, the father wrote that Saeeda was now five years old and a living sign of the fulfilment of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra prayers.Another interesting example of the acceptance of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra prayers is an incident that relates to a missing horse.Muhammad Hussain Khan Sahib Jaranwala related that a friend of his , Allah Rak hk ha Sahib, was a shopkeeper in the village of Batala.He would often sell wheat from villages in nearby markets.One day , he went to Qadian with his horse.Either by untying itself or because of the mischief of othe rs, the horse became unleashed and wandered away.Frantically, Allah Rakhkha Sahib searched Qadian and the surrounding area for his horse, which was an important tool of his trade.He then went to Hadrat Amman Jan ra to request her prayers.Hadrat Amman Jan ra wrote him a prayer on a piece of paper as he looked for the horse.She reassured him that she would also pray for him at home and said, " Insha ’ Allah, you will find it." Murmuring the prayer, Allah Rakhkha Sahib h ad only gone a short distance towards the public kitchens when the horse came running towards him.

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46 This incident illustrates the speedy acceptance of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra prayers.It also typifies the compassion and attention Hadrat Amman Jan ra gave to each and every individual, if one considers that she sacrificed time to write out a prayer for Mian Allah Rakhkha Sahib, one of thousands of people requesting such prayers.The potency of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra prayers is also proven by another interesting incident.Zakia Khanum Sahibah, daughter of Sheikh Muhammad Latif Sahib, has related that in 1944 her parents were becoming anxious about the marriage of their daughter being arranged.So , her mother would rou tinely send her younger daughter with a request for prayers for her elder sister, Zakia.Because of her young age and innocence , the younger sister forthrightly asked Hadrat Amman Jan ra to pray for her also , as well as her elder sister.Consequently, the marriage of this younger sister occurred before her elder sister Zakia ’ s, seemingly aided by the prayers of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , whom she personally met on these visits.There are numerous testimonies of Ahmadis who felt blessed by the ef fects of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra prayers.Sadly, it is the limitation of paper and not the accounts that restrict the author from presenting more.Perhaps, the greatest example of the acceptance of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s prayers is apparent today in the rapid expansion of the Ahmadiyya Movement, as this was a desire Hadrat Amman Jan ra prayed for most passionately.

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47 The Fulfilment of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra Words Sometimes , through the Unique Grace of Allah Almighty, His beloved servants ’ words are fulfilled.This was a regular occurrence in the life of Hadrat Amman Jan ra - a woman who epitomised the ideal of a devoted and constant worshipper.It was because of this devotion that Allah Almighty privileged her with a unique power t o speak words of truth.This phenomenon was witnessed by many.In 1962 , in a letter to his father Hadrat Musleh - e - Mau ’ ud ra , Mian Waseem Ahmad related the news of a wedding that had just taken place in Lucknow between the son of a Seth Khair - ud - Din, to the daughter of Syed Arshad ‘ Ali Sahib.Seth Khair - ud - Din had told Mian Waseem Ahmad an interesting fact that 17 years earlier his daughter and Syed Arshad Ali ’ s daughter had attended the Jalsa in Qadian together.They were both attending a wedding function in the evening at which Hadrat Amman Jan ra was also present.She never saw the two girls together.At one point she said to Syed Arshad ’ s daughter , “ Where is your sister - in - law ?" , referring to Seth Sahib ’ s daughter.Seth Sahib relates that he had never thought of marrying his son to Syed Arshad ’ s daughter, but that he took the comment to be a Divine direction.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra utterance proved to be profoundly true.Seventeen years later the two girls did in fact become sisters - in - law.Another typical example of the fulfilment of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra words is related by the wife of Sheikh Niaz Muhammad, Inspector of Police.She recalls that when she had three sons , she once went to meet Hadrat Amman Jan ra who enquired of her, “ You have four sons don't you ?" She replied , " No, I have three sons." Again , Hadrat

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48 Amman Jan ra commented; " Y ou have four sons, don't you ?" Again the lady replied , " No, I have three." Hadrat Amman Jan ra insisted a third time , "No, you have four sons , ” at which point one of the lady ’ s neighbours intervened to resolve the confusion by verifying that her friend had only three sons.Thereafter, Hadrat Amman Jan ra became silent.However, the wife of Sheikh Niaz Muhammad Sahib relates that indeed withi n the year she did have a fourth son.When she met Hadrat Amman Jan ra again, Hadrat Amman Jan ra remembered their previous conversation and said, "N ow tell me, do you have four sons?” The wife of Sheikh Sahib responded positively.Hadrat Amman Jan ra remarked that at the time of their previous meeting she had felt that she had four sons.Hadrat Amman Jan ra then asked the boys ’ names and prayed for them.39 The wife of Khalifah Salah - ud - Din relates that when her first son Janah - ud - Din was born, he was painfully underweight.After a few months , his grandmother took him to Hadrat Amman Jan ra to request her prayers for his health.Hadrat Amman Jan ra sincerely supplicated; " Oh Allah Almighty bless this child with health".She then fed him a morsel of bread.The mother relates that within two months the baby boy flourished and was unrecogni s able, having become so robust and healthy.This was another clear manifestation of the fulfilment of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra words and prayers.The wife of Khalifah Salah - ud - Din has commented that she was blessed with five sons altogether.One day during a conversation with Hadrat Amman Jan ra , she happened to comment " B rothers should have a sister as well." Later, she was indeed blessed with a daughter, “Amatul Latif”.39 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p436.

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49 Dr.Manzoor Ahmad Behrwi of Peshawar relates a similar incident concerning his own wife.In 1925 , he was blessed with the chance to build a small house in Qadian in the Darul - Fadl area.Whilst visiting Qadian, his wife who had a baby daughter in her lap met Hadrat Amman Jan ra.She insisted that Hadrat Amman Jan ra visit their house which was under construction.Hadrat Amman Jan ra pro mised to do so and came.She spent a long time praying in the new house and then enquired how many children they had.The wife of Dr.Manzoor replied, " T hree daughters." Hadrat Amman Jan ra asked if they had any sons."Not yet ", she replied.Hadrat Amman Ja n ra asked the name of her baby daughter and the wife replied “Amatul Bashir” (ie daughter of a messenger of good news) upon which Hadrat Amman Jan ra remarked with happiness; " Now that Allah Almighty has given you good news you will Insha ’ Allah have boys ".Indeed , soon after she was blessed with two boys, Mansoor Ahmad and Mahmood Ahmad.In all , they were blessed with a total of four sons and four daughters.There are many such incidents illustrating the truth of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s blessed words.Indeed , throughout her life and on a daily basis Allah Almighty blessed Hadrat Amman Jan ra with Divinely guided insight and perception, restricted for the most devoted servants of His.It is interesting to mention an incident related from one of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra own family members, her grandson , Hadrat Mirza Tahir Ahmad ru (later Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV).He has narrated that once as a young, boisterous boy , he was playing “ kabaddi ” 40 when he knocked over a boy and accidentally broke his l eg.Consequently, his grandmother then directed him to stop playing th e sport.He obeyed her direction for a long time until the partition of India.Then one day he was visiting Sindh and as a keen sportsman in a moment of excitement, 40 A popular sport in Pakistan similar to the English “team tag”.

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50 he joined in a game of kabaddi again.He soon regretted having disobeyed Hadrat Amman Jan's ra instructions, for he again knocked over a boy and broke his leg! He then realised the wisdom of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra words and the importance of obeying them.

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51 Hadrat Amman Jan’s ra Love for the Promised Messiah as Almost every action and deed of Hadrat Amman Jan ra seemed to reflect an underlying love and devotion for her husband.This love was far deeper than normal human attachment because it stemmed from her intrinsic love of Allah Almighty, which thus transferred to the love of His prophet as well.Furthermore, loving a dear one of h er Creator could only bring her closer to Him.As a prophet, the Promised Messiah as exceeded others in being a human reflection of the attributes of His Creator.He was an individual who inspired great love in others.This love kindled in others was more e xtensive in those who had the good fortune to spend most time with him.Naturally, as his blessed spouse Hadrat Amman Jan ra had this great privilege and was to be profoundly influenced and shaped by his pure soul.Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra love was indeed reciprocated by the Promised Messiah as.He also respected Hadrat Amman Jan ra not merely as a virtuous woman but as a special Divine blessing from Allah Almighty.It was unfortunate for Hadrat Amman Jan ra that her love for Allah Almighty could not ul timately compete with the love and closeness her husband had with their Creator.This is perhaps why she outlived her husband.It is narrated by their daughter , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra , that Hadrat Amman Jan ra once said to the Promised Messiah as th at she always prayed , “ I never see the grief of your death and that Allah Almighty takes me first.” The Promised Messiah as replied , “I always pray that you remain alive after me and that I leave you in a peaceful state.”

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52 Thus , despite her best efforts, Hadrat Amman Jan ra could not thwart the prayers and desires of a prophet on this one occasion, the only time that she prayed in contradiction to her husband.The devotion Hadrat Amman Jan ra felt for the Promised Messiah as was apparent to those close to her.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra has reflected that after his death, although Hadrat Amman Jan ra showed incredible fortitude and patience and continued to put the needs of others first, she still suffered an inner restlessness and anxiety.She seemed to be only partly present in this life.Although she remained composed because of her great fortitude and compassion for others, executing all her duties responsibly, she now seemed to be like one on a journey.It was as if she was a traveller, without the satisfaction of reaching his final destination.She appeared to fulfil jobs as if to co mplete them before some final disembarkment.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra relates that whenever they experienced the joy of a new birth in the family, she perceived how it was always tinged with sadness for Hadrat Amman Jan ra.This was due to the Promised Messiah's as absence on the happy occasion.To her daughter, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would often lovingly relate the soft words of her father concerning her.The Promised Messiah as would always listen to Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum 's ra wishes with full attention and earnestness.He would stop Hadrat Amman Jan ra from reprimanding her (although Hadrat Amman Jan ra was never exceedingly harsh) reminding her that , "Daughters are only guests in our houses for a few days.What will her m emories be of here when she leaves ? (ie when she is married), so listen to her."

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53 Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra reminisce d that the Promised Messiah as would specially order jasmine oil for his wife.On the third day after his demise , Hadrat Amman Jan ra gave her perfume box to her daughter.Then during her " ‘ iddat " 41 she wore neither perfume nor jewellery, but only clean , white clothes.She poignantly re collects that after this period was over, Hadrat Amman Jan ra then put on her normal attire, jewellery and perfume again.Her dress was now normal but the grief and pain was still heartbreakingly apparent on her face.Although her self - control was remarkable, this pain could not be hidden.She did not lament, cry or wail in public, but the outpouring of her anguish became apparent during the weeping of her Salat prayers.She visited " Bahishti Maqbarah " (the Heavenly Graveyard) daily.Hadrat Nawwab M ubaraka Begum ra relates that it was difficult to watch her mother ’ s private weeping there.The wife of Ghulam Nabi Misri Sahib relates how Hadrat Amman Jan ra dealt with the profound grief of losing the Promised Messiah as.She writes that Hadrat Amman Jan ra never lost control of her composure, even when grief stricken or reminded of her loss.She recalls she once related a dream to Hadrat Amman Jan ra of how she had seen the Promised Messiah as and Hadrat Amman Jan ra sitting together in a room of N awwab Sahib ’ s.In the dream she got the impression that Hudur had to leave soon and so children were rapidly coming to the room to bid “Salam” to Hudur.The narrator then requested Hadrat Amman Jan ra to also introduce her to Hudur at which point she awoke from the dream.Upon hearing the dream, Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra eyes filled with tears.Yet at these points of intense grief, Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not loudly wail or utter complaints.She displayed the fortitude of 41 The Islamic term for the 4 months and 10 days ’ period of waiting experienced by a widow.

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54 one of the truly righteous.She did not burden others with her grief , , but summoned the best medicine that she perceived.T hat is, she would call one of her household helpers to bring her the Holy Qur ’ an which she would then recite or hear.Just as Hadrat Amman Jan ra had taken great care in the Promised Messiah ’ s as lifetime to cook his favourite dishes, she similarly continued to do so in his remembrance.She also continued the righteous habit of sending food to the needy.As mentioned earlier, the Promised Messiah as had loved sweet rice.On one occasion , Hadrat Amman Jan ra requested the local school to send 10 students for whom she had prepared sweet rice.She quie tly sat by them and watched as the children enjoyed the treat.Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra love for the Promised Messiah as was clearly evident throughout their life, as she was forever ready to fulfil his wishes.Amatul Qayyum Sahibah, daughter of a friend of the Promised Messiah as relates , “ Like Hadrat Masih - e - Mau ’ ud as , Hadrat Amman Jan ra also made a lot of sacrifices – one was that she kept food prepared 24 hours a day for any guests that may come.Hudur would sometimes quickly request some “parathas” (butter flatbreads), tea, “lassi”(yoghurt drink) or curry to be brought in ; sometimes pickles, chutney or milk, whatever a visitor may request.It seemed that inside it was like an “Aladdin ’ s Cave”, anything was available immediately.I have seen myself that Hadrat Amman Jan ra would not eat so much herself but was always much happier feeding others.” Thus , Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s life revolved around the service of the Promised Messiah as , his expanding Jama'at and guests - the

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56 Hadrat Amman Jan’s ra Relationship with the Promised Messiah’s a s First Wif e and Her In - Laws Perhaps one of the most striking testimonies to Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra excellent character was her behaviour towards the Promised Messiah ’ s as first wife “ Hurmat Bibi ”.Few women could enlarge their hearts enough to show the grace and compassion whi ch Hadrat Amman Jan ra showed this lady.Rather than distancing herself from Hurmat Bibi and her two sons, Hadrat Amman Jan ra actively tried to strengthen their bonds and would personally visit her.42 On one occasion , when hearing that Hurmat Bibi was unwell, Hadrat Amman Jan ra called on her.On her return she mentioned to the Promised Messiah as ; “ Fazl Ahmad ’ s mother is unwell.” The Promised Messiah as remained silent.Hadrat Amman Jan ra could at this point have easily dismissed the subject but instead she persisted, out of compassion for Hurmat Bibi.The Promised Messiah as hence responded and mentioned two medicines to take for her.However, he stipulated that she give them from herself and not to mention his name in the matter.Hadrat Amman Jan ra did so and also helped her on other occasions in a similarly discreet manner.It is a great credit to Hadrat Amman Jan ra that she did not alienate her own children from their two elder half - brothers.I doubt many women could display such magnanimity of he art.Not only was she considerate of the Promised Messiah ’ s as first wife ’ s condition, she also taught her children to address her respectfully as “ Barhi 42 The Promised Messiah as had given his first wife the choice to divorce him before his second marriage.She declined and the Promised Messiah as continued to financially help her.They eventually did divorce in 1891 by mutual consent.

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57 Walidah” (“Elder Mother”).She allowed them to become attached to her and she never displayed any personal rancour towards her, despite the fact that she and her family publicly vilified the Promised Messiah as throughout his life.This remarkable attachment that her chil dren had born e for their Barhi Walidah , out of their mother ’ s exemplary conduct, is illustrated at the time when Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra second son by the name “ Bashir ” was born.On this occasion , one of the attendants woke ‘ Ismat , one of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s daughters, to tell her the good news that a second Bashir had now joined the family.( ‘ Ismat greatly missed her first brother by the name of Bashir who had passed away.) Hadrat Amman Jan ra has herself related that instead of coming to her upon hearing the good news, Ismat ran to tell her Barhi Walidah, proving her close attachment to her Step mother.Hadrat Amman Jan ra strived to treat her stepsons, Mirza Sultan Ahmad and Mirza Fazl Ahmad, like her own children.Furthermore, on the occasion of her daughter Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ’ s wedding , she advised her daughter to behave well, in favour of her “in - laws”.She gave her own personal example regarding her two step sons , reflecting that she had always prayed for them and desired the best for them.Although she did not live with her mother - in - law or sister - in - law, Hadrat Amman Jan ra always spoke resepectfully of them.Hadrat Amman Jan ra had a close relationship with the two wives of her brothers, treating them with the love and affection of an elder sister.She would often take Shaukat Sultan Sahibah (the first wife of her brother Dr Mir Muhammad Ismail and her cousin), on trips with h er.This was perhaps partly out of consideration of the fact that she had not been blessed with children.43

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58 She also had a close relationship with her younger sister - in - law, Salihah Begum, the wife of Hadrat Mir Muhammad Ishaq.When she came to Rabwah, Salihah Begum would visit Hadrat Amman Jan ra daily.Amatul Qayyum Sahibah of Germany has related, these two sister s - in - law would chat so merrily amongst themselves that it was as if they were meeting for the first time.During her fina l illness, all of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra sister s - in - law attended her.Indeed , Hadrat Amman Jan ra requested that Salihah Begum should bathe her after her demise.All three of her sisters - in - law had the honour to perform this duty which they did with great lov e.43 This was also the reason for her brother ’ s second marriage to Amatul Latif Sahibah.

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59 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra Relationship with Her Daughters - in - Law A mother - in - law's relationship with her daughter - in - law is always a delicate bond to preserve.Yet , Hadrat Amman Jan ra succeeded in maintaining and strengthening these family ties.She achieved this because her behaviour was consistently kind and sincere.Also, she treated her daughters - in - law like her own biological daughters.Hadrat Amman Jan ra did her personal household jobs and chores herself or with her household helpers, so she did not burden herself upon her daughter s - in - law.Because of her loving attitude and sincerity towards them they also regarded her highly, like a real mother.“ Hadrat Umme Nasir ra ”44 relates that she was only 10 years old when she came as a daughter - in - law to Hadrat Amman Jan's ra house.Because of her young age, she had the blessing and reward of being raised t enderly as a daughter under Hadrat Amman Jan's ra care.She reminisces that when she arrived Hadrat Amman Jan ra let her sleep with her for three days, realising that she was a young girl who would be sad to have left her home and apprehensive in a new hou sehold.Hadrat Umme Nasir ra relates that she felt that Hadrat Amman Jan ra gave her more love than even her own mother.One night she woke up to find herself clenching Hadrat Amman Jan ra and sobbing.Hadrat Amman Jan ra comforted her and Hadrat Umme Nasir ra recollects that she soon forgot her actual family and mother, encompassed by Hadrat Amman Jan 's ra love.She relates that for her the experience of marriage was as serene as if she had left the lap of one mother to be taken into the lap of another.44 Sayyedah Mahmuda Begum Sahibah was the first wife of Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II.

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60 She recalls how when her first son Nasir Ahmad was born, it was a cold January day.Hadrat Amman Jan ra came in to see the baby and inquired if they had a warm shawl for him.They replied “ no ”, at which point Hadrat Amman Jan ra instinctively took off her own shawl and wrapped it around the baby, again demonstrating her instinctive kindness for others.Had rat Umme Nasir ra also states that it was Hadrat Amman Jan ra who taught her how to pray.She recalls that she never remembered Hadrat Amman Jan ra as silent.If she wasn't speaking, she would be occupied in prayer especially , “Ya hayyo ya qayyumo birahmatika astaghith”; or “ Subhanallah wa bi - hamdihi subhanallahil - ’ azim.” 45 Upon Hadrat Amman Jan's ra death, Hadrat Umme Nasir ra lamented how a door of prayers that was open to them through Hadrat Amman Jan ra was now closed on the departure of this loving and selfless mother.Similarly, Hadrat Amatul Ha ’ i Begum ra 46 also shared a great love for her mother - in - law, Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Her daughter Amatul Qayyum Sahibah remembers how her mother would check on Hadrat Amman Jan ra daily, through the window of her own living quarters next door.One day , she did not do so and Hadrat Amman Jan ra looked out of her window towards Hadrat Amatul Ha ’ i Begum ’ s window and affectionately inquired, "Why isn't my nightingale s inging today?" Hadrat Amatul Ha ’ i Begum ra replied it was because she had some ulcers in her mouth.Their mutual love and affection are illustrated by the fact that during her illness 45 Translation:“ O Living God! O Self - subsisting God! I seek Your Mercy !”, and “ Exalted is Allah Almighty with all His Glory; Exalted is Allah Almighty with all His Greatness.” 46 Second wife of Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra and daughter of Hadrat Khalifatul Masih I ra.

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61 Hadrat Amatul Ha ’ i Begum ra asked Hadrat Amman Jan ra to take care of her children if anything happened to her.Hadrat Amman Jan ra began crying and uttered; "Why do you ask this when you are young and I am old? I can't make such promises." Another daughter - in - law of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , “ Hadrat Choti Appa ” 47 , was only 17 years when she came to Hadrat Amman Jan's ra house as a bride.She reflected that Hadrat Amman Jan ra had a very gentle and subtle way of guiding them.Mother and daughters - in - law can often conflict over domestic chores and household management.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was the complete antithesis of a stereotypically domineering mother - in - law.She never patronised her juniors.Instead , she would wisely and gently direct Hadrat Choti Appa.She never asked; " Do you know how to cook this?", but would amicably invite Hadrat Choti Appa, " L et's go and cook this " , or " L et's go and do that." Initially, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would do most of the cooking and Hadrat Choti Appa would watch (and in this relaxed manner would also learn).Then at a later date , Hadrat Amman Jan ra would say to her; " Go and make that dish as you did the other day ", although it had actually been Hadrat Amman Jan ra who had done so.In this benevolent man ner , Hadrat Amman Jan ra instilled confidence in her daughters - in - law, which encouraged them to learn various domestic skills from her.She did this in a friendly, maternal fashion, never uttering any harsh admonishments.In this prudent way, Hadrat Amman Jan ra also directed her daughters - in - law in other things without causing offence.She guided them how to dress and behave with their husbands.Because her manner was always kind and helpful rather tha reproachful, n 47 Hadrat Sayyedah Maryam Siddiqua Sahibah wife of Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II, and also niece of Hadrat Amman Jan ra.

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62 her daughters - in - law acccepted her advice happily.Indeed , Hadrat Choti Appa was to say that Hadrat Amman Jan ra gave her more love than any mother.This indeed was high praise.It is a standard which we as women should aspire to emulate as mothers - in - law.Indeed, it is a challenge and only possible if one ’ s love for Allah Almighty is so strong that it surpasses everything else including one ’ s own ego.Similarly , “ Hadrat Mehr Appa ” also relates that Hadrat Amman Jan ra was more of a loving mother than a mother - in - law.48 Because of her sincere affection none of her daughters - in - law resented her guidance.Hadrat Mehr Appa relates that Hadrat Amman Jan ra liked to see her daughters - in - law in good quality and colourful clothes, wearing jewellery and “ henna ”.It is a credit to Hadrat Amman Jan ra , that her kindness and compassion for her daughters - in - law meant that they happily followed her guidance when she deemed it beneficial to offer it.For example, if Hadrat Amman Jan ra suggested that Hadrat Mehr Appa should change her clothes (if she was wearing white), she readily assented as a daughter obeys her mother's wishes, in the full knowledg e that a mother only desires the best for her daughter.Hadrat Mehr Appa has related one incident when she appreciated that Hadrat Amman Jan ra prioritised her daughter - in - law ’ s feelings above those of her son , Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra , and admonished him.This was during one winter season.Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra was having chintz quilts made for everyone in the household.Hadrat Mehr Appa disliked chintz and requested Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra to give her the money instead for the quilt.She wo uld then supplement the money in order to make one of a material she personally liked.However, as the order had already been sent the 48 Hadrat Sayyeda Bushra Begum Sahibah – the seventh wife of Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II.

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63 quilts arrived.Hadrat Mehr Appa explained that her house and Hadrat Amman Jan's ra were adjacent to each other.When she saw the quilts, Hadrat Mehr Appa began reproaching her husband in words to the effect , "I don't like this material… I told you I would have made a quilt of another material.” Hadrat Mehr Appa raised her voice in irritation and Hadrat Amman Jan ra happened to hear her from the courtyard.Hadrat Amman Jan ra entered and kindly asked her to express her problem.Hadrat Mehr Appa was embarrassed but reluctantly obliged.Hadrat Amman Jan ra responded by telling her not to be downhearted and by reassuring her that she would have a silky quilt made for her instead.She then went to her son Hadrat Musleh - e - Mau ’ ud ra and admonished him in words to the effect , "You should have fulfilled Bushra ’ s (ie“Mehr Appa”) wish, her desires are few and limited.I have been hurt to hear this complaint of hers." Thus , she paid tribute to her daughter - in - law ’ s usual patience and docility.Hadrat Mehr Appa recalls this incident with the utmost respect and affection for her mother - in - law who defended her in front of her son, also the “Khalifah” (the spiritual Head of the Community) of the time.She dealt with complete justice, favouring her daughter - in - law ’ s personal preferences when it came to her own possessions.Indeed, to put the desires of others before the convenience of one's own children is a rare quality in a mother and again stemmed from Hadrat Amman Jan's ra underlying desire to please Allah Almighty in all her worldly relationships.Hadrat Mehr Appa also fondly recall ed when on a trip to Sindh she

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64 became unwell and Hadrat Amman Jan ra attentively cared for her.Memories of this affectionate and meticulous care brought joy to Hadrat Mehr Appa, even in the retelling of the account.She relates that one day she felt ill and missed her dinner.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was so worried by this that she became restles s ordering tea for her, then milk and instructing the doctor to attend to her.The next day Hadrat Mehr Appa felt better but asked for only milk that evening instead of a meal.Hadrat Mehr Appa relates how she accidentally fell asleep before drinking her milk.Hadrat Amman Jan ra discovered this and went to Hadrat Musleh Mau´ud ra very anxious and worried, telling him that Hadrat Mehr Appa had missed both eating and drinking that evening.The next morning Hadrat Mehr Appa woke up at Fajr prayers and Hadrat Amman Jan ra anxiously enquired how she felt.She was touched to see that the trolley, which was usually brought in with Hadrat Amman Jan's breakfast, had instead been left by the side of her bed.Hadrat Amman Jan ra said " L et us both now eat bre akfast together" , in order to encourage the patient to eat.Hadrat Amman Jan ra said to her daughter - in - law ’ "You went to bed without eating and I was worried you might become weak, as girls usually have a good appetite!" Hadrat Mehr Appa recall ed that Hadrat Amman Jan ra ensured that she tried everything on the breakfast trolley.A few days before the end of this trip to Sindh, Hadrat Mehr Appa actually contracted malaria.Hadrat Amman Jan ra stayed with her and again tenderly cared for her, feedin g her medicines and drinks from her own hands whilst praying for her recovery.She also sincerely advised her daughter - in - law:

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65 "Do not hide an illness but express your discomfort, so that the doctors are helped in treating you - you don't care for yourself, this can lead to problems." Hadrat Mehr Appa fondly reminisce d that after moving to Rabwah there was only a wall between her and Hadrat Amman Jan's ra house.Again , it is a tribute to Hadrat Amman Jan ra that Hadrat Mehr Appa affect ionately remember ed her life as a daughter - in - law and neighbour of Hadrat Amman Jan ra.She relate d that her mother - in - law would often call on her, sometimes proffering some advice on a dinner she was to host.Often , she would invite Hadrat Mehr Appa to her house to read to her.Hadrat Mehr Appa praise d Hadrat Amman Jan ra for never complaining if her daughters - in - law were too busy to visit her for a few days, even to say “Salam”.Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not interfere with the personal routines of her daughters - in - law within their own households.The only direct advice she gave them was to the effect that they should , "Dress well, live well, and as well as yourselves look after the creations of Allah Almighty… the commands of Allah Almighty, and the institution of the Jama ’ at should be respected.” These fundamental principles she gave in a very kind manner.Hadrat Mehr Appa also poignantly remember ed a time when Hadrat Amman Jan ra unexpectedly came to her house.Hadrat Mehr Appa came out of her room.Her mother - in - law embraced her emotionally in front of two other relatives and expressed how Hadrat Mehr Appa had been a great source of comfort to her during a sad time, at the death of another daughter - in - law , Hadrat Sayyedah Maryam Begum 49.The pain of the loss of Hadrat Sayyedah Maryam Begum had initially been sharpened every time she saw her other daughter -

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66 in - law , Hadrat Mehr Appa , as it made her miss the late Hadrat Maryam Begum more.This had caused an emotional rift between the two ladies for a short time.However, Hadrat Amman Jan ra said that her heart had now been won over by Hadrat Mehr Appa because she was such “ a righteous and pious girl ”.She told the present company that " I only have love and prayers in my heart for her.” The se words evoked mixed emotions from Hadrat Mehr Appa, of both joy and sadness.The weight of the words and their significance filled this daughter - in - law with happiness and comforted her greatly.She too had felt an emotional distance between herself and Hadrat Amman Jan ra and had not recently felt relaxed enough to go to her whenever she wished.Thereafter, Hadrat Amman Jan ra conveyed similar sentiments in front of other relatives as well and Hadrat Mehr Appa recorded these treasured w ords in her diary.This incident illustrates Hadrat Amman Jan's ra regard for her daughters - in - law.She deeply grieved their loss and also greatly valued and appreciated piety and virtue in them.The love and respect that emanated from her meant such emotions were reciprocated by her daughters - in - law.It is for this reason that Hadrat Mehr Appa deeply regretted not being able to serve Hadrat Amman Jan ra in her final illness.The only thing that could have prevented her and indeed did, were the directio ns of her husband Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra.As Hadrat Amman Jan ra was well attended by others (including Hadrat Choti Appa ), he requested 49 The third wife of Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra commonly known as “Hadrat Umme Tahir”, as she was the mother of Hadrat Mirza Tahir Ahmad, Khalifatul Masih IV ru.

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67 Hadrat Mehr Appa ra to stay with him.Assuredly, by complying with her husband's wishes she knew that she was doing what Hadrat Amman Jan ra would have desired.

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68 Hadrat Amman Jan’s ra Financial Sacrifices Hadrat Amman Jan ra was always at the forefront of making financial sacrifices for the Jama ’ at.A most remarkable example of this was when on May 28 th , 1900, the Promised Messiah as made an appeal to raise funds for the building of Minar - a - tul Masih in Qadian.He estimated that 10,000 rupees would be required and so appealed for 100 people to ideally contribute 100 rupees each to fulfil this target.Hadrat Amman Jan ra immediately responded by selling the property of h er inheritance in Delhi.She gave 1 , 000 rupees for this noble cause, excelling others in fulfilling this appeal - a great proof of her faith in the Promised Messiah as.On another occasion, the Promised Messiah as confided in Hadrat Amman Jan ra his thoughts to get a loan in order to cover some important religious expenses.Hadrat Amman Jan ra responded that he should not get a loan when she had 1000 rupees cash, and some jewellery which he could sell.However, as the Promised Messiah as did not wi sh to be dependent on his wife's wealth and was ever conscious of the moral training of his followers, he declined his wife's offer of money and only temporarily loaned it.The Promised Messiah ’ s as own knowledge of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s r a great capacity for material sacrifice is illustrated on one occasion at the time of an early Jalsa.These initial gatherings were personally funded by the Promised Messiah as.One day , Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab informed the Promised Messiah as that there wa s no food for the guests that evening.He immediately told Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab ra to go to Hadrat Amman Jan ra (his own daughter) and ask her to spare some jewellery and sell it.Hadrat Amman Jan ra instantly gave some jewellery to her father.Hadrat Mir Nasir

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69 Nawwab ra sold it and subsequently the money was used for the catering of Jalsa guests.After the demise of the Promised Messiah as , Hadrat Amman Jan ra promptly settled Hudur's outstanding bills.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was regretful that because of many obstacles the Promised Messiah as was not able to perform Hajj.Therefore, she generously funded Hafiz Hamidullah Khan Sahib to perform Hajj on behalf of the Promised Messiah as.Hadrat Amman Jan ra believed that to fulfil any desire of the Promised Messiah as was not just a personal joy, but a means of winning Allah Almighty's Pleasure.Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra was to mention this noble deed of his mother 36 years later in a Friday sermon.It had profo undly impressed him that at the time of the Promised Messiah ’ s as passing, rather than appeal to the Jama ’ at to pay the Promised Messiah's as outstanding bills, Hadrat Amman Jan ra sold her own jewellery to personally do so.Hence, Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra note d that Allah Almighty had blessed the Promised Messiah as with a very loving, loyal companion and friend in Hadrat Amman Jan ra.He made these observations with great deference and in awe of Allah Almighty's Grace not simply out of filial devotion.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra help was continuous and abundant throughout the Promised Messiah's life as.She made many personal sacrifices not only during times of the Jalsa (the annual religious conference), but also during many Jama ’ at functions.She fully unders tood the fundamental role she could play within the Community as an exemplary role model and a faithful servant of her Creator.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was always at the forefront when it came to donating money for any Jama ’ at appeal or project.She gave them priority over any personal desires.In fact , she clearly illustrated how the conditions of " Bai ’ at " should be

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70 displayed in our personal conduct as it is a contract by which we " sell" ourselves to Allah Al mighty, his Prophets and Khulafa’.Her actions illustrated how she upheld this contract to the best of her ability.Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra has mentioned how his mother sacrificed all her personal desires, so that he too felt that she was always a bestower of personal favours upon him.He was deeply grieved upon her death because he felt that he had always been the recipient of her favours and had not had the opportunity to return the favours of his mother.For example, he mentioned that when he h ad made an appeal for contributions for the Al - Fazl newspaper, Hadrat Amman Jan ra sold some of her land for this cause and gave nearly 1 , 000 rupees for it.In fact, Hadrat Amman Jan ra gave generously to each and every appeal; these included mission houses, the " Langar Khanah " (community kitchen), Lajna projects, the London and Berlin Mosques and Tahrik - e - Jadid.She would endeavour to fulfil these promises immediately, commenting that one cannot place any reliance on life and so should pay “debts” immediately.It was perhaps in tribute to Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra extensive financial sacrifices that the first mosque to be built in Scandinavia in Copenhagen, Denmark, was named the “ Nusrat Jahan Mosque ”.The mosque was inaugurated by Hadrat Khalifatul Masih III ru in 1967.This mosque was purely funded by contributions from the Lajna Imaillah (Ahmadi Ladies ’ Organisation), after an appeal was made from Hadrat Sayyedah Maryam Siddiqah Begum, ( Hadrat Choti Appa ).She was no t only the daughter - in - law of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , but also the President of the Lajna Imaillah at the time.It was the third mosque in Europe to be financed by the ladies, partly inspired by the exemplary financial contributions

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71 Hadrat Amman Jan ra had made throughout her life.50 50 For example, Hadrat Amman Jan ra greatly contributed towards the Berlin Mosque.Due to a change in circumstances , the money was then put to good use and channeled into Fazl Mosque, London.

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72 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra Daily Routine Hadrat Amman Jan ra had a basic routine for her daily activities.Her first wakeful moment of the day actually began with “ Tahajjud ” prayers.As “ Fajr ” P rayer approached , she would gently wake the other household members to offer their supplications as well.After this , she would recite or listen to a recitation of the Holy Qur ’ an in accordance with Allah Almighty's teaching that early morning is the most favourable time to do so.Breakfast would follow.Usually , Hadrat Amman Jan ra would simply take a cup of tea and some biscuits.Occasionally, she would request a fresh “ roghni ” flatbread to be made for her.She would take this breakfast on her bed in her verandah.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was active outside as well as inside the house.Perhaps the secret of her stamina in later life was this active lifestyle.As Hadrat Amman Jan ra visited Jama'at ladies within Qadian daily, sh e thus walked a significant amount.After breakfast , Hadrat Amman Jan ra would call on ladies and relatives.She observed this duty with religious regularity, but it was both a duty and a pleasure for Hadrat Amman Jan ra.It was a chance to serve her Community and help with the ladies ’ moral training, domestic problems or minor health issues.Hadrat Amman Jan ra had great compassion for her Ahmadi sisters and was ever concerned for their welfare.She would enquire after their health in a rela xed and friendly manner.If she smelt appetising aromas emanating from the kitchen, she would ask what was being cooked.Any food she tasted she would kindly compliment.She would offer advice on home improvements; for example , how to

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73 make a simple bench, table, clothes or cushions on a low budget, something she herself practised.She would encourage ladies how to make their homes both efficient and attractive.One lady always accompanied Hadrat Amman Jan ra on these outings.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was well prepared for any eventuality.She never left her house without a few necessary items : an umbrella, a pocket watch, a knife and some money.Mirza Saleem Baig , a non - Ahmadi relative of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , described Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra morning visit s.Firstly, she visited relatives and then the sincere followers of the Jama ’ at, asking how they were and enquiring after the sick.In the customary style of the elder ladies of Delhi, she would treat children and the sick for minor ailments, preparing medicines and cures personally.In this capacity , Hadrat Amman Jan ra proved very beneficial to the ladies of the Jama ’ at.These activities would occupy Hadrat Amman Jan ra until 10 or 11 o'clock in the morning when she would return home.Hadrat Amman Jan ra would often visit her daughter and grandchildren at their home , “ Dar - us - Salam ”.During the winter they would have a wooden bed set out in a sunny spot for Hadrat Amman Jan's ra visits.Often , she would lie down there and request someone to read her a book.Likewise, she would also visit Mian Nasir's house (later Hadrat Khalifatul Masih III ru ) and would e nquire after his family.Mirza Saleem Baig Sahib also interestingly assessed this aspect o f Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra life.Although he witnessed her at the age of 72 years , he said that in her thoughts, actions and influence , she appeared much younger.Like “ a c ommander”, she had a power over Qadian.In a gentle and subtle manner, this influence

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74 diffused throughout the population of Qadian, unlike that of a typically fearful general.He recollect ed that , "… J ust as she meets everyone with sincerity and love, she also directs and instructs with authority and influence.In these matters she has an interest and she has made them her main occupation in life.Just like a tribe in need of her, so is the population of Qadian dependent on her…she meets everyone in a beautiful manner and she cares for them in what ever way is possible - she gives peace of mind and comfort." 51 He continued that she gave great reassurance and comfort to people.It is evident that Hadrat Amman Jan ra tried to fulfil the emotional as well as the practical needs of everyone, as well as being an exemplary role model.She indeed fulfilled her birth name by being a true "Helper of the world " in every respect.On Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra return home there would be a constant pitter - patter of ladies coming and going, to meet Hadrat Amman Jan ra.This occurred every day and Hadrat Amman Jan's ra welcome to the women was always warm and attentive , but also informal.There was no set time for visits and so ladies came and went, as Hadrat Amman Jan ra and her household continued with their domestic chores.For example, they prepared wheat to make flour as they amicably talked to guests.Some ladies would visit with rigid regularity.One example was Rehmani Begum, the wife of Dr Ghulam Ghaus.Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad rh , the grandson of Hadrat Amman Ja n ra was to humorously nickname her " The Penny Newspape r", because she brought all the daily news of Qadian to Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra household.51 “Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, p542.

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75 Sahibzadi Amatul Qayyum Sahibah has described Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra house as having , "… a heartwarming domestic atmosphere.There was no backbiting, nor was anything hurtful ever spoken." Another granddaughter , Sahibzadi Amatul Rashid Begum , has related , " T h e house became alive with laughter and talk, especially when Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s two daughters visited." On these occasions , Hadrat Amman Jan ra would invite all her daughters - in - law to come and join in the family reunion.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was also very clo se to her sisters - in - law.Mir Ishaq Sahib's wife , Salihah Sahibah, would also visit.Amatul Qayyum Sahibah relate d that almost every evening when Salihah Sahibah visited, the mutual excitement of both ladies was as if they were meeting for the first time after a long period.As Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s r r a house was en route to Masjid Mubarak, family members would often casually drop in and visit her near prayer times.Children, sisters - in - law, daughters - in - law, sons - in - law and grandchildren; all loved and greatly revered Hadrat Amman Jan ra.The constant and universal welcome Hadrat Amman Jan ra gave everyone in her house meant that she kept her family unified, like the precious beads of a necklace tied on one cord.During the day , Hadrat Amman Jan ra would find time to read her correspondence.Sometimes , she would reply personally and sometimes she would ask her daughter - in - law , Hadrat Amatul Ha ’ i Begum Sahibah ra , to write responses to the letters.In the evening , after Maghrib P rayer , Hadrat Amman Ja n ’ s ra sons would routinely come and have their evening meal with her.Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad rh , Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra grandson who lived with her

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76 would be present, as would her other grandson , Mirza Muzaffer Ahmad.52 Other visiting relatives would sometimes include Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra brother, Dr Mir Muhammad Isma´il Sahib.Mirza Muzaffer Ahmad related that often there would be a religious discussion between his father and his uncle.It is amusing to learn that Hadrat Amman Jan ra (like so many women!) would sometimes express some agitation that the food was getting cold and so would beseech them to end their discussions early.Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra would arrive for dinner after prayers.It was one of the few times that Hadrat Amman Jan ra would get an opportunity to talk to her son, during his busy and demanding daily schedule.Hudur would sit less and would stand more and often paced around the room as he relaxed with his family.Usually, one of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra daughters - in - law would send something to contribute to the meal.Even if it was a simple dish of lentils or potatoes, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would appreciatively present it on the table.Her cook would someti mes protest , " W e don't really have any need for this dish , " but Hadrat Amman Jan ra was always sensitive to her daughters - in - law' feelings and would remark , "It all helps to beautify our table." 52 The son of Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra.

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77 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra Simple Lifestyle Hadrat Amman Jan's ra simple and humble lifestyle was reflected in the modest style of her room.A description of her bedroom illustrates the basic, unpretentious life she led.It was a life engaged in the remembrance of Allah Almighty and fulfilling the needs of others before her own.Hadrat Amman Jan ra as we have read, gave extensive financial sacrifices proving that she had the financial resources to have lived a more comfortable and luxuri ous lifestyle, had she so wished.Yet , she chose not to and emulated her distinguished husband , the Promised Messiah as.She embraced a humble lifestyle, opting to achieve the eternal pleasures of the Hereafter rather than the transient comforts of this world.In Rabwah , Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra modest quarters consisted of two rooms : a bathroom, a small verandah and a forecourt.These adjoined the rest of the quarters that Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra had built for the extended fa mily.A lady who attended Hadrat Amman Jan ra , Amatul Qayyum Sahibah, has described the kitchen as being so small that only two people could sit in it.During these early days there was no electricity in Rabwah, so Hadrat Amman Jan ra had to endure the extreme heat without electric fans, lighting and cool water.There would often be intense dust storms and the water was unpalatable.Yet , Hadrat Amman Jan ra endured these trials with grace and dignity, never expressing any discomfort or irritation at her circumstances.Amatul Qayyum Sahibah relates that it pained her to see Hadrat Amman Jan ra living in such small quarters after her spacious residence in Qadian.Yet , patience and forbearance were the two core qualities in Hadrat Amman Jan r a.

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78 Like the wives of the Holy Prophet sa , she happily chose a life of austerity in exchange for the fruits of the Hereafter.A graphic list has been recorded of the objects in Hadrat Amman Jan's ra room, which illustrate her simple lifestyle.In her bedroom there was : a bed, a bedside table with a clock, a torch, a few medicine bottles, an oil lamp and a thermos.On the right - hand side of the bed was a stool with boxes of " paan” (betel leaf), a tray and a water cup.On the floor beside the bed was a spitting basin.At the foot of her bed was a stool for visitors to use.There was also another stool and a cupboard alongside a spare bed for any relatives or for someone taking care of Hadrat Amman J an ra.A mirror, another stool for the “ Pankha Wala ” (manual fan operator) and a fan attached to the roof, completed the essentials of the room.There were only two decorative pieces on the walls.On the central wall was an inscription of the “ Kalima ”.53 O n the left wall was a framed prayer, “ Subhanallahi wabihamdihi , subhanallahil - ’ azim ”.54 53 The Muslim creed: “La ilaha illallaho Muhammdur - Rasulullah” (T ranslation: “There is no God but Allah, Muhammad is the messenger of Allah”.) 54 Translation: “Holy is Allah Almighty with His Praise, Holy is Allah Almighty, The Most Great.”

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79 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra Appearance Hadrat Amman Jan's ra appearance can be described as purity and simplicity personified.Her attire was simple and graceful.In the tradition of her family roots in Delhi , she always wore a “fitted pyjama suit” (long tunic and narrow trousers) as opposed to " shalwaar kameez ".This was often white, contrary to the bright fashions of Delhi, pristine and clean.She disliked both ostentation and that false humility that is displayed by people who purposefully wear rags for effect.H er attire was a beautiful balance.It was simple but not severe; showing an appreciation of that with which Allah Almighty had blesse d her.This meant that although her suit would often be plain white, it would be embellished with some embroidery or lace.Hadrat Amman Jan ra also enjoyed and appreciated her jewellery without excessive display.She would routinely wear one or two rings on each hand, a few gold bangles on each wrist and some gold hoop earrings.Hadrat Amman Jan ra always presented a neat and refined appearance, as was commented upon by many.Hadrat Amman Jan ra felt that married women had a duty to look attractive an d presentable for their husbands and would encourage wives to wear some jewellery, make - up and henna in moderation.Upon reflection, one realises that looking our best only serves to increase our own self - respect and confidence and this positively influences others.It is also a form of worship if we appreciate the assets that Allah Almighty has blessed us with by fully utilising them.

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80 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra dress was also very conducive to maintaining modesty.She did not dress according to fickle fashions and always kept her kameez (tunic) length at a chaste knee - length.She took care that the material was never transparent, if so , she would wear a slip underneath.She often wore a shawl across her shoulders.She never left the house without her hair fully covered and an outer garment.Hadrat Amman Jan ra kept a straight parting in her hair.Of her appearance, her granddaughter Amatul Mateen Sahibah wr ote, "She was of medium height, her face was f air and sweet looking, broad and roundish, large eyes.With age, she had gained weight but would not be termed as heavy." Amatul Qayyum Sahibah of Germany comment ed that her looks were inherited by her daughter , Hadrat Sayyedah Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra , and her elder niece and daughter - in - law, “ Hadrat Choti Appa ”.Hadrat Amman Jan ra would apply henna to her hair.Her granddaughter , Sahibzadi Amatul Mateen Sahibah , said that often ladies who applied henna acquired a reddish tinge in their hair but despite this Hadrat Amman Jan's ra hair had a lovely golden hue.Although she chose white herself, Hadrat Amman Jan ra showed consideration towards others ’ feelings.So, if she was given colourful printed cloth as a gift she would st ill wear it.In the winter , she preferred warmer pyjama suits with shawls and so would sometimes wear colourful clothes with a warm waistcoat.This would be of a thicker lined material in winter and of a light poplin material during summer.Many ladies have commented on the graceful demeanour of Hadrat

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81 Amman Jan ra and her sweet - smelling persona, often of jasmine.In an age without dental care, the proof of her cleanliness and the fulfilment of the Promised Messiah ’ s as prayers for his wife ’ s health, is illustrated by the fact that Hadrat Amman Jan ra preserved her own teeth until her death.The wonderful and charismatic quality of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra character meant that her deep faith did not affect her pleasant and affable nature.The fact that she was a three - dimensional character, a real person, is proven by accounts of her charming sense of humour.On one occasion , she joked with one of her maids that if she found a louse or louse egg in her hair, she would reward her with a prize! This indeed was an achievement because Hadrat Amman Jan ra would often remove lice from the hair of children under her care ! It was this unique blend of virtue, com passion and wit, emanating from her person that made Hadrat Amman Jan ra such a magnetic personality who would be loved, followed and fondly remembered by thousands.

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82 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra Household Management Hadrat Amman Jan ra was seemingly Divinely invested with great organisational skills, thriftiness, wisdom and tact.These were invaluable qualities for a supportive spouse of a prophet who was devoted primarily to his worship and mission in life.Thus, he was appreciative of a partner who supervised his domestic matters efficiently.Allah Almighty blessed the Promised Messiah as with Hadrat Amman Jan ra , a wife who with wisdom and fortitude smoothly managed their household.This was despite difficulties such as little finances, a large household of family members, orphans, household helpers, the needy and a constant trickle of visitors to Qadian.The Promised Messiah as and Hadrat Amman Jan ra also helped any Jama ’ at members who required assistance, whenever possible.Had rat Amman Jan ra also steadfastly dealt with the hostilities of the outside world, including the opposition of some of the Promised Messiah ’ s as own family as well as other religious leaders.Withstanding these trials was indeed a great achievement if we consider that Hadrat Amman Jan ra was but a young girl of 18, when she married.She had moved far away from her family and now had no positive female influences to guide her in her duties.She relied only on her own instincts and most significantly Allah Almighty's Mercy and Blessings, to make her a support for His Messiah , as a “Khadijah ” of this modern era.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra organisational skills and meticulous nature was to have an impact not only on her family but also the Jama ’ at.

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83 Her house was always clean and tidy , and nothing was ever wasted.For example, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would use old scarves and small pieces of cotton to make light summer quilts.She would trim them with “ gotta ” (a decorative border material taken from women's clothes).She would request people to keep old scarves and would then use them as filling for blankets.Her ingenuity in these matters knew no bounds.She would utilise the smallest scraps of old material to make cushion covers or tray covers.Amatullah Bashir Sahibah recall ed how Hadrat Amman Jan ra tried to avoid any kind of wastage.She reminisce d how on one occasion , Hadrat Amman Jan ra sent for salt to dye some clothes.After finishing the procedure , Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not even waste the remaining pinch of salt but carefully preserved it in a salt shaker.Hadrat Amman Jan ra kept everything in an orderly fashion in her house.Her granddaughter , Sahibzadi Amatun - Naseer Begum , relate d how neatly the books in her storer oom were stacked.She recall ed that this tidiness of nature was reflected in Hadrat Amman Jan's ra personal appearance.She never saw her grandmother in dishevelled clothes.She kept a red handkerchief by her pillow to wipe her face.She would always neatly consume “ paan ” (betel leaf), by keeping a small water basin by her bed to collect the “ paan ” water.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra excellent domestic management meant that she could easily locate whatever she needed in the house.Her granddaughter , Amatul Ma teen Sahibah , recalls how she once needed a “white pyjama suit” (long tunic and narrow legged trousers), for “Musleh Mau ’ ud Day”.After her mother failed to get her a suit , she went to ask her grandmother, Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Initially , Hadrat Amman Jan ra replied that she did not have a pyjama suit but then she pondered for a while and later requested one of her household ladies to retrieve one from her store r oom.

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84 Subsequently, Amatul Mateen Sahibah cherished the pyjama suit a nd then distributed it amongst her own children.Her great granddaughter , Sahibzadi Amatush - Shakoor , reminisces d how after the partition of India and Pakistan, she had a growth spurt.One day , Hadrat Amman Jan ra noticed this and beckoned Amatush - Shakoor Sahibah.She advised her that now she had grown she should keep her legs covered.Unfortunately, money was scarce after the partition and Amatush - Shakoor Sahibah recalls that her mother did not have the resources to make her new “pyjamas".When Hadrat Amman Jan ra learnt that her great grand - daughter had already asked her mother for some "pyjamas", she got one of her attendants to open one of her store boxes.She took out a course , white cloth which she then ripped and had two “pyjamas” cut.She then sent the material to be sewn.Amatush - Shakoor Sahibah began to happily wear these under her frocks.Th e incident typifies Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra resourcefulness and her infinite ability to fulfil people's needs even in the most straitened circumstances.There are lessons for us to learn living in western societies where we are accustomed to excessive buying and wastage.Repairing objects has now been superseded by a consumer culture, where if something breaks , we immediately replace it.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra s imple but adequate lifestyle whereby she fulfilled her family's requirements and then gave to those in need, illustrates how our basic needs are actually relatively few.It is a modern trend that we tend to accummulate many superfluous objects.We , like Hadrat Amman Jan ra , should strive to lead a simple r , ascetic lifestyle, buying less and spending more on others.This was also a direction of Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ’ s ra

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85 Tahrik - e - Jadid Scheme in 1934.Hudur encouraged Ahmadis to adopt a simpler lifestyle in order to reduce expenses and to spend the saved money in the way of Allah Almighty.Indeed, we will ultimately abandon all our material objects when we depart this world.If we consider that Hadrat Amman Jan ra is not commemorated for her immense wealth or physical possessions but for her righteous actions, we realise that these indeed are the most valuable possessions we should aspire to acquire and bequeath our children.Hadrat Amman Jan ra encouraged her daughters and granddaughters to establish good household etiquettes and the habit of doing chores from a young age.Her great granddaughter , Amatush - Shakoor Sahibah , relates how Hadrat Amman Jan ra bought her a small cooker hob when she was young, to practice her cooking.One day, she taught her how to make lentil curry sitting alongside her, giving her gentle directions and help.She relates how Hadrat Amman Jan ra taught her with great calmness, instilling her with confidenc e.Her grandmother also taught her to make potato kebabs and potato curry out in the courtyard on this little hob, in the same casual fashion.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra grand - daughter , Amatul Mateen Sahibah , related how Hadrat Amman Jan ra patiently taught her to cook.Whilst living in Quetta, Hadrat Amman Jan ra beckoned her one day and told her to make “ egg halwah ” (a sweet pudding made of eggs).Amatul Mateen Sahibah was initially daunted by the task.However, Hadrat Amman Jan ra kindly ta lked her through the method step by step.Hadrat Amman Jan ra repeated this routine daily with her granddaughter until she became expert in the task.It was with similar patience and attention that she would train her progeny in essential household tasks.A matul Mateen Sahibah

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86 also relate d that Hadrat Amman Jan ra taught her how to decream milk.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was a very diligent lady and disliked idleness.From a young age she encouraged her children to work with their own hands and to be self - sufficient.Amatul Mateen Sahibah has related another interesting exercise her grandmother insisted she did as a young child.Hadrat Amman Jan ra would mix some grains of rice and lentils together and would then tell her granddaughter to separate the two grains.This was an exercise to instil the habit of working and to develop skills of concentration, patience and obedience in her granddaughter.It illustrate d how even at a young age, we can guide our children towards con structive activities rather than time wasting.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra household organisation meant that she was prepared for most eventualities.She had a suitcase prepared with clothes in case she had to make a speedy journey.Likewise, once her daughters had married and left home, she kept a room ready for them in case they visited.She would then provide useful gifts for her daughters and their families.Sahibzadi Mahmooda Begum, daughter of Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra , relate d how they would always excitedly anticipate the return of their mother from Hadrat Amman Jan's ra house, fully aware that she would bring them bags brimming with gifts.Their mother would come back home to “ Malirkotla ” laden with canisters and baskets full of appetising home - made delights, by Hadrat Amman Jan ra.These would include “ halwah sohan ” - a favourite sweetmeat of their father.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra domestic skills were again demonstrated on one occasion, when Amatul Mateen Sahibah recalls how her

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87 grandmother ingeniously created a bedroom for her.One day , Hadrat Amman Jan ra remarked to her daughter - in - law , Hadrat Choti Appa (Amatul Mateen Sahibah's mother) , " Mateen is now getting older, she needs her own separate bedroom." Hadrat Amman Jan ra resolved this problem by clearing out a pantry that was attached to her kitchen on one side and was adjacent to her daughter - in - law's house.The pantry was on a slightly raised level to the adjoining house.So, Hadrat Amman Jan ra employed a carpenter to make a step at the door of the pantry.She lovingly gave her granddaughter the first carpet that the Promised Messiah as had ever purchased and a dressing table from “ Baitul - Fikr ” 55.Indeed, this loving grandmother could discern the requirements of a growing girl.Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra also commented on Hadrat Amman Jan's ra constant hard work within their house, in a tribute to his mother after her demise.She was happy doing jobs independently, however trivial.For example, he recalls seeing his mother cooking, spinning, boiling milk, feeding the buffaloes and cultivating flowers and herbs.She would also train and join in with the household attendants as they worked.Her daughter , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra , relate d that Hadrat Amman Jan ra was never embarrassed by doing any domestic chores.She often reminded people that it was a S u nnat (practice) of the Holy Prophet sa to work with one ’ s own hands.Hadrat Amman Jan ra also enjoyed remaining active and did not want to inconvenience others.She worked diligently and continued to do so even in old age, despite frailty and illness.55 A small prayer room in Mubarak Mosque, Qadian.

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88 On one occasion , Hadrat Amman Jan ra complimented another lady whom she had visited several times and always found busy in some household chores.Amatur Rashid Shaukat Sahibah relate d concerning her mother , " Whenever Hadrat Amman Jan ra came to our house, my mother would always be busy in some household job.One day , she said to Hadrat Amman Jan ra , "It seems whenever you visit, I happen to be occupied in some domestic job , " to which Hadrat Amman Jan ra positively responded , "I don't like a person who can't be useful...I am very happy to see someone usefully employing themselves.This is nothing to be embarrassed about.This is a very good habit of yours - that you are always busy in some household cleaning or household work...unlike most women who go out and about." 56 Another witness to Hadrat Amman Jan's ra hard - working nature and humility was Ruqayya Begum Ansari of Lahore.She recollects that her family had moved to Qadian in 1924.One day she and her mother visited Hadrat Amman Jan ra.As they entered Darul - Masih , they were surprised to see Hadrat Amman Jan ra kneading some dough to make “ rotis ”.Ruqayya Begum's mother exclaimed , "Hadrat Amman Jan ra , are you doing that on your own?" (It was customary to get servants to do this in larger households).Hadrat Amman Jan ra laughed and replied in Punjabi , "What! Am I a man and not a woman ? " Hadrat Amman Jan ra humbly indicated that as a woman she was only doing what women traditionally do, thus there was no cause for surprise.Ruqayya Begum and her mother were deeply impressed by this candid response, which conveyed Hadrat Amman Jan's ra humility, simple views and complete lack of conceit.Hadrat Amman Jan ra had a down - to - earth and pragmatic approach to life, 56 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p182, quote from Misbah , May - June, 1952.

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89 always conscious of herself as the creation of a Supreme Being.She did not think herself superi or to any other individual.It was this belief in her personal lowliness that would paradoxically elevate her to such an exalted position.Another granddaughter , Sahibzadi Qudsia Begum Sahibah, has related how Hadrat Amman Jan ra helped to prepare the household linen for her wedding "trousseau".Times were difficult in post - partition Pakistan.Money was short and her father was unwell having suffered a heart attack.In order to alleviate her mother's (Amatul Hafiz Begum Sahibah ra ) worries, Hadrat Amman Jan ra supplied towels, sheets, tablecloths, bedcovers etc.for the bride.Qudsia Begum Sahibah relate d that her grandmother gave her so much that she imagined she had emptied her own store boxes to help her! Hadrat Amman Jan's ra pr ayers and practical help proved so blessed that Qudsia Begum Sahibah stated that even after preparing for the marriages of her five children, she still had things left over from her own wedding collection given to her by Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Hadrat Amman J an's ra domestic skills, resourcefulness, and thriftiness obviously influenced her progeny as Qudsia Begum Sahibah relates; that though it is hard to believe, in the last 50 years of marriage she has only had to buy sheets on two occasions.Truly, this was an illustration of the blessings that emanated from Hadrat Amman Jan's ra possessions.Similarly, there were great blessing in the clothes Hadrat Amman Jan ra prepared for her daughters, daughters - in - law and grandchildrens ’ weddings.Again , Qudsia Begum Sahibah relates that Hadrat Amman Jan's ra domestic skills were inherited by her mother Amatul Hafiz Begum Sahibah ra.She looked after her own wedding clothes so meticulously, despite getting married at the tender age of 12, that Qudsia Begum Sahibah was able to use her mother's clothes herself.She then passed them

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90 on to her own daughters on their weddings, adjusting them according to the fashions of the time.(For example, making the longer obsolete tunic shirts - “ kameez” into short tops to go with long, skirt - like trousers - “ ghararas” ).Qudsia Begum Sahibah relate d that she now ha d full confidence that her daughters w ould also pass on their clothes to their granddaughters, carrying on the good traditions of their great grandmother , Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra skilful household management extended to her growing her own herbs for cooking.She had a stone courtyard where cultivation was impossible.So , she ingeniously resolved this by planting rectangular shaped wooden boxes along the steps of her house.She would fill these with green chillies, coriander and mint etc.She also grew a variety of jasmine flowers in one box that were both ornamental and fragrant.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was a good and well practised cook.Even if food was being prepared by other household members, Hadrat Amman Jan ra took special care with the preparation of the Promised Messiah's as meals.She always tried to incorporate his favourite dishes.Her granddaughter , Sahibzadi Zakiyya Begum Sahibah , relate d that s he remember ed when her grandmother would send food to their house in Qadian, it would make them as excited as if they were celebrating “ Eid ”.The food would be presented so ornately and so appetisingly, that she recall ed relishing the mouthwatering dishes.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra delights included specialities such as lamb mince garnished with eggs, green chillies and coriander, home - made "paneer”, “roghan josh”, “chicken qormah” and “shami” kebabs.

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91 Indeed , as her granddaughter describe d , it was " food fit for kings ", presented with great love and care.

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92 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra Behaviour T owards Her Household Helpers Hadrat Amman Jan's ra respect and compassion towards her household helpers was remarkable.Often people in authority feel superior to their employees.Hadrat Amman Jan ra had no such sense of false pride.She treated her household staff with the same love and affection as the other members of her household.House hold attendants are often the best witnesses to the speech and actions of a family.Just as Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra guests were full of praise for her, likewise, so were her staff.Hadrat Amman Jan ra treated them with great consideration and mercy.She gave them similar clothes and shoes to her own so as to make them feel as equals rather than inferior , a rare practice in those times.Sensitive to her helpers ’ feelings, she joined in the household cho res alongside them, creating a feeling of unity amongst all members of the household.Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra granddaughter , Sahibzadi Appa Nasira Begum , has related that when they moved to Rabwah they initially stayed in barracks for some time.The barracks had adjoining walls.Sometimes they heard terrible noises as if a servant was being physically punished next door.On such occasions , Hadrat Amman Jan ra would immediately remark , " Never abuse your attendants." “ Ma’i Imam Bibi ” , wife of Muhammad Akbar of Batala, came to live and work in Hadrat Amman Jan's ra house after the death of her husband.She affectionately relate d that Hadrat Amman Jan's ra behaviour towards her employees was like that of " A gracious mother with her children." She would share in their sorrows, help

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93 them and treat them like family members.She relate d that so many ladies would visit Hadrat Amman Jan ra , yet she never displayed any irritation and was ever ready to meet and greet them with love and affection.She continue d, “Never once did she utter “go away”.She was always hospitable with each and every guest.If the weather was hot, she would offer juice and provided food.She did not leave these jobs to the attendants but did so with her own hands.” Imam Bibi Sahibah also relate d that even in times of illness when the most placid people can become irritable, Hadrat Amman Jan ra never displayed any sign of agitation.She remained in a quiet and tranquil state , just as she did during periods of fasting.Imam Bibi Sahibah continue d that she never witnessed such treatment of servants in any other household before.She never once saw Hadrat Amman Jan ra harshly a dmonishing an attendant, let alone physically punishing them - a common practice at the time.Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not even cast a contemptuous glance if provoked by some misdemeanour of her attendants.Indeed, such strength of character and self - control at all times is admirable.There is a h adith that , “ A strong man is not a wrestler but the person who controls his ange r” (Bukhari).In this regard, Hadrat Amman Jan ra excelled most people in her personal strength of self - control and forbearan ce.Furthermore, her compassion towards the less fortunate exceeded that of others.Imam Bibi Sahibah continue d that Hadrat Amman Jan ra would sit with girls with whom no one would sit because of the stench of their clothes and she would remove their headl ice.Another devoted attendant , “ Ayesha Bibi” , also fondly recollected her time with Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Unfortunately, she was widowed at a young age and left with small children.She came to Qadian on somebody's recommendation and firstly became an attendant

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94 in the household of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra younger daughter, Sayyedah Amatul Hafiz Begum ra.After a year , she was called to attend Hadrat Amman Jan's ra house for eight days, whilst Hadrat Amman Jan ra was looking for a new helper.Ayesha Bibi ’ s original plan of stay changed after experiencing the kindness and favours of Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Her eight - day stay was to become a visit of 17 years and 4 months ; evidence of the exceptional kindness of Hadrat Amman Jan ra as an employer.Ayesha Bibi reminisce d fondly that whenever she returned to her home in Gujrat, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would send her letters requesting her return and expressing her sadness at her absence.Hadrat Amman Jan 's ra equity and fairness was also experienced by Ayesha Bibi.She narrate d that whatever Hadrat Amman Jan ra distributed amongst her attendants during her absence, she always reserved an equal portion for Ayesha Bibi, which she gave her on her return.Hadrat A mman Jan ra would also provide her with clothes without her asking and greatly cared for her children.She even helped in arranging their marriages as she did with so many others.When Ayesha Bibi ’ s son , Muhammad Hussain , requested a loan from Hadrat Amman Jan ra , she helped him one step further by offering him a job and a regular wage.Incredibly, Ayesha Bibi relate d that Hadrat Amman Jan ra never refused her anything that she requested.Ayesha Bibi poignantly reflect d that the most valuable gift Hadrat Amman Jan ra gave her was her prayers.She felt that no one had prayed more for her children than Hadrat Amman Jan ra.The love and respect Hadrat Amman Jan ra displayed towards all those around her influenced her own child ren.Hence, after her demise

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95 Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra continued to care for Ayesha Bibi in the same manner.His wife, Hadrat Choti Appa, reassured her that they would continue Hadrat Amman Jan's ra guardianship of her family.Indeed, they sent her son ’ s marriage proposal on her behalf, following in the footsteps of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra example.Ayesha Bibi touchingly wrote in the “ Al - Fazl ” newspaper that she personally could write an entire book on all the favours Hadrat Amman Jan ra had bestowed upon her.Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra kind regard for her attendants is further illustrated by a small, but beautiful incident related by Amatur Rehman Sahibah.She recall ed that on one occasion during a hot summer, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was praying routinely in Baitud - Du ’ a’ whilst Amatur Rehman Sahibah fanned her.When Hadrat Amman Jan ra had completed her prayers, Amatur Rehman Sahibah thought it a good opportunity to observe her own prayers also.To her consternation, Hadrat Amman Jan r a began fanning her as she prayed.Agitated and embarrassed , she quickly finished her prayers not wishing to be disrespectful to Hadrat Amman Jan ra.She began imploring Allah Almighty ’ s forgiveness.Hadrat Amman Jan ra heard her words and questioned her; "Should I not also try to gain Allah Almighty's reward?" The incident conveys how Hadrat Amman Jan ra always considered herself equal to her fellow men, despite her elevated status as a prophet ’ s wife.She realised that it is only the quality of our worship and good deeds which can distinguish us in Allah Almighty ’ s Sight.Hadrat Amman Jan ra not only showed care for her employees ’ physical needs but was also equally concerned for their moral training.An example of this was when her younger brother , Hadrat Dr Mir Muhammad Isma ’ il visited her as a student.Before his visit she advised the attendants , young and old, that her

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96 brother was now a mature adult, so they should observe “ purdah ” 57 in his presence.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was also sensitive to her attendants ’ emotional needs.She appreciated that they enjoyed the rare opportunity for leisure outings and social trips, which she organised.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra consideration for her helpers ’ feelings meant that whenever she travelled outside Qadian , she would make a pointed effort to visit the families of the Promised Messiah ’ s as helpers.Even if only for a few minutes, she would see each and every one of them.This illustrate d not only Hadrat Amman Jan's ra regard for their household attendants but also her profound feeling for the Promised Messiah as , as she deeply appreciated those that had served him.One of her attendants, “ Hafizah ” , affectionately recalls how on the occasion of Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ’ s wife ’ s “ mehndi ”, 58 she accompanied Hadrat Amman Jan ra.At the function she ran an errand for Hadrat Amman Jan ra.It was late when they finally returned home and Hafizah recall ed that she had not had a chance to eat.She mentioned this to the resident cook , Appa Sardar , who laughingly commented; "Where will you get food now? You should have eaten before you left ? " Hadrat Amman Jan ra heard the conversation from another room and immediately entered despite it being very late.She then questioned; " I took Hafizah myself, why isn't there any food ?" She then went into the kitchen and returned with some roti (flatbread) and curry for Hafizah, requesting her to eat.Although only a small incident, it illustrate d the love with which Hadrat Amman Jan ra cared for someone like Hafizah, a young, insignificant 57 The practice whereby Muslim ladies cover their hair and figures modestly, in accordance with Qur ’ anic Teaching.58 Ladies ’ henna - painting gathering prior to a wedding.

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97 girl to some.Furthermore, her consideration is the more remarkable as it was at such a busy time as her son ’ s wedding when an oversight would have been understandable.This impressed Hafizah deeply, convincing her that Hadrat Amman Jan ra was one of those especially dear to Allah Almighty, to behave in such an e xcellent manner.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra concern for fulfilling the desires of her attendants is once again illustrated when Hafizah casually mentioned to Hadrat Amman Jan ra that she had never seen Lahore.Hadrat Amman Jan ra responded; " V ery well, I shall take you one day then." Coincidentally after a few days , Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Sahibah ra happened to be visiting Lahore and she sent word to Hadrat Amman Jan ra to accompany her.Hadrat Amman Jan ra immediately told Hafizah to prepare to come along and f ulfil her wish to see Lahore.Unfortunately, when her daughter arrived in the car she was also travelling with an attendant, so there was no room for an extra passenger.Hadrat Amman Jan ra regretfully apologised to Hafizah that she could not take her on this occasion.When Hadrat Amman Jan ra returned that evening she called Hafizah immediately and admitted; " Hafizah, I was so sorry for the whole journey that I had not taken you with me and I had promised you so." She then gave Hafizah one rupee to buy herself a treat.Hafizah reassured Hadrat Amman Jan ra that there was no need to compensate her as she was aware it had been beyond Hadrat Amman Jan's ra powers to take her.Yet Hadrat Amman Jan ra insisted that she take the money to alleviate her disappointment.The soft - hearted Hadrat Amman Jan ra admitted having missed Hafizah throughout the trip.

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98 Hadrat Amman Jan ra was equally attentive to the needs of her helpers as she was to her own family members, during the month of Ramadha n.(The Islamic month when Muslims practice fasting).Amatul Hafiz Sahibah , wife of Mirza Muhammad Hussain Sahib, relate d that there was a woman by the name of Sardar Sahibah who helped with the cooking.Hadrat Amman Jan ra had instructed her that whoever was fasting in the household, their “ roti ” (flatbread) must be covered with butter.The young girl helper Hafizah was also present.Hadrat Amman Jan ra took out one rupee from her pocket and gave it to Hafizah, instructi ng her to go and buy her own butter for her personal use during Ramadhan.One day , Sardar Sahibah had cooked curry for everyone.She then asked Hafizah to make some dough for a few rotis for only Hadrat Amman Jan ra and herself.Sardar Sahibah began cookin g fresh rotis for Hadrat Amman Jan ra.On that day , both Hadrat Amman Jan ra and Hafizah were feeling unwell and therefore were not fasting.Hadrat Amman Jan ra came into the kitchen and told Sardar Sahibah , “You go a nd rest now.You are fasting and you will be tired now." Hadrat Amman Jan ra then began cooking the rotis despite feeling indisposed.Hafizah felt very embarrassed when Hadrat Amman Jan ra offered her the rotis first.However, Hadrat Amman Jan ra reassured her that she was not hungry yet and would eat later - surely to make Hafizah eat comfortably.Hafizah related that indeed the rotis were beautiful and delicious and that she had never eaten such appetising rotis subsequently.Despite her embarrassment at being fed by Hadrat Amman Jan ra , she also felt incredibly privileged to have eaten rotis made by her blessed hands.The incident again shows how Hadrat Amman Jan ra made no distinction between herself and her employees.She treated them as an integral part of

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99 the family, as considerate of them as she was of her own children.In fact , this consideration was not limited to the month of Ramadhan, as her granddaughter - Appa Nasira Begum , has related.Hadrat Amman Jan ra would sometimes invite her servants to sit and rest in the kitchen whilst she cooked them "rotis ".Also, if any of them requested a particular dish she would ensure that it was prepared.Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra concern for her attendants ’ d esires in such trivial matters illustrates the extent of her love and care for them, springing from a deep devotion and love for her Creator.Yet , the extent of a person's attachment is proven in times of distress and anger.Even on occasions when her atte ndants made inept mistakes, were careless or indolent, Hadrat Amman Jan ra overlooked their shortcomings.She fully understood that " to err is human ".If one of them told tales about the negligence of another, Hadrat Amman Jan ra simply dismissed their comments as if she had not heard them.Likewise, she also taught her children not to “tell - tale” of the household helpers.A village boy nicknamed “ Charagh” , has related that he lived with Hadrat Amman Jan ra during his childhood for about three years.He reminisce d that Hadrat Amman Jan ra never admonished him, despite the fact that he was sometimes more of a hindrance than a help due to his clumsiness.He recall ed that once Hafiz Hamid ‘ Ali Sahib was sent on an errand to fetch some butter.Hafiz Hamid ‘ Ali Sahib asked Charagh to accompany him.On their return , Hafiz Hamid ‘ Ali Sahib gave the butter to the young Charagh to carry.He accidentally slipped and the butter fell to the ground.It became soiled and in this useless state, the pair fearfully took the butter

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100 back to Hadrat Amman Jan ra and the Promised Messiah as.Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not utter a single syllable of reproach, not even to Hafiz Hamid ‘ Ali Sahib for irresponsibly handing the butter to a child.Such was the extraordinary forbearance of Hadrat Amman Jan ra and the Promised Messiah as.Some admonishment would have been acceptab le by the standards of common men, but not by the principles of this elevated couple.What is more astonishing is that Charagh stated that this was just a small example of the blessed pairs ’ universal tolerance and patience with all people.This exemplary forbearance is most remarkably illustrated in two further incidents in the life of Hadrat Amman Jan ra.It is at times of crisis and when the safety of our children is in jeopardy, that even the most placid mothers can become aggressive.It was at such times when Hadrat Amman Jan's ra children may have been harmed that she displayed extraordinary patience and tolerance.Firstly, Ahmadullah Khan Sahib has related that in his childhood he used to spend time playing with Mirza Mubarak Ahmad ra ( Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s son ra who passed away at the young age of 8), as his mother cooked for the Promised Messiah as.In a moment of childhood mischief , he fed Mirza Mubarak Ahmad a quinine tablet instead of a peppermint.The innocent boy began to choke on the tablet.Afraid of the consequences of his impudence, Ahmadullah Khan Sahib fled and hid.Meanwhile, Mirza Mubarak Ahmad ’ s eyes became red and his complexion changed.Discovering the situation, the Promised Messiah as quickly gave his son some water and the tablet was swallowed.Then everyone began to search for Ahmadullah Khan Sahib.Imagine the extent of the young boy ’ s fear and guilt because of his rash prank! Ahmadullah Khan Sahib anticipated some physical punishment for his wrongdoing but was a stonished by the " motherly tenderness " with

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101 w hich Hadrat Amman Jan ra received him.She then sweetly explained to him the error of his ways, displaying a maternal kindness which he would never forget.59 Similarly, on another occasion a young boy ’ s mischief was again overlooked by Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Arshad Qureshi Sahib relate d that in his childhood he used to come and go freely from Hadrat Amman Jan's ra house.One day , she asked him to take her small baby grandson , Sahibzad ah Mirza Nasir Ahmad ru (later Hadrat Khalifatul Masih III) "out", by which she meant into the courtyard.However, the young Arshad interpreted her words to mean outside the house into the orchard.When he returned home after some time , he met a righteous man Pir Iftikhaar Ahmad Sahib running towards him, panting anxiously.He asked the young boy , "Where have you been walking with the baby? Come quickly, don't you know everybody has been out searching for you!” The young Arshad Qureshi r eturned with great trepidation, fearing punishment and imagining the beating he would incur for his irresponsible behaviour.Yet , when Hadrat Amman Jan ra saw him instead of scolding him, she cheerfully laughed and asked; " Where did you go taking him so far ?" Arshad Qureshi comment ed that even his own mother would have reproached him with one or two slaps for putting her baby in danger! Yet , Hadrat Amman Jan's forbearance and forgiveness was so outstanding , that she still considered people's feelings even whilst admonishing them.Hadrat Amman Jan ra regularly prayed for Allah ’ s Mercy on her household staff and their progeny.Young and old were all cared for equally, with love and affection by Hadrat Amman Jan ra.The wife of Dr.Hashmatullah Sahib (who would personally attend the Promised Messiah as and was his neighbour), relates that she felt 59 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, p92.

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102 lonely and isolated when she moved to Qadian with her husband.Yet ’ when she visited Hadrat Amman Jan ra she felt she was entering " a new world" in which special, unique blessings were bestowed upon her.After visiting Hadrat Amman Jan ra , she would return home with an inner peace that lifted her spirits.She relat e d that Hadrat Amman Jan ra would recogni s e whenever she felt downhearted and would attempt to cheer her.She welcomed her warmly, conscious of the fact that she missed her old home.She also gave her practical help.For example, whilst they both happened to be visiting Kashmir, Hadrat Amman Jan ra bought her a small stove after she had seen Dr Hashmatullah ’ s wife cooking on stones.She would remember the couple, sending them fruits from her orchard whenever they were in season and bringing them g ifts on her return from any trips.Her kindness was displayed on a daily basis as if she had “ the love of all the world ” embodied within her person.The wife of Dr Hashmatullah happened to be unwell during the wedding of Hadrat Musleh Mau´ud ra to Hadrat Sayyedah Maryam Begum.In order to compensate for her absence, Hadrat Amman Jan ra took Dr Hashmatullah ’ s daughter as her mother's representative in the groom's procession.She sat the young girl in her lap in the horse carriage and returned her to her mother personally, despite being busily involved in all the wedding activities and the new bride.In the Holy Qur ’ an in Surah An - Nisa ’ 60 , Allah Almighty commands us to help three groups of vulnerable people in society , they being orphans, widows and the needy.It also mentions the rights of neighbours in this regard.In this respect , Hadrat Amman Jan ra took great care of Dr Hashmatullah and his wife.His wife like so many 60 The Holy Qur ’ an – A n - Nisa ’ ,V 37

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103 others, has stated that she felt Hadrat Amman Jan ra showed her greater kindness than even her own parents.Hadrat Amman Jan ra prayed for her and fulfilled any needs that she thought she may have.For example, she emptied rooms in her house for their guests on the occasions of their children's marriages.Whenever she needed crockery, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would open her cupboards and welcomed Dr Hashmatullah ’ s wife to take whatever she desired.Thu s , Hadrat Amman Jan ra was both an exemplary employer and neighbour.

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104 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra Sense of Humour and Gaiety The wonderful fact about Hadrat Amman Jan ra was that she was a real three - dimensional person.She was not a saint nor a fundamentalist but an extremely devout person with a magnanimous, honest and pure heart.She had charisma, gaiety and a zest for life.People often commented that she had a smiling, happy countenance and a sweet sense of humour.She disliked undue silence and enjoyed the hubbub of gatherings and people in her house.(An exception to this would be during the month of Ramadhan, when she liked to quietly occupy herself in the remembrance of Allah Almighty).It appears that Hadrat A mman Jan's ra temperament must have been Divinely influenced, because a reserved or reclusive personality would have conflicted with the Promised Messiah' s as mission to lovingly invite mankind to return to the worship of Allah Almighty.Like her husband, Hadrat Amman Jan's ra faith and love for Allah Almighty meant that she had a correlating love for His Creation.Yet , it appears that Allah Almighty had also created Hadrat Amman Jan ra with an intrinsic goodness and infinite compassion, which flouri shed under the influence of her husband , who exemplified these attributes to the highest degree.However, the goodness and compassion inherent in an individual can be less evident if that person does not exhibit an inviting exterior.Allah Almighty had in vested Hadrat Amman Jan ra not only with charm and vibrancy but also with a great sense of humour.These were to be magnetic qualities that attracted people to her.Hadrat Amman Jan ra could instantly lift people's spirits with storytelling and light - hearted jokes.Her conversation was not the

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105 didactic and serious moralising we might imagine , and this was probably one of the fundamental reasons for her profound influence on the ladies of the Community.Examples of her humour can be found in sm all anecdotes related by many.On one occasion , Sir Chaudhry Muhammad Zafrullah Khan reminisce d that Hadrat Amman Jan ra went on a trip to Srinagar, Kashmir, with her family and their children.Chaudhry Sahib met the party there.Looking at their large group he enquired of Hadrat Amman Jan ra how she recognised every child? She smiled and replied , “I know all the names of the older children, and of the younger ones I know this much that they are ours!" 61 Another humorous occasion occurred when Hadrat Amman Jan ra once overheard a lady that cooked for her, known by the nickname “ Asghari ’ s Mother ”.She had a habit of praying to Allah Almighty as she stirred the cooking pot.One day , Hadrat Amman Jan ra overhea rd her imploring Allah Almighty , " Oh, Allah Almighty let all the tastiness of all the foods in the world come into the food of Hadrat Sahib, ” (ie the Promised Messiah as ).Hadrat Amman Jan ra responded wittily , "What, Asghari ’ s Mother, are you also praying that the delicious taste of my brother's food be taken?" ( ie that of Dr Mir Muhammad Isma ’ il Sahib).Asghari ’ s Mother quickly rephrased her prayer, "Oh , Allah Almighty, just leave the taste of Mian Ismail ’ s food and bring that of the rest of the world." 62 61 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, p329.62 “Sirat Hadrat Amman Jan” , Sahibzadi Amtul Shakoor Begum, p57.

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106 Furthermore, Sahibzadah Mirza Muzaffer related that sometimes Hadrat Amman Jan ra would find it difficult to admonish her son , Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra (his father), for some mischief because he would make her laugh.He relate d that on one occasion as a young boy, Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra had drenched his clothes.Hadrat Amman Jan ra lifted her hand as if to give him a light , reproachful slap , when her son commented , “No Amman, what if your bracelets break?” The astute comment brought a smile to Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra face and her anger evaporated.It appears that Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra had inherited his mother ’ s wit! Hadrat Amman Jan ra was ever ready to meet people with the Muslim greeting “ Assalamo ‘ Alaikum ” (“Peace be upon you”) and a smile.Apart from her naturally happy disposition, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was perhaps also motivated by the saying of the Holy Prophet of Islam sa , “Do not disdain doing the least good, even greeting your brother with a cheerful face.” (Sahih Muslim) 63 63 “Gardens Of The Righteous” - trans.by Zafrulla Khan, p33, Islam International Publications, 1989.

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107 A Revolutionary Wedding Dear Reader - imagine the scene I am about to set.It is the 14 th of March, 1909 , and Hadrat Amman Jan ra is holding her daughter's hand , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra , a girl of just 12.Together they walk over to the neighbour's house.The homeowner is absent.It is 2pm in the afternoon and he has not yet returned from prayers in the mosque.Hadrat Amman Jan ra and her daughter patiently await his return.The gentleman returns after 3pm.Hadrat Amman Jan ra stands and taking her daughter's hand she puts it into the hands of the gentleman, Hadrat Nawwab Muhammad ‘ Ali Khan Sahib ra.Hadrat Amman Jan ra cannot control the tremors in her voice and tears begin to well in her eyes as she speaks , "I am giving you my orphaned daughter to take care of." Before she loses control of her composure completely, Hadrat Amman Jan ra bids “ Salam ” to the couple and quickly leaves the house.What could this scene be? Indeed , to my astonishment it was the revolutionary wedding of Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra.Its simplicity seems amazingly groundbreaking and yet was completely based on Islamic principles.(The “ nikah ” ie the essential verbal agreement made in public, had alr eady occurred during the lifetime of the Promised Messiah as ).Hadrat Amman Jan ra , although the wife of a prophet, did not demand the pomp and ceremony of a large groom's procession (“ Barat ”) for her daughter ’ s wedding.There were no clamouring crowds, singing or horse processions that people may have expected, especially from a family of Delhi, where spectacle and grand ceremonies were

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108 standard.Hadrat Amman Jan ra made no demands of her future son - in - law.Sh e did not feel that her daughter's respect would be compromised if the wedding was not accompanied by elaborate rituals and unnecessary expenses.It is to the credit of Hadrat Nawwab Muhammad ‘ Ali Khan ra , that he did not wish to burden the bride's family with having to provide a dinner party for the “Barat ”, a tradition that has no Islamic foundation.It is also a great tribute to Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra that at such a young age she was not more petulant and opinionated about how her wedding should proceed.Her behaviour was proof of the fact that a virtuous daughter is usually the product of virtuous parents.The simplicity of the weddings of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra children reflected her unpretentious lifestyle.They were simple but dignified.This was despite Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra upbringing in a city where all occasions were celebrated vividly and vigorously.Two of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra sons married during the lifetime of the Promised Messiah as.The other three children married after their father's demise.Had Hadrat Amman Jan ra desired, she could have now been a little more elaborate with their weddings.Yet she chose to adopt the same degree of simplicity that her husband , the Promised Messiah as , had encouraged in all matters.Ho wever, the nature of these weddings did not mean that Hadrat Amman Jan ra was severe and hard - hearted, forbidding any sort of merriment.On the contrary , she was a lively and humorous individual, who enjoyed good songs and poem recitations at weddings.

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109 Hadrat Amman Jan’s ra Kindness to Orphans, the Needy and Students One of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra remarkable qualities was her compassion and kindness towards the needy, which was both an instinctive reflex and part of an ongoing desire to please her Creator, by caring for His Creation.The extent of this philanthropy was outstanding.It was not merely a social project for a few days, but a lifetime ’ s commitment.Hadrat Amman Jan ra raised orphans, young ch ildren and even babies.Not only would she take in one child, sometimes she would "adopt" a whole family of siblings into her household.She not only catered for the physical needs of these orphans (ie food and clothing), but also nurtured their moral, spiritual and intellectual development.She would make them literate and would then instruct them to recite the Holy Qur ’ an, moral stories, or other religious books (some even of the Promised Messiah as ).She would also care for their social well - bei ng.In order to maintain their self - respect and dignity, she would sit alongside them at mealtimes.Significantly, she also directed her children and grandchildren to eat with them.In many ways Hadrat Amman Jan ra was a social reformer as well as a religious leader amongst women, for such practices rejected any class divisions, an integral part of Indian society at the time.Once when her grandson , Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad rh64 , refused to sit with some of the orphans for his dinner, Hadrat Amman Jan r a did not offer him any food.Thus , he learnt a lifelong lesson at a young age, that there are no class divisions amongst humans in the Sight of Allah Almighty.64 Later, Hadrat Khalifatul Masih III ru

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110 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra compassion for th ese individuals meant they became more like her children than mere visitors.Deeply impressive is the fact that Hadrat Amman Jan ra would not only raise these unfortunate persons until adulthood but would also then arrange their marriages.If necessary , she would pay for the expenses herself, indeed fulfilling the meaning of her blessed name “ Nusrat Jahan Begum ” as a " Helper of the World ”.Astonishingly, she would not then dismiss such orphans but would remain in contact with them, ever ready to help them as adults.Indeed, she was more attentive than some biological mothers can be, whose links with their adult children can become more tenuous after they reach adulthood.Hadrat Amman Jan ra sent gifts on the births of the children of the orpha ns she had fostered - just as a loving grandmother would do.Her care for so many people, so meticulous and extensive, makes one incredulous at the thought of how one woman was able to manage a feat of such enormity.Indeed, she was worthy to be the life partner of a prophet of Allah Almighty , as an exemplary Muslim, a model wife, a loving mother and a compassionate guardian.In all aspects of her life , Hadrat Amman Jan ra was conscious of the teachings of the Holy Prophet of Islam sa.She kept these a t the forefront of her mind as indeed did the Promised Messiah as , her husband.Thus , she was aware of the great emphasis in Islam of caring for vulnerable groups in society, as is illustrated in numerous Ahadith.For example, Sahl ibn Sa'ad relates that th e Holy Prophet sa said , “The person who takes care of an orphan, he and me, will be like this in Paradise."

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111 ( At which point the Holy Prophet sa held up his forefinger and middle finger by way of illustration.) ( Sahih Bukhari ) 65 To relate the many cases of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra kindness to orphans and the needy is impossible in limited words and space.Therefore, I shall only highlight some examples to typify the extent of her compassion.The teacher , Sakinatun - Nisa’ , relate d of one p articular young girl Hadrat Amman Jan ra found who was later named “ Raheem Bibi”.She was saved from a life of pitiful destitution and homelessness, when Hadrat Amman Jan ra discovered her.Hadrat Amman Jan ra happened to be visiting a rural village with two female companions.Passing through a narrow backstreet , Hadrat Amman Jan ra spotted a dirty, bedraggled girl sitting there.She was devouring left over pieces of melon which people had thrown away.Hadrat Am man Jan ra enquired about the identity of the girl.Some local ladies explained that the girl's parents had died and that she was dumb.Hadrat Amman Jan ra instructed one of her companions to take the dishevelled girl, a mere six or seven - year - old, back ho me with them to Qadian.At the time, the newly formed girls ’ school was held just below Hadrat Amman Jan's ra house.Sakina Sahibah recollects the reaction of the girls as this dirty creature in rags appeared with Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Some of the girls moved away in fright when they saw such a sight, hardly recogni s able as a "girl".Yet this primitive creature had the blessing to come under the loving care of an auspicious “ s alihah ”.Hadrat Amman Jan ra laughingly dismissed the girls ’ ignorant react ions and explained to them , " T his is an orphan girl without any guardians.It is your job to make her human." Hadrat Amman Jan ra then went upstairs to her rooms and promptly returned with a bottle of “phenyl” (disinfectant), 65 “Gardens of The Righteous” – trans.by M.Zafrulla Khan, Islam International Publications, 1989, p65.

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112 scissors, comb, tunic and trousers, shoes and oil.One of the teachers then washed and groomed the girl.Within half an hour the girl began to look human and even presentable.Within days of being in the company of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , she became a worthy and pleasant individual.She learnt to speak enough to express herself to others.In adulthood , Hadrat Amman Jan ra arranged her marriage.She even provided Raheem Bibi (fondly known as“Heemi” ) with a house, household goods and a buffalo to provide milk - a proof of her infinite generosity as well as her compassion.By the Grace of Allah Almighty , Heemi was then blesse d with four sons.This was the girl who may not have even reached adulthood living in a sordid alleyway, nor have ever spoken a word without the extensive help of a selfless guardian like Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Master Abdul Aziz Khan has related a similar story of how he always saw Hadrat Amman Jan ra caring for some orphan or needy persons within her household.Hadrat Amman Jan ra had the sensitivity which few have of never making such individuals feel obliged for he r favours.She never treated those in her care as servants, as was customary at the time.Master Abdul Aziz relates that when his wife died Hadrat Amman Jan ra took his son and daughter into her loving care.She treated his daughter like a granddaughter and not as a domestic servant.She made a point of instructing her household helpers not to ask the girl to do anything, so that she never felt she was being exploited in her vulnerable state as a motherless girl.Hadrat Amman Jan ra kept her close by her even when she went on excursions.She also provided things for her when the time for her marriage came.

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113 Master Abdul Aziz was so impressed by Hadrat Amman Jan's ra care that he declared that her love for his children and others, was greater and purer than a maternal love.Mothers have an instinctive attachment to their progeny; however , Hadrat Amman Jan's ra kindness and love was instigated by a purer, superior motive, that was to win the pleasure of her Creator.This consistent kindness of Hadrat Amman Jan ra evoked lifelong gratitude for her in the heart of Master Abdul Aziz.He affectionately narrate d that Hadrat Amman Jan ra continued to care for his daughter after her marriage, and then also her husband and children.She ensured to the best of her ability that his daughter and son did not ever feel the loss of their biological mother.In fact , in the words of “ Charagh ” one of the boys she raised, we can understand more lucidly the profound impact Hadrat Amman Jan ra had on the lives of so many.In old age , Charagh related affectionately that Hadrat Amman Jan ra treated him and so many others like her own children.She did not distinguish between the meals of her children and of the orphans in her care.On most of her trips, he had the blessed opportunity to accompany her to places like Ferozpur, Ludhiana, Delhi and Lahore; places he may never have seen by himself.Sometimes , Hadrat Amman Jan ra would send Charagh on an errand to fetch something.She would never ask him in a harsh tone, but as a mother would ask assistance from her son.She would also have clothes made for the children she “fostered”.She even gave them pocket money just as she did her own children.When Charagh married, she asked for the bride's “ doli ” or litter to come to her home first.She then presented the bride with some money and some beautiful cloth.She also gave money to the litter bearers, acting as a welcoming mother - in - law in such a situation.

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114 “ Aminah Begum ” (the wife of Naik Muhammed Khan of Ghazni), also became a well - known resident in Hadrat Amman Jan's ra household.She was adopted from a young age of three or four years and was treated as part of the family.Upon Hadrat Amman Jan's ra death she wrote an a rticle for the first time in her life.It comprised of her recollections of her life with Hadrat Amman Jan ra.This was due to one of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra granddaughters , Sahibzadi Amatul Rashid, who had a dream in which Hadrat Amman Jan ra said to Aminah: " Aminah, get up and state my character." Consequently, she wrote an emotional tribute conveying her love and attachment to Hadrat Amman Jan ra.She expressed how Hadrat Amman Jan ra came and took her from her house when her mot her died at the tender age of three or four.(Her father had already passed away.) Hadrat Amman Jan ra displayed the love of a genuine mother.She used to bathe her and then diligently rubbed milk and oil into her hair, to prevent her scalp becoming dry.Sh e also regularly checked her hair for headlice.Aminah Begum reminisce d how Hadrat Amman Jan ra did all these chores with great happiness, smiling contentedly.She commented about Hadrat Amman Jan ra , "Her behaviour towards me always remained extremely attentive, sometimes even real mothers can get tired of caring for their own children.B ut Hadrat Amman Jan ra always happily and cheerfully cared for me in this manner." 66 Aminah Begum continue d that as she grew up, Hadrat Amman Jan ra fulfilled her academic and moral needs.Firstly, Hadrat Amman Jan ra personally taught her the basic Islamic principles and the 66 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, p166.

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115 prayers of “Salat” with translation.She then sent her to a teacher Maryam Sahibah, to learn the Holy Qur ’ an.Aminah was also admitted into a school.Hadrat Amman Jan ra would then make her read short stories aloud in Urdu and made corrections as and when needed.Once her Urdu had improved , she then advanced to the books of the Promised Messiah as , whose writings Hadrat Amman Jan emphasised.On the completion of the Holy Qur ’ an , Hadrat Amman Jan ra organised a special “ Amin ” function for Aminah with great care, and with the sincere joy of a proud parent.She also asked her daughter , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum , to compose some couplets especially for the occasion.Hadrat Amman Jan ra also taught her household management skills.She sacrificed her time to teach Aminah Begum both sewing and cooking.She taught her small but essential skills like threading a needle and making chappatis (unleavened bread).Undertaking the responsibilities of a parent, she arranged her marriage in a good family with Naik Muhammad Khan of Gh azni, Afghanistan.She organised her wedding wardrobe and linen with the same love and attention to detail, as she would show her own daughters.She even bestowed Aminah Begum with something from her own wedding collection; six plates engraved with her fir st name “Nusrat”, that Aminah Begum cherished all her life.Most people can offer kindness temporarily , but Hadrat Amman Jan's ra outstanding quality was that her kindness knew no bounds and was constant.People often make close attachments during periods of their lives but only a few of these ties endure the vicissitudes of time.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra ongoing and extensive compassion is thus truly inspirational.She never appeared to tire

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116 of her selfless efforts to help others, nor did she limit her goodness.Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s kindness ra radiated not only throughout Qadian, but also seemed to filter through many generations of families.It is truly amazing how Hadrat Amman Jan ra cared for Aminah Begum , an orphan girl of no infl uence , and continued to do so even after her marriage.Most people would consider that once a woman acquires a natural guardian in a husband , she is self - sufficient.Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not.In the true fashion of an ever - loving mother, she continued to treat Aminah Begum like a daughter.For example, she would send her “ Eidi ” 67 on “Eid” festivals.Furthermore, when Aminah was about to give birth to her first child , Abdul Hameed, she invited her back into her own house to take care of her, as was traditional for expectant daughters.When the baby was born , Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra called the “Adhan ” 68 in the baby's ear.69 Meanwhile , Hadrat Amman Jan ra following another sunnat of the Holy Prophet, dabbed some honey on the baby's tongue like a proud parent.Aminah Begum also state d that Hadrat Amman Jan ra showed great affection for her children, often cradling them in her lap when they were babies.As they grew up, her children would request Hadrat Amman Jan ra to pray for their exams.She would sincerely do so and when they came running to her with news of their successes, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would reward them with sweets and money.When her grandson , Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad ru , left to study in England, 67 i e money gifts traditionally given by older relatives on the festival of "Eid - ul - Fitr".68 The Muslim Call to Prayer.69 A practice of the Holy Prophet sa often performed by an Imam, the father, or elder of a family.

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117 Hadrat Amman Jan ra also sincerely prayed that Abdul Hameed be blessed with the same opportunity to go to England in the pursuit of knowledge.It is thus hardly surprising that Aminah Begum herself desired to spend as much time as possible with Hadrat Amman Jan ra - her mother in all practical terms.Fortunately, she had the blessing to return some of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra lifelong kindness to her in her old age, having the honour to care for her during her fina l illness.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra kindness was not limited to the orphans she welcomed into her home.She would also routinely provide a dinner for orphans on a weekly basis.She personally helped to cook the meal by making fresh “rotis”.Her granddaughter , Sahibzadi Amatul Mateen , recollect ed that the guests of these dinners included disabled children.Hadrat Amman Jan ra would lay out a large tablecloth for them on the floor, (all her children routinely ate like this at home).Appetising d ishes like “pulao” rice traditionally served at weddings and special occasions, would be distributed.It is touching to learn that the smallest, most frail children would be served first.Hadrat Amman Jan ra equally cared for the vulnerable adults in socie ty, be they financially deprived, widows or even prisoners.The lower floor of her house was always busy with the traffic of people coming and going.No one arriving at a mealtime would leave without eating.Meals came from the “ Langar Khanah ” (Community kitchen).If someone arrived unexpectedly night or day, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would personally send a meal for them.Hadrat Amman Jan ra lovingly cared for widows and several lived with her long term.They enjoyed the comfort and security of her hospitality, along with their children.A small incident illustrates

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118 the consideration Hadrat Amman Jan ra showed to such ladies.On one occasion , a widow known as “ Banu ” living with Hadrat Amman Jan ra cooked a dish for her.She had mistakenly added too much salt or chilli to the food.Consequently, Hadrat Amman Jan ra had to spit out the food into a nearby spitting basin.70 Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not exclaim or complain but remained quietly composed.She told the ladies in her company not to tell Banu what had occurred, being sensitive to her emotional state at the time.She explained to the ladies that Banu was grieving for the recent loss of her husband during the P artition of India and so should not be further distressed.It appears that Hadrat Amman Jan ra strived to do good deeds almost every minute of her day and at every opportunity.Her kindness also extended to strangers.Surprisingly innovative, Hadrat Amman Jan ra tried to continuously extend the boundaries of her good deeds.Her idea to feed prisoners (those who had committed minor crimes such as petty theft), also demonstrates how social welfare was one of the priorities in her life.Hadrat Amman Jan ra donated 50 rupees (a significant amount), to provide a delicious meal for such prisoners.She also performed another great social service; due to her honest and just reputation , people would often ask her to safeguard their money.This she did with great responsibility and integrity.Furthermore, she would utilise these trusts to give loans to the destitute, but only in genuine cases and not to habitual borrowers.Hadrat Amman Jan ra also cared for the social needs of any students she came across living in Qadian.Seith Yusuf Alah Din Sahib relate d that he came to Qadian at a young age in the pursuit of 70 Spitting basins were used whilst eating “paan” (betel leaf).

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119 knowledge.He would feel homesick, however his spirits would be lifted in the company of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , who again behaved towards him like " a true mother ".Considering his lonely situation, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would let him sit in her company for hours.At mealtimes she would feed him and talk so kindly, that his longing for home would dissolve.The situation of students is indeed comparable to that of orphans and those who are financially needy.Helping them is also a directive of the Holy Qur ’ an as Hadrat Amman Jan ra evidently discerned.Similarly, she cared for the young Sheikh Muhammad Ahmad Sahib.He narrate d that when he came to Qadian as a student, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would bestow 100 rupees on him every year for his academic expenses until he finally completed his studies.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra care for anyone in need was displayed on a daily basis, in various ways.She would fulfil the financial, social and moral needs of whosoever required them.Her self - sacrifice and financial help of others was outstanding and difficult to equal, let alone surpass.Abdur R a h eem Sharma relate d that Hadrat Mirza Sharif Ahmad ra had given one of the quarters of his house to him and his family to reside in.He relate d that they financially struggled.When Hadrat Amman Jan ra learnt of their scanty supply of milk, she felt it acutely.Consequently, she benevolently sent them one of her own cows of good breeding, which then provided them with approximately 15 times more milk than what they had previously produced.Sharma Sahib recollect ed that the cow also brought other great blessings to their household, as upon its arrival their general situation improved.

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120 Indeed, from the multitude of accounts of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra good deeds, it is evident th at she was a true humanitarian.She helped others sincerely and without any ulterior motives, except to please Her Creator.It was an acknowledgement of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra lifelong commitment to serving humanity, that Hadrat Khalifatul Masih III ru was to name a pioneering humanitarian scheme “ The Nusrat Jahan Scheme ” in 1970.By launching it, Hudur desired to open a substantial number of schools, hospitals, clinics and missions in West Africa, where he had recently toured.By the end of Hudur ’ s Kh ilafat in 1982 , 45 schools, 7 medical centres, 137 mosques and 125 missions had been established in 5 West African countries.71 The scheme continues to flourish today, as there are now 41 medical institutes established, as well as Homeopathic clinics and a herbal medicine clinic in Ghana.It is one example of how the righteous actions of our predecessors can continue to benefit, influence and inspire us decades later.We too should conduct ourselves in such a manner that our grandch ildren like those of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , commemorate our good deeds in the future, Insha Allah.71 These were Ghana, Nigeria, Liberia, Gambia and Sierra Leone.

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121 Respect for Teachers B oth the Promised Messiah as and Hadrat Amman Jan ra had a great respect and appreciation for knowledge and education and thus regarded the status of teachers as distinguished and venerable.They both strived to instil this attitude in their children.The deference with which both the Promised Messiah as and Hadrat Amman Jan ra entertained the teachers of their children provoked embarrassment and astonishment in such persons, as they considered this job a great honour and privilege.Mahmood Ahmad ‘ Irfaani Sahib has related that his fathe r , Mian Yaqoob ‘ Ali Sahib, 72 narrated to him with tears in his eyes of the reception the Promised Messiah as gave him, when he went to teach his son , Hadrat Mirza Bashir ud Din Mahmood Ahmad ra.He was truly amazed at the polite and respectful welcome of the Promised Messiah as , who reassured him that he would take care of any of his needs.Mian Yaqoob ‘ Ali Sahib expressed that it was his good fortune to have the opportunity to serve the Promised Messiah ’ s as family.However, the Promised Messiah as replied , " N o , it is necessary to look after one's teacher also." Yaqoob ‘ Ali Sahib then went into Mubarak Mosque to teach the young Mahmood (later Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra ).The Promised Messiah as reappeared from Baitul - Fikr (another room in the mosque), with a tray of tea and biscuits for him.Yaqoob ‘ Ali Sahib was so overcome with embarrassment that he found it difficult to speak.When he had composed himself, he asked the Promised Messiah as why he had troubled himself so much.The Promised Mess iah as replied , "It is vital to attend to one's teachers and in this way children also learn this." 72 Both father and son wrote the first biography of Hadrat Amman Jan in 1945.

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122 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra attitude in this regard was identical to that of the Promised Messiah as.In a humorous incident Hadrat Amman Jan ra showed a corresponding respect for ‘ Irfaani Sahib ’ s wife, when she happened to be visiting with some other ladies.The young “ Mian Mahmood ” came into the room and in the mischief of youth, dropped a rubber snake on the floor.‘ Irfaani Sahib ’ s wife turned pale with fright and began trembling.Hadrat Amman Jan ra reproached her son , "Mian Mahmood, this is the wife of your teacher.What h ave you done!" Mian Mahmood replied contritely , " Amman Jan, I made a mistake." Then , Hadrat Amman Jan ra comforted ‘Irfaani Sahib ’ s wife, reassuring her that the snake was only a toy.Similarly, Master Muhammad Ibrahim Sahib (BA) who taught Hadrat Amman Jan 's ra daughters and daughters - in - law, has written that on the birth of his daughter, Hadrat Amman Jan ra came and visited his humble abode.After that , she would come every so often and enquire after the health of his children.Hadrat Amman Jan ra would arrive without any formality or pretension, walking herself to their house.On one occasion , she sat down on an old stool.Consequently, Master Sahib ’ s mother brought her a chair.However, Hadrat Amman Jan ra insisted that Master Sahib ’ s elderly mot her sit on it.Master Sahib has related that he had the honour to teach many of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra grandchildren as well and that Hadrat Amman Jan ra always referred to him and his family with great affection and happiness, as if they were part of her fam ily.He concluded that this was to show her appreciation of them.

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123 Chaudhry Fateh Muhammad Siyal Sahib related that his wife , Hajira Begum , was blessed with a good knowledge and insight of the translation and meaning of the Holy Qur ’ an.Th us , she was requested to teach it to Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra and Sayyedah Amatul Salam Sahibah ra (daughter of Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra ).Upon completion of the Holy Qur ’ an by the two girls, the couple were amazed when Hadrat Amman Jan ra bestowed a gold necklace upon Hajira Begum as a “ T hank you” gift.They had never previously taken any payment for their help, yet they accepted the distinguished gift (Siyal Sahib estimated that it would be worth a minimum 300 rupees).They considered it i nvaluable as a special sign, a means of receiving blessings and a reward from Allah Almighty.This incident illustrates the extent to which the Promised Messiah as and Hadrat Amman Jan ra valued and respected teachers.Indeed , they recogni s ed that there can be no greater gift that a person can bestow than the knowledge and understanding of Allah Almighty ’ s book - the Holy Qur ’ an.Finally, another incident which illustrate d Hadrat Amman Jan's ra appreciation for the providers of knowl edge is related by Sakinatun - Nisa’ Begum Sahibah.When Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra was five or six years of age, Hadrat Amman Jan ra requested her to teach her daughter to read and write Urdu.During this period , Hadrat Amman Jan ra catered for all her requirements so that she had no worries or needs.When Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra married, Hadrat Amman Jan ra gave Sakinatun - Nisa’ some land in acknowledgement of the education she had provided for her daughter.She told Sakina Sahibah to build a house on it.This tremendous act again displayed Hadrat Amman Jan's ra immense generosity and appreciation of education.Her generosity

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124 was beyond our modern - day comprehension of the word.We live in an era and culture in which teachers can become the objects of derision by dissatisfied parents.The disparity between our concept of generosity and that of the Promised Messiah as and Hadrat Amman Jan ra , is indeed a cause for reflection and self - improvement.

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125 H adrat Amman Jan's ra Moral Training of Children Addressing ladies , Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra often gave some very pertinent and fundamental guidance concerning the moral training of children.This advice was a reflection of his own upbringing and his mother - Hadrat Amman Jan's ra attitude towards this highly important task.His comments illustrate the profound impact Hadrat Amman Jan ra had upon his character, faith and moral values.It is also apparent that Hadrat Amman Jan ra deeply influenced the views of both Hadrat Khalifatul Masih III ru and Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV ru , regarding the moral training of children.This influence can be discerned but only highlighted in the forthcomin g pages.Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra advised the ladies of the Ahmadi Jama'at that if they wished to permanently instil great faith in their children, a task even greater than the conquests of famous generals and kings , then they and they alone, were capable of doing so.This indeed was a great tribute to mothers and an acknowledgement of the magnitude of their work in the moral training of children.Elaborating on this huge responsibility, Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra stated , “If a woman decides that she is going to make the future generation righteous rather than barbaric, then how can Satan capture them?” 73 Hudur made an interesting point illustrating the remarkable impact women can have upon children.He said that men are usually unsuccessful in th eir resistance to Satan.At best men can reform 73 Extract taken from “Al Azhar le Zawatil Khimar” compiled by Hadrat Syedah Maryam Siddiqa, in the “Al Nusrat” Khilafat Centenary Edition, p29.

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126 one generation and make them righteous.H owever , it is women who have the capacity to revolutionise a whole future generation , “…it is only women who can challenge Satan permanently.If women decide that they are going to make the future generations servants of religion , then who will Satan corrupt? The future generation is not influenced by Satan but by their mothers, but mothers can make the mistake of letting them go so that they become the bait hunted by Satan…You must understand your responsibilities.” 74 He continued that we should aspire to make our near ones and relatives exceed those before them, in the extent of their righteousness and capacity for sacrifice.This would indeed establish Allah Almighty ’ s teaching in this world, until the advent of the Hereafter.Hudur pointed out that even the eminent Muslim leaders of the past did not have this intrinsic skill, which is within women to instil faith in their offspring.Because a woman teaches a child to speak and is his first contact with human nature and all human ex periences, he initially learns everything from her.Thus, she can become the means for establishing the “ Kingdom ” of Allah Almighty on earth as it is in the heavens.This appreciation and acknowledgement by Hudur of the fundamental role a woman plays in the upbringing of a child , suggests that his mother Hadrat Amman Jan ra did indeed greatly influence Hudur.(Although he was also exceptionally blessed to have the auspicious guidance of his father a prophet, - the Promised Messiah as.) This is corroborated by Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV ru in his book " Sawaneh Fazl - e - Umar ", that Hadrat Amman Jan ra fulfilled a fundamental role in the moral training of Hadrat Musleh 74 ibid.

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75 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p584.127 Mau ’ ud ra , in addition to the profound influence of the Promised Messiah as.Hudur pointed out that Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra was one of those few fortunate people in the world who a re blessed with two parents that a re both able to provide good moral training.Both parents had the same out look regarding this and similar temperaments.This was a principal reason for his successful training.As Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV ru observed; the mere fact of clashing natures in two parents can cause " deep cracks " in the upbringi ng of a child.Indeed, he continued that it was an extraordinary Divine favour from Allah Almighty that Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra was blessed with a noble mother who was skilled in moral training to the highest degree.Furthermore, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was also deeply influenced by her husband ’ s Godliness and purity and she was in complete compliance with the views of the Promised Messiah as.75 Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV ru reminisce d that he had the blessing of knowing Hadrat Amman Jan ra for 24 years.He recall ed that her guidance was in “ simple and yet impressive words ” that affected people.The ways of pretence and “showing off” were unknown to her..." H er speech was filled with love and fragranced with truth ".Because she was so soft hearted, she would have to affect anger in order to admonish children if they misbehaved.After her scoldings , the children including himself would laugh and comment how Hadrat Amman Jan ra had displayed apparent anger in order to reproach them.Thus, the children never felt hurt by their grandmother.The softness of her heart was so great that even if she was compelled to utter some harsh words, Hadrat Amman Jan ra then always tried to compensate the children by pleasing them in some other way.

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At the Indonesian Jalsa of July 2002, Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV ru addressed the Lajna and said that a good method for the successful moral training of our children would be to follow the excellent example of Hadrat Amman Jan ra.He stated , " If you wish to save your children from evil influences then follow the pure examp le of Hadrat Amman Jan ra.This prescription is without fail; and whoever follows it will be successful." 76 In this speech , Hudur mentioned the following salient points: he emphasised that Hadrat Amman Jan ra firstly insisted that her children must never lie despite fearing the worst consequences.She taught that falsehood is indeed a form of " shirk " (idolatry), because the perpetrator does it out of fear of an individual or punishments, which they perceive as greater than Allah Almighty.Hudur said that Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not stress anything more in her children than “ developing a repulsion for deceit.” Secondly, like Hadrat Amman Jan ra and the Promised Messiah as , parents should ensure that their children feel that they have belief and confidence in them.This instils self - confidence and high self - esteem in them.Children believe that if their parents respect them so too will others.Thirdly, Hadrat Amman Jan ra emphasised the importance of prayer.She prayed continuously, day and night.Almost every utterance and action became a prayer on Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra lips.For example, whilst eating with any of her grandchildren she would put a morsel of food in their mouth uttering , " Oh Allah Almighty make his/her fortune good.” Also, if one of the children was leaving the house Hadrat Amman Jan ra would bid farewell with a prayer , " Go, and may Allah Almighty be your Protector and Helper." She also instructed them to offer the greeting of "Salam" as they entered 128

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and left the house.77 As mentioned earlier, Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV ru directed that it is vital that both parents have similar views concerning the training of their children, for its successful implementation.Indeed, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was completely in alliance with the views of the Promised Messiah as and she trained their children in accordance with his direction and in full support of his wishes.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra comm ented that after analysing all types of people she had found that no one excelled her mother in terms of moral training.Although she had no formal education, her principles, etiquettes and morals were superior to those of others, which she felt was a spec ial blessing from Allah Almighty and a consequence of the training of Allah Almighty ’ s Messiah, - her husband.She also relate d that her father (the Promised Messiah as ) had great confidence in his children and never expressed any doubts about them.Consequently, the Promised Messiah ’ s as children always felt too ashamed to ever do anything contrary to his will.More importantly, they never hid anything from their parents.Upon reflection, we can see the importance of parents ’ trust in establishing an honest, open relationship with their children.If children become averse to keeping secrets, then good moral training is a greater possibility.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra continue d to relate that their father (the Promised Messiah as ), would listen to them as attentively as if they were respected elders of the Community.This indeed is an important lesson for parents to learn.Arrogance and domination 77 The Muslim greeting which means " Peace be upon you”.129

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is not a prerogative of parents and can lead to the breakdown in a parent - child relationship.If the Promised Messiah as , the greatest personage of this era, could display such humility and forbearance towards his children, then we have absolutely no justification but to do the same.The Promised Messiah as would often earnestly ask his daughter , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra , if she had seen a dream recently.She would also volunteer any dreams she had seen.Her willingness to confide in her father illustrates the mutual trust between this parent and child.Part of the reason for this good relationship was the fact that the Promised Messiah as listened attentively and would seriously consider her dreams and tried to interpret them.He did not dismiss them as a child's trivial imaginings.The Promised Messiah as would advise his children about righteous ways and would keep a watchful eye on them but would abstain from petty criticism and constant snubbing.If he did have to explain something or gently admonish them, he ensured that he did this privately rather than in public.Hadrat Amman Jan ra followed this approach.She expressed this attitude in the wise words , "Do not say to a child “listen” all the time, but then when you do say it, then enforce what you say so the child develops the habit of obedience.However, do not bother him all the time." 78 Hadrat Amman Jan ra would firmly emphasise grievous wrongs despite her soft nature.She conveyed to her children the gravity and abhorrence of lying and exaggeration.78 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, p589, quoted from Misbah , December 1961 - January 1962 130

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Two incidents are related by Hadrat Amman Jan's grandchildren, which illustrate her accurate assessment of the finer sensibilities of children.They show how she cared for and protected children within the boundaries of truth, whilst avoiding embarrassing them.Sahibzadi Qudsia Begum has mentioned her grandmother's astonishing wisdom and insight.She reflect ed that despite having no formal education or degrees, elders like Hadrat Amman Jan ra were able to assess the psychology of children.On one occasion at a family wedding, Qudsia Begum remembers attending a dinner at her great uncle's house, Hadrat Mir Muhammad Ismail Sahib.A large white tablecloth was spread over a dinner table.Most of her family were present.One relative asked the young Qudsia Begum to pass a dish of curry.Qudsia Begum dropped the dish as young children are prone to do.She felt utterly embarrassed in her great uncle's house, as they only occasionally visited.Hadrat Amman Jan ra perceived this and to remove her discomfort she remarked to the adult who had asked for the dish; " Don't you know, she is just recovering from a fever ?” (Earlier, she had been suffering from malaria).“She is still weak…how can she carry such a heavy dish? Why did you ask her to pass such a dish?” 79 Qudsia Begum relates that she was at that time no longer suffering from the symptoms of malaria but much more from acute embarrassment, which her kind grandmother helped to alleviate.Qudsia Begum has also commented that in her role as a grandmother, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was most kind and caring.She relates that she was a very shy and reserved child and whenever she wished to ask her parents for anything she would ponder over it for days.However, with her grandmother she felt so close and relaxed that she could ask and even childishly argue for things 79 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p590.131

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from her.Sometimes, she and her cousins wou ld demand a scarf or some pretty material from Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Initially, she would say "no " but as they left to go home , she would usually hand it to them as they went.Asifa Masuda Begum has related similar incidents from her childhood.She also recounts how they would bother their grandmother for snacks like pine nuts and roasted chickpeas , even whilst she rested.Yet , Hadrat Amman Jan ra would never reproach them for their childish petulance.After expressing some mock anger , she would let them have what they demanded.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra granddaughter , Sahibzadi Amatul Mateen Begum , has related that once whilst she visited Lahore with her grandmother, they were invited to a meal with a relative of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra daughter - in - law, Had rat Umme Nasir Sahibah ra.The hosts had set out a new, costly dinner set.Amatul Mateen Begum in her childish carelessness, dropped one of the pieces of crockery on the floor.Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not harshly admonish her but simply said; " Take care ".She then apologized to the host that her granddaughter had broken one of their expensive plates.Their host graciously responded that children do have such accidents.Hadrat Amman Jan ra said nothing further about it to her granddaughter.Another example of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra great kindness is presented by her great granddaughter, Amatul Haleem Begum.During the turbulent time of the partition of India, Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra asked Amatul Haleem Begum's parents to remain in Qadian for some time.So, she and her two siblings were sent to Lahore with Hadrat Amman Jan ra.She recalls how considerate her 132

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great - grandmother was, always acutely aware that she was the youngest child separated from their parents.She would call Amatul Haleem Begum to her room every evening and would treat her to either sweets or "Mithai" (eastern sweetmeats), despite their lack of money.She would tell her great - granddaughter to eat her dinner alongside her and would then give her a sweet treat.Sometimes Amatul Haleem Begum would leave her dinner, fully aware that Hadrat Amman Jan ra was too kind t o deny her her treats.Amatul Haleem Sahibah relates that she would eagerly anticipate Hadrat Amman Jan ra calling her into her room in the evenings.Sometimes her great - grandmother would ask her to press her feet.She usually avoided this job; aware that Hadrat Amman Jan's ra love for her meant that this would not affect her grandmother ’ s kindness to her.Because of this great kindness, Hadrat Amman Jan's ra children and grandchildren were most receptive to any advice that she gave them.Amatul Haleem Sahibah has related that her great - grandmother would give advice sitting, standing and in her everyday conversation.Her pleasant manner of speech meant that she was neither didactic nor patronising, and thus her advice had great gravity.Amatul Hal eem Sahibah remembers three pieces of advice that she was given by Hadrat Amman Jan ra : 1) She should pray for her good fortune and future.2) She should cover her legs.3) She should avoid debts as her grandmother warned; “ Debt is a curse.Do not take a debt and do not give loans.They are both a curse.May Allah Almighty save us from such things!" Hadrat Amman Jan's ra infinite kindness towards her children and grandchildren was tempered by the fact that she developed in them the habit of doing small jobs, from a young age.This was in order 133

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to encourage the important habits of self - sufficiency and working hard, whilst discouraging idleness and laziness.Sahibzadi Amatul Mateen has related that in Delhozi in the afternoons when the children would be playing outside, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would call her into her room.She would give her a tray filled with lentils and rice grains mixed together.Curiously, she would ask her granddaughter to separate the two foods.Amatul Mateen Sahibah recall ed doing this exercise speedily.However, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would again mix up the grains, and would ask Amatul Mateen Sahibah to repeat the process three or four times.She would then let her granddaughter go out to play again.In this way , Hadrat Amman Jan ra subtly developed many good qualities.Firstly, she developed the habit of obedience in her granddaughter.Secondly, she increased her granddaughter ’ s level of concentration and patience an d thirdly, she encouraged the habit of performing domestic chores.These were all essential qualities that Hadrat Amman Jan ra sought to develop in her granddaughter which were undoubtedly invaluable to her in adult life.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra self - sufficiency was apparent in her own nature.Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad ru (Hadrat Khalifatul Masih III), related that even during his grandmother's illness , when there would be three or four household helpers in her presence, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would sti ll fetch herself a glass of water.Sometimes , it would be painful to watch her do so in her immense weakness.However , Hadrat Amman Jan ra would insist commenting; "While I have the strength why should I get others to work for me?" 134

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This habit of self - sufficiency became ingrained in Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad rh.He recollects that during his life in Lahore (as the principal of Talim - ul - Islam College), if he got thirsty in the office , he would fetch his own water.One day a non - Ahmadi man visited him from Karachi.He had served as the secretary of Sir Chaudhry Muhammad Zafrullah Khan.He addressed Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad ru incredulously, " I have heard that w hen you are thirsty you do not call anyone instead you help yourself." Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad ru replied, " T hat is just my habit".Growing up in Hadrat Amman Jan's household , Hudur did not consider this a major oddity or a demeaning habit.He recalls how the visitor thought that this behaviour made Ahmadis very different from other people.(Domestic help was and still is customary in Pakistan.) Hudur then reflected that indeed those people absorbed in embracing Ahmadiyyat do become different; t hey do not remain like average people because their every word and action become imbued with a special quality, as they try and follow the example of the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa in minute detail.The lasting impression that Hadrat Amman Jan's ra moral training was to make upon Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad ru , who spent his childhood with her, is reflected by the observations of a fellow college friend , Dr Abdur Rashid.He recollect ed that Hudur displayed three special qualities during their time as st udents: Firstly, Hudur had a wonderful ability to help his friends during crises and problems, pointing out the positive aspects of the trials of life.This positive outlook helped his fellow students to avoid moods of despair and depression.Indeed, we c an consider how Hadrat Amman Jan's ra own exemplary fortitude and patience during 135

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difficult times and her complete submission to the Will of Allah Almighty, was reflected in this grandson.Secondly, Hudur had a wonderfully cheerful, gentle and witty disposition , according to his college friend.As he spoke , he would often relate things in a humorous style with a smiling face and bright, merry eyes that were magically captivating.Again , from this description , we perceive the similarity between Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad ru and his grandmother.He had a magnetic and endearing personality like Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Thirdly, Dr Abdul Rashid related that Hudur had the good practice never to indulge in backbiting.If he did notice a shortcoming in a friend , he would comment upon it in a light - hearted style, so as not to cause offence.During his childhood, Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad ru also related another signifi cant lesson that he learned from his grandmother.As we have read, Hadrat Amman Jan ra raised many orphans in her household.She would lay out a tablecloth on the floor of one of the larger rooms and serve d them all dinner.On one occasion , Hudur refused to eat his meal with the orphans.Hadrat Amman Jan ra responded simply but effectively by not offering her grandson any food that day.This taught Mirza Nasir Ahmad r u the lifelong lessons of equality and humility.We can best learn from Hudur's ow n words , the great moral values his grandmother imparted to him.Hudur related that Hadrat Amman Jan ra taught him , "All people are Allah Almighty's people.T he teachings of religion have taught us to protect the human rights and dignity of all men.We should love and care for everyone.We should not look to see who is rich and who is poor, who is very 136

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influential, who an orphan child.All are equal in the eyes of Allah Almighty and all are dear to Allah Almighty, and religion has taught us to love all.Your actions (ie Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ) were always teaching us this lesson, and in our ears we would hear words that Allah Almighty will Insha ’ Allah make Ahmadiyyat victorious throughout the world… " 80 Addressing the Khuddam 81 in 1967, Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad ru summed up the way of life we should all be living , which indeed epitomised the lifestyle of his beloved grandmother.Hudur said , " L ead a simple life and a very humble one and don't look down upon others." This simple and humble life was instilled in Hudur at an early age by Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Although she showered her family with love and kindness, she also established a simple lifestyle for them to follow.Often at lunchtime , Hadrat Mirza Nasir Ahmad ru and his cousins would eat by the stove in the kitchen.Their grandmother would sometimes make them "rotis" herself.In the evenings , they would eat in a larger room either from a tablecloth on the floo r or from a small table.In the summer , they would eat outside in the courtyard on top of a wooden bench - like table.The room in which they ate would also be the room in which they slept on the floor.In November 1989 , Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV ru (another grandson of Hadrat Amman Jan ra ), delivered a Friday Sermon in which he expressed that for the building of religious communities and nations two things are of great importance.T hey are , one's relationship with Allah Almighty and then one's relatio nship with man.In order to create successful spiritual communities, it is imperative that the 80 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, p611, Mash ’ al - e - Rah , vol.2, p65.81 Auxiliary organisation of young men in the Ahmadiyya Muslim Community.137

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foundations are strong.Hudur advised that this would not be possible unless our moral qualities match the standard of those of the Holy Prophet of Islam sa.Hudur said that the Promised Messiah as had been successful in reintroducing these moral values , revealed 1400 years ago.Hudur also elaborated some basic moral qualitie s that we should try to inculcate in our characters; they being truthfulness, gentle and pious speech, fortitude, sympathy, resolve and courage.Addressing the auxiliary organisations of the Jama ’ at, Hudur directed that they try to instil these moral qualities in their members, to benefit not only this generation but the future of mankind.What is remarkable about this list of qualities is that they were all fundamental traits of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra character.Indeed, they were als o the qualities that she tried to instil in both her biological and spiritual children.From Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV ’ s rh speech it appears that he was deeply influenced by the moral training he saw and received from his grandmother, Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Below are some incidents which illustrate how Hadrat Amman Jan ra continuously strived to instil these qualities in others, by both her personal example and advice.The strong emphasis Hadrat Amman Jan ra placed upon truthfulness has already been mentione d.She always stated that her children spoke the truth.Consequently, her children have related that they never dared do otherwise.All of them felt it was too shameful to even contemplate lying.Indeed, they fulfilled what Allah Almighty has declared in the Holy Qur ’ an that those people who receive Allah Almighty's blessings will be of four categories: “ T he Prophets, the Truthful, the Martyrs and the Righteous.” 82 82 The Holy Qur’an – A n - Nisa’ 4:70 138

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The importance of speaking the truth has been reiterated by Hadrat Khalifatul Masih V atba in his address at the annual conference in Nigeria, May 2008.H udur reminded us that it is a clear moral injunction in the Holy Qur ’ an that we “ shun false speech ”.83 He also reminded us that mothers have a very high status alongside which they have great responsibilities.His remarks echoed those of both Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra and Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV ru when he commented : “A woman is an architect of the future generation.If a woman acquires the habit of telling lies, the whole generation will be involved in this evil habit.” 84 Thus , the emphatic stress th at four khulafa of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra progeny have made concerning truthfulness, indicates the great importance this “ Mother of the Faithful ” gave to this moral virtue.The second moral quality which Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV ru highlighted was gentle and pious speech.By the use of good and polite language much anger, hurt and discontent , can be avoided in society.Rude speech reflects one's inner thoughts; and such a habit can become a hindrance from even contemplating good deeds in one's mind.Furthermore, good speech encourages mutual respect and most importantly obedience, which is a vital component of a parent - child relationship.Amatul Qayyum Sahibah of Germany related concerning Hadrat Amman Jan's ra speech, 83 The Holy Qur ’ an – al - Hajj 22: 31.84 “The Review of Religions” – Vol 103, Issue 08, p16.139

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"I never saw her admonish anyone or get angry with them.If she ne eded to say anything she would say it with great wisdom.In the house with servants, other ladies of good families...and the various people who lived downstairs...if ever any unpleasant incident occurred , she would patiently overlook the episode." 85 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra granddaughter , Sahibzadi Amatul Mateen , relate d that her grandmother was always polite and encouraged this etiquette in them from a young age.She recall ed that she once came to her grandmother's house and Hadrat Amman Jan ra enquired if her father (Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra ) was sleeping.She replied that he had "got up ".Hadrat Amman Jan ra gently rebuked her that she should have used the politer term "woken up " rather than “ got up ” about her father.Similarly, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would gently advise the ladies in the Community to use polite speech.Once, a lady came to her to request Hadrat Amman Jan ra to pray for her son.He had passed his medical exam two years previously but was still at home despite this and the mother remarked that he was , " C ompletely useless and unemployed." Hadrat Amman Jan ra corrected the lady , " He is not useless.He serves the family of the Promised Messiah as.This is a blessed opportunity from Allah Almighty.Y es , he is unemployed, but Allah Almighty will indeed give him employment." 85 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p334, quoted from Misbah , special number 140

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Thus, Hadrat Amman Jan ra highlighted the positive aspects of the boy without condemning him.Her perceptive comment illustrates how we should be very attentive to the language we use and should avoid criticism of others.Such a habit indeed breeds intolerance of others and can encourage pride and arrogance.It is not "pious" speech, nor is it conducive to creating a peaceful and spiritual society.Another lady has written that she became aware of how conscious Hadrat Amman Jan ra was of imbuing good manners in her family whilst visiting Hadrat Amman Jan's ra house.On the occasion, one of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra granddaughters carelessly walked past the lady, so that her shawl accidentally hit her.Hadrat Amman Jan ra gave her granddaughter a harsh look and then admonished her, which caused the visiting lady great embarrassment.She felt sorry that Hadrat Amman Jan's ra granddaughter was reproached for such a minor mistake.However, it revealed to her the extent to which Hadrat Amman Jan ra was concerned about instilling good manners and social etiquettes in her family, despite the fact that a little rough jostling in a busy household was considered acceptable.Hadrat Amman Jan ra tried to instil other polite and virtuous habits in her family.For example, she taught her children to say " A ss alamo ‘ Alaikum" upon waking up and returning from school.She would also make them recite , " Bismillahir - Rahmanir - Rahim " (" In the Name of Allah Almighty, The Gracious, The Merciful ") before beginning a meal.The third moral virtue that Hudur endorsed was fortitude.This means displaying courage in the face of adversity.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra whole life was filled with great tr ials and tribulations, which she endured whilst displaying this virtue to the highest degree.141

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Indeed , as an individual she was a personification of this great moral, manifesting it repeatedly.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was aware that Allah Almighty has taught us in the Holy Qur ’ an that He shall test man with the loss of wealth and lives.Furthermore, only true b elievers shall successfully remain steadfast and thus be verified as such.Many such references include A l - Baqarah 2:156 - 157 , “And We will try you with something of fear and hunger, and loss of wealth and lives, and fruits; but give glad tidings to the patient, who, when a misfortune overtakes them, say, ‘ Surely, to Allah we belong and to Him shall we return.’ " And later it is stated , “And We will surely try you until We distinguish those among you who strive (for the cause of) Allah Almighty, and those who are steadfast.And We will make known the facts about you." (Surah Muhammad 4 7 :32) These are two of many Divine Declarations relating to this matter in the Holy Qur ’ an.People displaying fortitude will thus be rewarded eternally in the Hereafter.Hadrat Amman Jan ra appreciated the vital importance of instilling this quality in her children.As we have read, Hadrat Amman Jan ra did this primarily through her own exemplary conduct.The loss of one child can be devastating for a mother, but Hadrat Amman Jan ra steadfastly endured the loss of five children.The loss of the Promised Messiah as , the leader of her personal world as well as the Ahmadiyya Muslim Community (which would reach global proportions), was also another devastating trial that she had prayed she would never have to face.In her domestic sphere, Hadrat Amman Jan ra also bore the loss of her parents, 3 daughters - in - law, 142

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a son - in - law and her two younger brothers.All this she endured graciously.Apart from these private losses, Hadrat Amman Jan ra also had to tolerate constant external opposition caused by the claim of the Promised Messiah as.This was to lead to other great trials such as legal charges against the Promised Messiah as (including disregard for the postal law), constant slander (some from her husband ’ s own family), and even false murder charges.Thus , Hadra t Amman Jan's ra dignified composure throughout the upheavals of her life, her steadfast and impeccable faith and trust in Allah Almighty, was the greatest lesson in fortitude that her children could learn.Hadrat Amman Jan ra did also reinforce her actions with verbal advice.For example, when Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra was grief stricken at the loss of her baby daughter “ Mas ’ udah”, ( when a mere 8 - 10 days old), she retreated into herself.She lay on her bed in silence with a picture of her father the Promised Messiah as in front of her, neither eating nor moving unlike her usual vibrant self.Seeing her in this condition paralysed by grief, Hadrat Amman Jan ra commented to a lady companion beside her , "Why does man think himself God? Why does he question if his wis h is not fulfilled? Even though Allah Almighty has stated ‘ Innallaha ma ’ as - Sabirin.’ ” 86 Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra heard this comment (perhaps as intended by Hadrat Amman Jan ra ), and came over to her mother a nd explained , " No Amman Jan.I am only grieved because she was such a little thing.The doctor gave her one or two injections which caused her so much pain that I saw her fragile body flinch with pain.I have no objection against Allah Almighty.Astaghfirullah (ie.“I seek 86 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p261.143

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forgiveness of Allah Almighty.”) Thus , Hadrat Amman Jan's ra attitude, although sympathetic and extremely loving towards her daughters and family in general, did not encourage any feelings of ingratitude to Allah Almighty.Instead , she tried to encourage her daughter to show forbearance and patience, as Allah Almighty has directed His servants.This incident is also a fine example of how Hadrat Amman Jan ra was inde ed successful in the moral training of her children.Her daughter , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra , confirmed that she was at peace with Allah Almighty ’ s Decree, a response that Hadrat Amman Jan ra had taught through her own example.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra had been merely affected by witnessing the anguish of her baby daughter, a natural human response.Indeed, she was the noble daughter of a noble mother.Hadrat Amman Jan ra gave similar advice to her daughter - in - law , Sarwar Sultan Begum.87 She advised her to show patience and fortitude and to submit to the Will of Allah Almighty, when her first son , Hameed Ahmad , died suddenly.The teacher , Sakina - tun - Nisa Sahibah , relate d t hat for some time after the death of her son, Sarwar Sultan Begum displayed fortitude.However, her emotions later overwhelmed her and she screamed.At this point , Hadrat Amman Jan ra came in from the courtyard and embraced her daughter - in - law and advised her , "Don't cry or wail or become restless.This is to fight with Allah Almighty, our Creator and Benefactor, and to reproach Him , ‘W hy have You taken our son? ’ He is the Wise and All Knowing.If He doesn't bless you with a child, then how can you complain ? It is His Perfect Wisdom if He doesn't think us fit to keep this child, if 87 The wife of Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra 144

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145 He reclaims one of His Blessings.We should display patience and submission to His Will, then He has promised an increase in blessings.So be patient, impatient people will not have this promise fulfilled." 88 At this advice , Sarwar Sultan Begum resigned herself to the Will of Allah Almighty and became quiet.Just as Hadrat Amman Jan ra had directed that her fortitude would be rewarded; she was t hen by the Grace of Allah Almighty blessed with five intelligent and virtuous sons.An example of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra own steadfastness during adversity, is related by her granddaughter , Sahibzadi Asifa Mas ’ udah Begum.During the illness of her son - in - law , Nawwab Muhammad ‘ Ali Khan Sahib, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would pray , "Oh, Allah Almighty keep my Mubaraka's husband healthy." However, after his death no words of lament or grief passed Hadrat Amman Jan's ra lips.The fourth moral quality which Hudur recommended was that of exhibiting sympathy for the vulnerable and trying to alleviate suffering and misery.This was a fundamental motivation throughout Hadrat Amman Jan's ra life, as has been illustrated by her continu ous help and dedication towards orphans.She also demonstrated great compassion towards those in her employment, who were often from poorer backgrounds.Sometimes , she would take them on picnics to her fields in order to give them an exciting opportunity to have a leisure trip.To develop feelings of sisterhood and equality on such occasions, she would request everyone to wear similar clothes and would do so herself.All the ladies would sit 88 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p261.

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146 and eat together (although this was not customary for family and domestic helpers).Hadrat Amman Jan ra would similarly take the girls of her family out to places like "Qadirabad" for their enjoyment.She would organise tennis games for the girls in a private area.She realised the benefits of fresh air and physical activity for health and wellbeing.On suc h occasions, she would sit and watch the girls play tennis in order to please them.During these trips to Qadirabad, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would also perform another compassionate deed, which was to visit the families of her household staff.She would then go home and inform her household helpers of how their families were keeping.Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV ru exhorted that we develop resolve in children from a young age, so that they can withstand the afflictions of life or the bad conduct of others, without becoming disheartened.He argued that gentleness in a person ’ s character can coexist with resolve and courage.Indeed , Hadrat Amman Jan ra was such a beautiful example of a person who combined these moral qualities.Alongside her gentle dispositio n, she had a steel - like inner strength that manifested itself during the adversities of life.This inner strength was something she encouraged in her children.By the Grace of Allah Almighty, four of the five khulafa’ of the Ahmadiyya Movement to date, ha ve been of the progeny of Hadrat Amman Jan ra.These spiritual successors were Divinely appointed by Allah Almighty, proving their exceptionally high moral standards and virtue.Their appointments also indicate that Hadrat Amman Jan ra was successful in incu lcating these important moral qualities in her offspring.Thus , we too should take heed of Hadrat

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148 Hadrat Amman Jan’s ra Immense Steadfastness and Unshake able Faith in the Promised Messiah as During Times of Great Loss Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra has related that Hadrat Amman Jan ra once told her that the Promised Messiah as had said that she would have to endure three great trials.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra thought at the time that Hadrat Amman Jan ra had already endured two of these; that was the death of her son Mubarak Ahmad ra and then the death of the Promised Messiah as.When her mother told her this prophetic remark of her father, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was handling some clothes of her son , Mirza Sharif Ahmad ra.Consequently, Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum worried that the third great trial her mother would suffer would be regarding this elder brother of hers.However , with the knowledge of hindsight she realised that for Hadrat Amman Jan ra , the third great hardship she had to withstand was her migration from Qadian to Rabwah.The loss of her children, husband and home, were the 3 great prophecied trials for Hadrat Amman Jan ra in this li fe.Indeed, they would be great afflictions for most women.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra conduct during these life changing events most clearly illustrates the level of her fortitude, the strength of her faith and her complete submission to the Will of Allah Almighty.It was during these times of great pain and grief , that Hadrat Amman Jan ra showed herself to be a true “ Mo ’ minah ” , a true believer and one of the greatest modern day examples of a female “ Salihah ” (a pious lady).Let us refl ect in more detail on some of these trials and tribulations, and Hadrat Amman Jan's ra reaction to them.As we are aware, the

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149 Promised Messiah as received the famous revelation concerning the blessing of a “ handsome and pure boy...filled with secular and spiritual knowledge ”, a " Musleh Mau‘ud ” - a promised reformer, on February 20 th , 1886.At the time , Hadrat Amman Jan ra was expecting a child.Hence , one can appreciate the desire and pressure she must have felt apart from her personal wishes to have a family, to fulfil this grand prophecy and silence the sceptics of her husband.In May of that year , Hadrat Amman Jan ra gave birth to a daughter , Sahibzadi ‘ Ismat.Consequently , Hadrat Amman Jan ra and the Promised Messiah as had to endure a tirade of abuse from his opponents.They now ridiculed the prophecy concerning a son who would be a " promised reformer” , which had been announced only a few months earlier.Their son , Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra , s aid that the speculation and gossip at that time became so rampant that it was like a torrent causing an " earthquake", (although the prophecy actually clearly indicated that this son would be born within a specified nine - year period).89 Despite this furore, Hadrat Amman Jan's ra complete faith i n the Promised Messiah's as truth and prophecies remained unshaken.She never displayed any agitation despite the public outcry caused by her daughter's birth.Sadly " ‘ Ismat" , her first born, was to die aged five from cholera.At that time also , Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not wail or weep or ever complain of her loss thereafter.The following year after ‘ Ismat ’ s birth, “ Ba shir 1 ” was born.The Promised Messiah as and Hadrat Amman Jan ra were naturally overjoyed, both at the birth of a son and the possi bility of the prophecy being fulfilled.Unfortunately, Bashir I ’s life was to be shortlived.As we have previously read, Hadrat Amman Jan ra displayed exemplary forbearance at this time of his critical illness, 89 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p91.

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150 when she left his side to observe her compulsory prayers.As she returned from her worship, she realised that the 18 months old Bashir I had departed this world (November 1888).Upon his death , Hadrat Amman Jan ra simply said; "Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji ’ un , " ie " To Allah Almighty we belong, and to Him shall we return." She then remained silent.This indeed is an incident to ponder.The gravity of such an event in the circumstances should be appreciated.It i s worth reflecting that if Allah Almighty afflicts his most beloved servants with such great calamities, we too as far weaker followers with greater shortcomings, will also suffer trials to prove the strength of our faith.Allah Almighty has taught us this lesson in the Holy Qur ’ a n, "And We will surely try you until We distinguish those among you who strive (for the cause of) Allah Almighty, and those who are steadfast."(Muhammad 47:32) Indeed upon the death of Bashir I , the Promised Messiah as was to issue a statement “ The Green Anouncement” (Sabz Ishtihar ).This was in order to refute the claims of his opponents that he had ever declared that this particular son was the “Musleh Mau ’ ud”, of whom Allah Almighty had Divinely intimated 16 months previously, - a son who was prophecied to be born within a nine - year period.In this announcement, the Promised Messiah as also expressed that Allah Almighty will surely try people, particularly His prophets and most devout followers, in order to dis tinguish the strongest of the believers and to provide them with a means of attaining His rewards and blessings.Therefore, in this booklet he wrote , “The trials which initially confront Prophets and saints and make them appear dishonoured despite them being loved and accepted by God, do not come to disgrace them or destroy them…for how can God become the enemy of those who love Him and bring disgrace upon them? These trials…come upon God ’ s chosen servants in

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151 order to rais e them to the highest levels of acceptance and to open for them the finer dimensions of Divine knowledge.” 90 Hadrat Amman Jan ra perceived this Divine motivation behind the afflictions of life, which she accepted with patience, grace and dignity, as a necessary vehicle for achieving Allah Almighty ’ s Pleasure.We too should realise that though the rewards for such conduct may not be immediate, we are never deprived of them and they are indeed eternal.Thus , after a daughter, Hadrat Amman Jan ra bore the loss of this son steadfastly.The prophecy of “ Musleh Mau ’ ud ” had yet to be fulfilled.However, part of the prophecy was manifested as it foretold that this special son would be accompanied by a " guest ", ie a child that would live only a short while.It was at this point at the imminent death of her baby son, that Hadrat Amman Jan ra again displayed her unshakeable and tenacious faith.Once she realised that the de ath of her beloved Bashir I had been Divinely Decreed, she left her son in his critical condition so as not to miss her compulsory daily prayers.How many mothers have such a strong faith whereby they can overlook their child's health for the worship of Allah Almighty? By the Grace of Allah Almighty, Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra was born in January 1889 and his outstanding character was to later prove the authenticity of the Promised Messiah's as prophecy concerning him.In 1892 , Hadrat Amman Jan ra a gain had to bear the loss of another one - year - old child, Sahibzadi “ Shaukat ra ”.Whilst she was 90 Sabz Ishtihar (The Green Anouncement) by Hadrat Mirza Ghulam Ahmad, p14, Ruhani Khaza ’ in , vol.2.

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152 then blessed with the birth of Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad in 1893 and a daughter , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra , in 1897; this was later tempered by the sadness of losing another daughter , Sahibzadi “ Amatun - Naseer ra ” after just a few months of her birth in 1903.The deaths of these children did however fulfil a Divine revelation that the Promised Messiah as had received regarding his offspring, that some of them would die in young age.91 Hadrat Amman Jan ra also had to endure the los s of a fifth child , Mirza Mubarak Ahmad ra ; an intelligent, virtuous and handsome boy much loved by both his parents.The loss of this son in 1907 , would surely have been even more acute as his family had had eight years to grow attached to him.During his final illness , both the Promised Messiah as and Hadrat Amman Jan ra spent much of their time and energy trying to help their son with prayers and medication.Occasionally , Hadrat Amman Jan ra did feel agitated, then the Promised Messiah as would remind her of Allah Almighty ’ s declaration in the Holy Qur ’ an that He shall surely try us with fear and the loss of wealth and lives.92 Again, Hadrat Amman Jan's ra first utterance on the death of this son was , "To Allah Almighty we belong and to Him we shall return." The Promised Messiah as especially appreciated Hadrat Amman Jan's ra fortitude on this occasion, remarking " I am very happy about this." Hadrat Amman Jan ra replied, "I am happy with Allah Almighty's Decree." Her exemplary patience was also Divinely 91 Refer back to p1 4.92 The Holy Qur ’ an , A l - Baqarah 2: 156 - 157, Muhammad 47: 32, A l - Balad 90: 5 , etc.

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153 appreciated and this was communicated to the Promised Messiah as in a revelation , "Allah Almighty is well pleased." 93 Upon learning this, Hadrat Amman Jan's ra response was truly outstanding and inspirational.She replie d, "This revelation has caused me so much happiness that even if 2 000 Mubarak Ahmads were t o die , I would not care." 94 Subsequently, the Promised Messiah as delivered a speech acknowledging his wife's exemplary fortitude and reminding his followers that indeed Allah Almighty has declared in the Holy Qur ’ an; "Innallaha ma ’ as - Sabirin" (“ Surely, Allah Almighty is with the Steadfast.”) Thus, when Allah Almighty has reassured the patient ones that His Company is with them what else do they require? Indeed, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was a shining example of one who desired nothing else but Allah A lmighty's Pleasure.One of the Divine Blessings which her fortitude during the loss of five of her ten children evoked is apparent before our very eyes, when we consider how fruitfully her remaining offspring have multiplied.In her biography, Prof.Naseem Saeed has made an interesting calculation; if we compare the number of the progeny of the Promised Messiah's as first wife ( Hurmat Bibi Sahibah ) to that of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , the disparity is significant.In 2004, Hurmat Bibi Sahibah's offspring numbered 40 whereas Hadrat Amman Jan's ra offspring numbered a healthy 727, by the Grace of Allah Almighty.95 93 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p93.94 ibid 95 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p780.

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154 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra exceptional patience was also apparent at one of the hardest times of her life, which was the death of the Promised Messiah as.During his final hours , Hadrat Amman Jan ra went and sat on the floor by his bed and poignantly prayed , " Oh Allah Almighty, his life is spent in the service of religion.So , give him my life also." 96 She repeated this supplication several times, sometimes praying in prostration.She continued to pray fervently , " Ya Hayyu Ya Qayyum… " (" Oh my dear Allah Almighty, The Most Powerful and Supreme, Oh One to make the dead living, Oh help us...Oh my Creator, give him my life for what use is my life? He is serving religion.” In the Promised Messiah's as final m oments when Hadrat Amman Jan ra had realised Allah Almighty ’ s Decree, she submitted graciously to the Will of her Creator.She simply implored Him , " Oh , my dear Allah Almighty, he is now leaving us, but please don’t You (ie Allah Almighty) ever leave us." 97 Indeed, this repeated supplication of hers filled the companions of the Promised Messiah as with strength and serenity, at a time when they were feeling akin to lost orphans.Her words echoed those of the pious Hadrat Abu Bakr ra 1400 years earlier, when on the death of the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa he announced that those who worshipped the Holy Prophet sa should know that he was dead, however those that worshipped Allah Almighty should realise that He was alive and would always be so.96 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p96.97 Ibid

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155 Once the Promised Messiah as passed away, no complaints, regrets or angry sentiments left the lips of Hadrat Amman Jan ra.She remained silent.She only expressed some irritation when the ladies who had accompanied her began crying and wailing.Hadrat Amman Jan ra then strongly admonished them , "He was my husband.When I am not crying, who are you to cry ?" Indeed , her outstanding patience at the loss of her beloved husband who had cared attentively for her smallest of needs, this great prophet and link with Allah Almighty, is evidence of how profoundly the Promised Messiah as had spiritually influenced his wife duri ng the 26 years of their marriage.Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra acute awareness of the magnitude of her loss was apparent when she went to look at the blessed body of the Promised Messiah as with some ladies and sorrowfully expressed , “You were the moon of the prophets.Because of you angels descended in my house.” 98 Conversely, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was highly conscious of the magnitude of the blessings which she and her children had gained and would continue to amass because of their blessed connection with an appointed prophet.Upon their father ’ s death , Hadrat Amman Jan ra reassured her children , “My children , don ’ t ever think that , ‘O ur father has left nothing for us.’ He has left for you a large treasure of prayers in the Heavens, which you will continue to receive in due course.” 99 Hadrat Amman Jan ra endured this great trial with the utmost patience and continued to do so in events that were to follow in later life , such as her migration from Qadian.This indeed was a 98 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p105.99 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p104, quoted from monthly Dervesh , Qadian, Special issue, 1952, p24

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157 Hadrat Amman Jan ra : A Paragon of Patience in Her Final Illness One of the instances in Hadrat Amman Jan's ra life that vividly illustrates the extent of her fortitude and forbearance was her manner throughout her final illness.Her grandson , Dr Mirza Munawwar Ahmad , relate d that even during the build up to her final illness in 1952, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would never complain about any pain or discomfort.She would sometimes mention a symptom if she want ed a medicine, otherwise her demeanour was always very serene and content.This exemplary manner was to continue throughout the final two months of her life.On February 25 th , 1952 , Hadrat khalifatul Masih II ra summoned Dr Munawwar to check Hadrat Amman J an ra , who was suffering from a high fever.Hudur was worried as he was leaving for a trip to Sindh.Dr Munawwar had a medicine prepared for his grandmother and began to check on her twice a day.He relate d that Hadrat Amman Jan ra would often have a fever every other day.During this period, which lasted approximately two and half weeks, he relate d that despite her obvious weakness , Hadrat Amman Jan ra would independently go to the bathroom and cared for herself, never complaining of any other symptom.However, once the fever became constant and Hadrat Amman Jan ra began expressing some discomfort emptying her bladder, Dr Munawwar had her urine checked.It was discovered that Hadrat Amman Jan ra had some inflammation of the kidneys.Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra appetite had also declined and now she was only able to tolerate liquid food.Consequently, Dr Munawwar summoned two specialists from Lahore who prescribed medicines for her.

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158 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra weakness continued.Her heart now seeme d affected, and her blood pressure dropped.Dr Hashmat - Ullah Khan also began caring for Hadrat Amman Jan ra when he returned from the trip to Sindh on which he had accompanied Hudur, one month earlier.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was given oxygen to help with her breathing and injections to increase her strength during periods of weakness.During this time , Dr Munawwar stayed with his grandmother constantly.Dr.Hashmat - Ullah also attended to her as much as possible.Ma’i Imam B ibi Sahibah , wife of Muhammad Akbar, had the opportunity to look after Hadrat Amman Jan ra during this period.She relate d that this great lady never became irritable as people are prone to become during illness but was always quiet with " patience and seren ity".During the serious stage of her illness , when she became confined to her bed for the last two months of her life, she remained constant in her fortitude and gratitude to Allah Almighty.Her daughter , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra , relate d that during this time it appear ed as if Hadrat Amman Jan ra had some Divine intimation that it was to be her final illness.Whereas previously she would occasionally complain of a headache, she did not even express such a minor complaint now.Perhaps , Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not wish to alarm her family of her true condition; or perhaps she was truly happy at the prospect of meeting her beloved Creator.Her composure also demonstrated the same compassion and consideration for others that she had always s hown throughout her life.Despite her constant suffering for two months, if anyone enquired how she felt , Hadrat Amman Jan ra would reply , "I am good."

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159 Indeed, Dr Munawwar re col l ec ted that she would even say to him that she was "very good" at times.This fortitude was to deeply impress her grandson; the fact that his grandmother never expressed any irritation or complaints despite her evident suffering.This was also regardless of the fact that in the final two weeks of her life, Hadrat Amman Jan ra had to endure up to 10 injections daily.These were of glucose, vitamins, penicillin and drugs to stabilise her heart.Hadrat Amman Jan ra accepted all these injections with grace and dignity and without complaint.Indeed, all those who cared for and witnessed Hadrat Amman Jan ra during this difficult time relate d unanimously that Hadrat Amman Jan ra never complained.She remained mentally alert throughout her illness.Often, she kept her eyes closed during weakness but would open them if someone addressed her.She continued to recogni s e people and was sensitive enough to perceive if Dr Munawwar was administering her injections or someone else.Her thoughts were always filled with prayer.Her routine habit during her lifetime had been to call one of the children in her household (often a grandchild) to recite the Holy Qur ’ an and Ahadith in the evenings.This habit she continued during her illness.Dr Munawwar narrate d that even on the day of her death as he went to give Hadrat Amman Jan ra her injections, she told him to bring her the Holy Qur ’ an first.He suggested that his grandmother have her injections first, but she insisted that he bring the Holy Qur ’ an.It was then read to her by her ne phew , Mir Mahmood Ahmad.Indeed, only one hour prior to this blessed lady ’ s passing from this transient world, she requested Allah Almighty's book to be recited.During the final two and half hours of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra life, Hudur (Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II) sat beside her in her critical condition.Even at this point , Hadrat Amman Jan ra made the effort

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160 to open her eyes.After listening to the recitation of the Holy Qur ’ an, she gestured with her hands for everyone to pray.Indeed , Amna Begum (wife of Naik Muhammad Khan Sahib) related that she did in fact say "pray" to everyone at this point in a strong voice, as her final earthly words.Hudur and the public throughout Rabwah who had gathered in the mosques and had been directed to pray, joined in this prayer with tears and anguish.It was during this final act of prayer, the most favoured act of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra throughout her life, that she then departed this world to meet her beloved Creator.It was indeed Hadrat Amman Jan's ra good fortune that she left this world occupied in her favourite occupation - worship.Surely, this was partly Divine recognition for her exemplary conduct - the conduct of a true " Mo ’ minah " throughout her life.The time of this historic loss to the world was 11.30pm, April 20 th , 1952.َ َلِلَِِّ وَإِن َّ إِلَيْه ِ رَاجِعُون إِنَّا "To Allah we belong and to Him we shall return." Holy Quran, 2:157

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161 Some Opinions of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra Children of their Mother It is always the case that our nearest and dearest, those family members who live with us, can disclose the greatest information about us.It is they who can relate our private habits and idiosyncrasies.It is such accounts which away from the public eye, are usually the most authentic.We are most fortunate to have access to the eulogies of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra children, which were published in several magazines after her sad demise.They provide insights into her character from the very individuals who knew her most intimately and for the longest.Hadrat Mirza Bashir ud Din Mahmood Ahmad ra , Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II In the April 30, 1952 edition of the “ Al - Fazl” magazine, 10 days after her passing away, Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra highlighted the remarkable and significant aspects of his mother's character.He stated : "Her existence was like a link between us and t he Promised Messiah as … of course there is the connection and link of being her progeny - but that is of another kind - we can consider progeny to be like the flowers of a tree, but not an actual part of the body of a tree.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was a living connection between us and t he Promised Messiah as , a connection that has now ended with her death." 100 He continued that Hadrat Amman Jan ra had a special importance and status because Allah Almighty had given congratulatory revelations 100 “Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p665, from Al - Fazl , April 30, 1952.

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162 concerning her to the Promised Messiah as prior to their marriage.Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra made the point that her existence had been foretold much earlier in the Gospels.In them , the Promised Messiah as has been likened to Prophet Adam as and the existence of a partner living alongside him t o Hadrat Hawwa (“ Eve ”), who could bring him paradise upon this very earth.Hudur also pointed out that in a saying of the Holy Prophet sa , it is related that the forthcoming messiah would marry and have children.He remarked that the actual mention of the messiah ’ s wife in this prophecy was significant as all the prophets have indeed normally married and bore children.The specific mention of this obvious fact suggested the pivotal role this spouse (ie Hadrat Amman Jan ra ) would play.Hudur continued i n his tribute that his respect and love for Hadrat Amman Jan ra was not merely on the basis of her being his mother, but because of her great status as the Promised Messiah's as wife.An act of Hadrat Amman Jan ra that particularly affected Hudur was the fact that on the death of the Promised Messiah as , she did not approach the Jama'at to pay his outstanding bills.Instead, she personally bore the burden and sold some of her jewellery to honour any debts.This indeed was a commendable deed inspired by both duty and love for the Promised Messiah as.She felt it was her personal duty to maintain his respect posthumously, and yet she always showed great humility and love for the Jama'at, declaring that he was the Messiah for everyone.On the occasion of the “ N ikah” (wedding ceremony) of Sahibzadah Mirza Aziz Ahmad, Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra whilst mentioning blessed unions gave the example of the Holy Prophet sa and Hadrat Ayesha ra.He then expressed that the modern - day example of such a blessed union was illustrated by the Promised Messiah as and Hadrat

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163 Amman Jan ra.Of this union , the Promised Messiah as was informed by Allah Almighty prior to the marriage , “ Ya Adamuskun anta wa zaujukal - jannata ” 101 ie that Hadrat Amman Jan ra would become like Hadrat Hawwa ra was to Hadrat Adam as.However, unlike the Biblical Eve she would not be a cause of them leaving P aradise.Instead, she herself would be a means for them attaining it.Hadra t Khalifatul Masih II ra point ed out that indeed the knowledge of his appointment to prophethood by Allah Almighty was disclosed to the Promised Messiah as soon after his marriage to Hadrat Amman Jan ra.Hudur ra also relate d that from a young age he fully believed in the Promised Messiah ’ s as truth and mission.So much so that, at times he would perceive certain things Hadrat Amman Jan ra said to the Promised Messiah as in her capacity as his doting wife, as not befitting the Pr omised Messiah ’ s as highly exalted status.At such times , he only thought of himself as a devoted follower of a holy, spiritual leader rather than as a son.However with hindsight and reflection , he realised what Hadrat Amman Jan ra said was quite right.He recall ed that for example, when speaking of God ’ s blessings, sometimes Hadrat Amman Jan ra would say to her husband , ‘ You received this blessing on my arrival.’ At such times , the young Hadrat Musleh Mau´ud ra did not like these com ments of his mother.However, when his mother did utter such comments , he recall ed that the Promised Messiah as would smile - as if enjoying the remarks and acknowledging some truth.Indeed, they seemed to confirm the revelation that he had received before his marriage whereby Hadrat Amman Jan ra was likened to Hadrat Hawwa ra.Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra reflected that his mother 101 Translation: “ O h Adam, you and your spouse live in the Paradise” - “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof.S.N.Saeed, p666.

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164 did indeed become a means of gaining paradise for the Promised Messiah as , because she was spiritually as well as physically compatible with him.He also recalled that the Promised Messiah as regarded his wife as a great blessing of Allah, just as she remained humbly ever grateful to Allah Almighty for His special blessings and favours upon her.Earlier , on the occasion of the Jalsa in 1932, Hadrat's Musleh Mau ’ ud ra had paid tribute to his mother as being one of the living signs of t he special blessings of Allah Almighty, which could be witnessed at this A nnual C onvention.He reminded people that to meet Hadrat Amman Jan ra on this occasion and to procure her prayers would be one of the blessings of attending the Jalsa.He again likened her to a prophet ’ s wife, this time , Hadrat Ayesha ra.He said it was customary for the followers of the Holy Prophet sa to request Hadrat Ayesha ’ s ra prayers and likewise guests of the Jalsa should obtain Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra prayers.Thus, Hadrat Mus leh Mau ’ ud ra was keen to remind everyone in the Jama ’ at of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra exalted status and what a blessing for the Jama ’ at she was; a personage from whom all followers should try to derive benefit.Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra wrote a deeply appre ciative but also poignant tribute to his mother in the July 1924 " Al - Fazl " newspaper.He acknowledged that she had made great financial sacrifices in order to establish the newspaper.He gave her heartfelt praise, observing that she had a very special quality which was that she was always the bestower of favours.Indeed , Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra regretted that that he had only been the recipient of her favours without doing much for her in return , even in adulthood.He deeply regretted that he could do little for his mother physically or financially.He could not even give her as much time as he desired,

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165 being occupied from morning until night.(As the spiritual leader of the Jama ’ at, Hudur was extremely busy with numerous res ponsibilities; one example being in 1924 when he toured Europe and England and inaugurated the Fazl Mosque in Southfields, London, and attended the Wembley Conference.) Hadrat Musleh Mau´ud ra said that reflecting on these personal shortcomings of his own regarding his mother, would sometimes fill his eyes with tears of regret and embarrassment.Although Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra claimed to have rendered little help to his mother on a daily basis, yet the abundant love and respect for her in his hea rt was publicly evident.No one can be a better witness of a man ’ s attitude to his mother than his wife.Indeed " Hadrat Choti Appa ” (Hadrat Sayyedah Maryam Siddiqua), witnessed the profoundly deep respect her husband had for his mother.She relate d that Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra expected his wives to show the same respect for Hadrat Amman Jan ra that he did.If her husband did have any free time he would go and sit with his mother.They would both mutually enjoy their time together.Hadrat Amman Jan ra w ould relate some amusing story or news to him.On car journeys , Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra would sit his mother beside him.When Hudur ra returned from any trip he would firstly go to Hadrat Amman Jan's ra quarters and present her with a gift.Similarly , before his departure anywhere he would go and bid " Salam " to his mother and request her prayers.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra witnessed her brother's deep love for their mother from his childhood.She reminisce d that Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra was very conscientious about looking after the needs and comforts of their mother, especially after the death of the Promised Messiah as.For example, once when Hadrat Amman Jan ra

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166 was ill, Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra took his younger sister a side and said to her , "I pray for Hadrat Amman Jan ra that Allah Almighty bless her life and does not let her see the griefs of any of us.You pray the same." His sister disclosed how Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra had a very close relationship with his mother, even throughout his adult life.He would turn to her during any difficulty to be reassured by her love, sympathy and good advice, as he had done in childhood.Hadrat Amman Jan ra always discerned his desires and tried to fulfil them.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra relate d a small but typical example of this.In his childhood , when Hadrat Amman Jan ra saw children eating candy floss , she would send someone to buy some for " Mian Mahmood ", as she knew that it was a favourite of his.As he grew to adolescence, she would still send someone to fetch his favourite snacks which she would send to his room whilst he studied.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra also relate d that her brother's love for their mother extended to showing gr eat affection for her relatives in Delhi.He would especially meet them when visiting the city.In Hyderabad Dakken , he had to apologise to many of his Ahmadi brothers for not being able to accept their invitations.This was because he made special efforts to meet all his maternal relatives first when they invited him.102 His care for his non - Ahmadi relatives in Delhi is illustrated by an interesting incident; once a lady (the wife of Hadrat Sayyed Abdullah Sahib of Hyderabad Dakken), related to Had rat Khalifatul Masih II ra that she had held a function in which she started preaching to a lady.She had mentioned Hudur, his teachings 102 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, pp.669 - 670.

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167 and his name.At this point the lady interjected exclaiming , "Oh, there is no need to tell me, that is my child, that is my Mahmood! What don't I know about him!" As she retold the incident , Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra laughed and explained; "That was my grandmother" (ie a maternal relative of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , of a similar age to his grandmother.) Hence, Hadrat Amman Jan's ra relatives in Delhi were also fond and familiar with her children.Hudur ’ s consideration for his maternal relatives despite their distance and contradictory beliefs, reflects the extent of his love and respect for his mother.Indeed, only a truly righteous lady could evoke such devotion and love from such a worthy, pious and intelligent son.Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra When this righteous younger son of Hadrat Amman Jan ra paid tribute to his mother , he related that she had two special qualities : firstly as mentioned previously, her marriage was Divinely orchestrated.Secondly, her marriage occurred in 1884, the year in which the Promised Messiah as publicly claimed to be the “ Mujaddid ” (Reformer) of the Age.Thereafter, she was the lifelong partner, companion and friend of the Promised Messiah as.He looked upon her with great love and consideration, always acutely conscious that his marriage was the product of Allah Almighty's will.A spouse Divinely chosen; h e thus considered his wife with the greatest deference.His love and respect was reciprocated by Hadrat Amman Jan ra and both were truly united in their outlook on life.Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra summed up their close relationship

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168 vividly, that they were , " A s if they shared one heart beating in both their chests.” Dwelling on her personal characteristics, Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra recall ed the fine practices of Hadrat Amman Jan ra that we have already discovered; her regularity in the observance of prayers; both the essential and voluntary , with such devotion and passion, that it affected those around her.Whenever she needed solace, her prayers were her therapy and the exercise in which she found true peace.In the verbal remembrance of Allah Almighty, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was as regular as a person is in speech.Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra has related that one of her most common utterances was , “Ya Hayyo ya Qayyum be Rahmatika Astaghith.” “Oh , my Eternal Lord and Life sustaining Master, I beg You to help me out of Your mercy.” He recollect ed that she also gave extensive financial sacrifices to the Jama ’ at with great fervour, pushing herself to exceed the normal levels of sacrifice made by people.As soon as a financial appeal was announced , she would make a promise and then fulfil it immediately.She would say “ T here is no certainty in life, until the promise is fulfilled (my) heart remains burdened.” He further mentioned that Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra “ Taqwa ” (the fear and love of Allah Almighty) and “ tawakkul ” (trust in Allah Almighty), was of an exceptionally high standard.This was exhibited in her exemplary behaviour upon the death of the Promised Messiah as.It showed in the solace she took in the firm belief that Allah Almighty would never leave them.Her charity and help of the needy also exceeded that of what Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra had seen in most other people.She

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169 helped anybody who came to her in difficulty and often she would do this confidentially.As will be evident to the reader now, her care of orphans was exceptional.She would invite them for dinner and would also send food to their homes, (this was apart from the orphans who were in her permanent care).Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra also recollected how Hadrat Amman Jan ra made special inquiries to find out about prisoners (both Muslim and non - Muslim) in jail due to financial debts and poverty.She then sent money for these men to enjoy a special meal.He also mentioned that she would help those in genuine need of a loan (but not habitual borrowers).Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra also highlighted his mother ’ s immense hospitality, hardworking nature and care for the sick.She would personally visit any lady that was unwell in Qadian.This instilled such a love within the ladies for Hadrat Amman Jan ra , that they loved her more than their own mothers.She became a great pillar of support for the women there.She provided a sympathetic ear and advice to anyone who required it.As we are aware , Hadrat Amman Jan ra welcomed orphans into her household.Her son recollects that his mother did not do just the bare minimum for them but tried to fulfil their every comfort.She was also very considerate not to injure their self - respect or dignity in any way.For this particular quality of hers, Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahm ad ra believed that his Mother would have the good fortune to be close to the Holy Prophet of Islam sa on the Day of Judgement.He was convinced of this due to the hadith of the Holy Prophet sa that on the Day of Judgement , he and the carer of orphans will in deed be as close as the two adjoining fingers of one hand.(Sahih Bukhari)

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170 On a personal level, Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra relate d that Hadrat Amman Jan ra discerned his finer sensibilities and character.She knew that her son was very independent and self - sufficient by nature.He did not like to ask anybody for anything, not even his mother.Perceiving this, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would take care of his needs automatically and like the rest of his siblings he felt very much loved by her.Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra reminisce d that whilst he was a student at the Government College in Lahore, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would send him a larg e canister of dried fruit regularly each month.Like his elder brother, he would also turn for advice to his mother and trusted her as a sincere confidante.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra has interestingly observed that with age her brother's respect and esteem for his mother increased so much that he would also revere her household helpers.He would go and visit her on his way to and from Mubarak Mosque, whenever time permitted.As soon as he had a small wage , he would regularly present a portion of i t to his mother each month.Hadrat Amman Jan ra had no need for this extra money, but in order to please her son and maintain his self - respect, she would accept it gracefully.

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171 Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra was blessed with a great intellect and memory and it is to our benefit that she was to write many illuminating articles concerning her mother.In 1943, writing about her distinctive qualities she relates that they are most aptly summarise d in the verse composed by the Promised Messiah as , who wrote this poetry on behalf of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , “You have picked me for your Messiah.This indeed is the greatest of favours You bestowed on me, My Beloved Lord!" 103 This indeed was the greatest distinction and the reason for Hadrat Amman Jan's ra exalted status upon this earth.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra also state d in her article that she was not writing about Hadrat Amman Jan ra because she was her mother, but because she was blessed and favoured by Allah Almighty to be picked for his Messiah; and that with Allah Almighty's Help she was worthy to be the Messiah ’ s wife.Her daughter remark ed that Hadrat Amman Jan ra never took this tremendous blessi ng for granted, nor was she flippant about this honour bestowed upon her.Indeed, she has poetically and metaphorically stated that Allah Almighty's shower of blessings did not fall on the wrong grounds but on the most fertile of earth in the form of Hadrat Amman Jan ra (ie she had the most optimum and suitable character to be the Messiah's wife).Her daughter also wr o te that she was to be a wonderful, lifelong companion and best friend, as well as a devoted wife for the Promised Messiah as.103 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, p g 682.

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172 Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra relate d a very interesting and surprising fact; she comment ed that during the lifetime of the Promised Messiah as , his children were closer to him than their mother because of the immense love and kindness that emanated from him.Also, because the Promised Messiah as showed great respect and consideration for Hadrat Amman Jan ra , their children also adopted this attitude.Hence, they were very deferential towards their mother and more casual and direct with their father.This was despite his most exalted status as a prophet of Allah Almighty.However , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra continue d that after the demise of their father, Hadr at Amman Jan ra became " the world's most loving mother , " and had continued to be so up to the present day (ie after 35 years).She comment ed that Hadrat Amman Jan ra especially concentrated on compensating her daughters for the loss of thei r father ’ s love.She relate d addressing her mother , " I cannot remember you ever showing harshness, yet you still had a special authority and we were more relaxed with Hadrat Masih Mau ’ ud as in ordinary routine matters.I remember that because Hudur Aqdas (the Promised Messiah as ) respected and loved Hadrat Walida Sahibah (Hadrat Amman Jan ra ) so much, this increased my own respect for her in my heart." 104 She recollect ed that although the Promised Messiah as strived to fulfil every small wish of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , this by no means caused her to ever forget his exalted status, even in a relaxed state.She had a firm faith in him and the greatness of his mission and identity, whi ch was evident from her every word and action.She reminisce d how her Mother became aggrieved when the Promised Messiah as began receiving numerous revelations about his demise 104 Ibid , pg 683.

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173 n ear the end of his life.Detecting her sad mood , the Promised Messiah as would become quiet.Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra exceptional service of the needy has also been mentioned by her daughter.She relates that Hadrat Amman Jan ra had a persistent urge to help people and was most generous in almsgiving.This charity extended to her household helpers.Her daughter recall ed that if Hadrat Amman Jan ra had to say something harsh to one of her household staff even because of their own in competence, her heart felt agitated.She did not then feel content until she had the opportunity to make the attendant feel happy again by saying something complimentary, and/or giving a small treat.She also reproached her children if she felt they were a sking too much from the household attendants, remarking that they would get tired.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra also recollected that Hadrat Amman Jan ra had the noble quality of hating the common vices of gossiping, backbiting and complaining; and she w ould ignore any such comments of ladies that were made in her presence.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was also astonishingly patient and ever grateful to Allah Almighty.Her heart was " pure and generous".She never allowed any ill feeling to germinate in it, even if someone hurt her.She would ignore all hurtful and angry remarks, to the extent that Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra would be surprised at her m other ’ s outstanding forbearance and incredible capacity for forgiveness.Her mother was also extremely considerate and patient with her household staff.She would dismiss any legitimate criticism of them without commenting , because she abhorred faultfinding and backbiting.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra related that her

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174 considerate nature was so great that once there was a young girl attendant who would wake at the time of “ Tahajjud ” prayers and would then begin quizzing Hadrat Amman Jan ra with various questions of the meaning of words, without any consideration of the early time.Yet , Hadr at Amman Jan ra would answer all her questions graciously and with a pleasant countenance, never displaying any irritation.Similarly, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was also very considerate of her daughter , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum's , needs and desires.One such o ccasion is fondly recollected by her.One day , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra returned from a shopping trip in Lahore.She happened to mention to her mother that she had spotted some lovely material for a " kameez" (long tunic) in her favourite colour.Because she could not afford to buy it , she had left it , exercising self - control.Hadrat Amman Jan ra asked her daughter to describe the material and tell her the shop where she had seen it.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was then quiet, but later ordered a car and s oon returned from the shops with the very same material that her daughter had been so enamoured by.She told her beloved Mubaraka , "I felt restless all afternoon, uncomfortable as if someone was pinching me, because of the thought that my daughter had had to disappoint her heart because of a lack of rupees." Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra also narrated that when her finances were stretched and her younger daughter , Asifah Mas‘udah Begum (nicknamed “ Bab y”) , would ask her for something, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would discreetly divert her granddaughter from her mother.She would tell her granddaughter:

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175 "Baby, don't trouble my daughter.Whatever you wish for, just tell me.Ask me and I'll give it to you.Don't say anything to your Mother." Ha drat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra relate d that she never expressed her financial difficulties to her mother.Nevertheless, she would sometimes quietly give her some money and would sweetly say; "Here, take it for your needs, these days you have a lot of new expenses." Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra also lovingly reflect ed that when she experienced the sad demise of her husband, it was as if she entered into a new phase of life with her mother.She was an eternal pillar of love and support.After Allah Almighty , her mother was her best friend in this world.(How many mothers can proudly claim such an ideal relationship with their daughters?) She felt that she had returned to the loving lap of her mother.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra lamen ted that after her mother's death there was no one now to show concern for her emotions, to read her facial expressions, or to feel the pain of her heart as acutely as if feeling it herself.Hadrat Amman jan ra was " unique and inexchangeable " according to h er daughter, a loss that would be eternally felt.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra also related that she never saw her mother observe her prayers hastily.Even her “ Tahajjud ” and “ Ishraq ” prayers were observed meticulously , and the remembrance of Allah Almighty was often on her lips.Her prayers were said with great fervour and pain; sometimes the words were uttered in poetic lines.During those days of the month when she was not observing prayers , she did not waste her time but occupied herself with the verbal remembrance of Allah Almighty.Her prayers were for a vast range of people , and she had a special place in

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176 her prayers for the companions of the Promised Messiah as.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra has lovingly declared that her mother was " better than a thousand mothers." She was always keen to serve others but resisted being served herself.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra has highlighted an aspect of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra character that we are now well aware of, that is that she liked to work with her own hands.It was very rare that she asked others to do something for her.This independent nature meant that even in old age she still avoided taking help from anyone whilst she walked.Hadrat Amman Jan ra was of course a dedicated sister and mother, as well as being a devoted wife, a " Helper of the world " and " Mother of the Faithful ".Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra relate d an incident of her final illness, two or three days before her demise, when she was mostly unconscious.Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra was desperate to see his mother in a conscious state and at one point when she awoke the ladies attending her beckoned him in.He held Hadrat Amman Jan's ra hand and asked how she was.Hadrat Amman Jan ra typically displaying her incredible forbearance and gratitude to Allah Almighty replied , "I am well." She never complained of any discomfort or pain throughout her illness.A fter Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra had left the room, Hadrat Amman Jan ra spoke to her daughter , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra and instructed her, “Give some tea to Sharif, so that he doesn't get a headache." Thus , Hadrat Amman Jan ra in her illness mistook her m i d d l e son for her younger son , Hadrat Mirza Sharif Ahmad ra , but despite her critical state she thought first and foremost as a selfless mother.She thought her youngest son had travelled from Lahore to see her and would be in need of refreshment.(Hadrat Mirza Sharif Ahmad ra had visited previously but at this time was unwell and could not be

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177 present.) The incident is one of a million such examples of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra selfless ness , even in her final days.Sahibzadi Mahmuda Begum , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ’ s r r a daughter, has related that her mother had a deep love for her grandmother which was mutual.She recall ed that whilst they lived in “Malirkotla ”, whenever her mother received news that Hadrat Amman Jan ra was unwell, she was overcome with deep anxiety and restlessness.She would leave to see her mother as soon as possible.Indeed , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra has written that she kept some money safely aside, should she ever need to go to her mother quickly.If her mother was unwell , she did not want to waste even an hour.She had also told her husband , Hadrat Nawwab Muhammad ‘ Ali Khan, that if her mother was ever ill , she would not waste time asking his permission to leave nor would she wait to find someone to accompany her.Mahmuda Begum Sahibah also related that Hadrat Amman Jan's ra love for her daughters meant that she kept a room ready in her house for their visits.She further relate d that they used to excitedly anticipate their mother's return from their grandmother's house; aware that she would come back laden with gifts.She would come with lots of bags, canisters and baskets full of homemade foods like “ halwah sohan ”, (a swe etmeat made of wheat, which her son - in - law especially liked).When Hadrat Amman Jan ra visited “Malirkotla” they would all be overjoyed.Her mother would be as ecstatic as if it was " Eid " (a Muslim festival).

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178 Her son - in - law , Hadrat Nawwab Muhammad ‘ Ali Khan , would also be extremely happy.He was so respectful and deferential towards Hadrat Amman Jan ra , that he never raised his eyes when he addressed her.Both of the couple tried to provide for her every comfort in their home.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra gained her sincere wish to be with her mother in her final illness.Afterwards , she was profoundly grief stricken by her mother's passing because it was not an ordinary mother that she had lost but a link with the Promised Messiah as.In Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ’ s own words, Hadrat Amman Jan's ra distinction was that: "Hadrat Amman Jan's person was sent in this Age by Allah Almighty as an example for women and for his Messenger and Messiah and Mahdi…the fact she was chosen by Allah Almighty was proven by every aspect of her life, which was an enlightening witness of this fact, and it is doing so and will continue to be so in the history of Ahmadiyyat like the shining light of the moo n." She continue d that she was , " A righteous and obedient daughter, a best friend (ie of the Promised Messiah as ), who followed his every indication, of pure heart with a true faith, who remained a loving wife to her exalted husband.To her attendants and employees , she always appeared as a very sweet Queen…she raised orphans and she raised them with much affection and love.The girls she raised at every occasion she fulfilled their joys like a real parent… ” 105 Her mother was a kind mistres s of all her employees, none of whom could ever accuse her of harshness.She was also a caring 105 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, pg 690.

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179 sister who shared in the joys and sorrows of her brothers.She always behaved virtuously with her householders and “in - laws” whatever the circumstances.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra sum med up her mother ’ s character by describing her greatest motivation in life which was , “…to excel in virtuous deeds and to take part in them as soon as possible was what she yearned for and from which she derived most happiness.” 106 Furthermore, Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra mentioned some of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra great qualities that are now evident from their recurren ce in so many people ’ s tributes , her honesty and fairness in financial dealings, her generosity and compassion and her great fortitude and patience during hardships.Her constant and exceptional submission to the Will of Allah Almighty made her a living fulfilment of this fundamental objective of Islam, that is - complete submission to o ur Supreme Creator.For this distinction alone, Hadrat Amman Jan ra is a person we should aspire to emulate.106 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, p691.

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180 Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum Sahibah ra At the time of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s death ra , Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra was unable to personally write a tribute to her mother due to the serious illness of her husband.Thus , her memories and impressions of her beloved mother have been conveyed through her daughters.Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra was revealed to the Promised Messiah as to be " a noble daughter ".She was only four years old when the Promised Messiah as passed away.Thus , Hadrat Amman Jan's ra relationship with her became very protective and extremely loving.She always strived to ensure that this young orphan daughter felt the loss of her father as little as possible.For this reason , Hadrat Amman Jan ra requested those around her not to mention the Promised Messiah as in front of Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra.The immense love and particular kindness Hadrat Amman Jan ra showed this younger daughter, made her siblings more conscious of behaving with similar kindness and consideration towards their younger sister.Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra naturally regretted that she had only a few memories of her father.However, in adult life she was able to perceive her mother's attitude had been motivated to protect her.Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ’ s daughter , Sahibzadi Fauzia Shameem , has written that Hadrat Amman Jan's ra love was so great and her manner so soft, that sh e could not bring herself to wake her daughter early even for school, as she would often complain.Consequently, Hadrat Amman Jan ra arranged for her tuition at home.In later life, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would look after all her needs

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181 discreetly so as not to make her daughter's family feel that they were dependent on her.When Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra married, Hadrat Amman Jan ra extended her great love to her son - in - law , Hadrat Nawwab Abdullah Khan.Hadrat Nawwab Abdullah Khan himself stated that after Allah Almighty he was most grateful to Hadrat Amman Jan ra , out of all people.Indeed, this was a great tribute from her son - in - law.An example of Hadrat Amman Jan's ra persistent desire to fulfil every need of her younger daughter is related by her granddaughter , Sahibzadi Qudsia Begum.Hadrat Amman Jan ra helped to provide jewellery and household items for her granddaughters on their weddings.After the partition of India, her parents ’ finances were straitened, and her father was unwell with heart problems.So , to relieve their difficult situation, Hadrat Amman Jan ra contributed a great deal towards her granddaughter ’ s wedding; so much so , that she felt Hadrat Amman Jan ra must h ave emptied her own storage chests to help her.Sahibzadi Qudsia Begum relate d that Hadrat Amman Jan's ra gifts to her were so immensely blessed that incredibly she had only b ought sheets twice in the last 50 years! S he still found thing s unexpectedly in her possessions that w ere given to her by her beloved grandmother.This was despite the fact that she had distributed many items to her five children upon their marriages.Hadrat Amman Jan ra had also helped her sister , Sahibzadi Tahira Sidd iqua Begum , in a similar fashion at the time of her wedding.Hadrat Amman Jan's ra constant care for her younger daughter is illustrated when on one occasion , Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra , lost her cashbox.Her daughter , Qudsia Begum , related that it was stolen whilst they lived in “Ratan Bagh”.At the time, their finances were tight and her wedding had not yet taken place, so her mother was anxious about the loss.Hadrat Amman Jan ra heard of

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182 the incident and secretly gave her son - in - law some money to purchase a new cashbox for her daughter.She also asked him to buy the items her daughter had kept in it; a pen, paper pad etc, and a purse in which she placed 10 rupees.She then gave it to her daughter.Her granddaughter , Sahibzadi Fauzia Shameen , has written that Hadrat Amman Jan ra had a special love for her youngest child, because of the loss of her father at a young age.She prayed immensely for her and out of this love stemmed a love for her son - in - law a lso.On their marriage, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was concerned that her younger son - in - law become financially independent from his father, Hadrat Nawwab Muhammad ‘ Ali Khan (Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ’ s husband).She desired this so that there would be no inequality between the two sisters.Hadrat Nawwab Abdullah Khan observ ed himself that it was because of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra prayers that they were blessed with whatever they had.When he bought some land in Sindh it was indeed blessed and he named it “ NusratAbad State ” after his mother - in - law.Hadrat Nawwab Abdullah Khan relate d that he was fortunate that Allah Almighty instilled Hadrat Amman Jan's ra heart with great love for him.Prior even to his marriage to her daughter, she would tell everyone to pray for him.(Perhaps, because his mother passed away whilst he was young).Upon his marriage, Hadrat Amman Jan ra lovingly advised her new son - in - law , “ Think of me as your mother.Don't be formal.Mian Sahib (ie his father , Hadrat Amman Jan's older son - in - law) is older, you are my younger son - in - law.D on't be shy of me, so th en I can fulfil any of your needs.” 107 Her granddaughter , Sahibzadi Fauzia Shameem , has also related that Hadrat Amman Jan ra would visit them almost daily, whilst they

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183 were in Qadian in “Dar - us - Salam”.It was in obedience to Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra directions that Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra went and lived with her younger sister for a time whilst her husband was unwell.This was in order to provide Hadrat Amman Jan ra with the peace of mind that her youngest daughter had some support at th at difficult time.Hadrat Amman Jan ra would also personally come and sit on the bed of her younger son - in - law during his illness, in order to please Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra.It i s also interesting to note that although married at a young age, Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra sat her school exams after her marriage.At such times she would come to stay with her mother for up to six months at a time.Hadrat Amman Jan ra would again fulfil all her needs and most helpfully took care of her young children, whilst she studied.She was to be blessed with nine children in total.Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra reciprocated this love of her mother ’ s.During Hadrat Amman Jan's ra final illness , she went to care for her mother although her husband was also seriously ill at the time.She left one of her daughters to care for her husband.Hadrat Nawwab Abdullah Khan was himself happy with this arrangement.108 Sahibzadi F auzia Shameem has stated that her mother’s profund love for her grandmother was always evident.On Hadrat Amman Jan’s ra death, she vividly recalled how her mother's eyes remained constantly swollen from crying.Hadrat Amman Jan’s ra special care 107 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” , Prof.S.N.Saeed, p g 696.108 Her husband's illness was the reason why Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra was unable to write anything at the time of her mother's demise.T hus , these anecdotes have been related by her daughters.

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184 for her youngest child influenced Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ’ s ra siblings, who thus also showed particular care for her.Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra related that her eldest brother , Hadrat Musleh Mau ’ ud ra , was also like a father to her.On the other hand, she and her middle brother , Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra , had a relationship more akin to that of best friends.It so happened that two of Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad's ra sons and two of his grandsons , married four daughters of Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra.Hadrat Amman Jan ra considered her daughters especially Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra , as a trust left from the Promised Messiah as , which she had to safeguard and maintain to the best of her ability.An interesting fact is that Hadrat Amatul Hafiz Begum ra always regretted not remembering more of her father, the Promised Messiah as.She wished Hadrat Amman Jan ra had told her more about him.Thus, when her own daughter , Sahibzadi Fauzia Shameen , was widowed at a young age , she advised her not to do what Hadrat Amman Jan ra had done with her.T hat wa s, to never mention their deceased father to her daughters.However, Sahibzadi Fauzia Shameem relates, that she soon came to understand how her grandmother , Hadrat Amman Jan ra , must have felt.As whenever she began to talk about her late husband to her daughters , her voice would falter and emotion would overcome her so that she could not continue.From these remarks we can see that despite her greatness, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was only human, with the same emotions and feelings that all women experience.Paradoxically, it was her human con dition that was the reason for her exalted status.Hadrat Amman Jan ra like the rest of us, had to overcome personal emotions and human impulses in her continuous aspirations to please Allah

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185 Almighty.As she was a woman just like us , her exemplary conduct is thus a great lesson.We too can achieve such spiritual heights and gain Paradise not by some amazing feat, but simply by establishing a similar routine of attentive daily worship and good personal conduct.

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186 “To p Tips” From Hadrat Amman Jan ra 1) Be punctual and conscientious in the observance of the obligatory daily prayers.Hadrat Amman Jan ra would usually perform her ablutions and be ever ready in a clean state to commence her prayers, once she had heard the Call for Prayer.(“ Adhan ”) 2) Employ yourself usefully with the remembrance of Allah Almighty.Even whilst doing household chores , one can still engage in this form of worship as Hadrat Amman Jan ra did throughout her life.3) Read or listen to the recitation of the Holy Qur ’ an daily.Hadrat Amman Jan ra would ask her children/grandchildren to read the Holy Qur ’ an/Ahadith/the books of the Promised Messiah as or small moral stories to her.This would improve their religious knowledge, public speaking, confidence and literacy.4) Show fortitude and courage during the trials of life, never forgetting to thank Allah Almighty for bestowing His Blessings upon us.Those who love Allah Almighty the most, never get depressed.5) Give complete obedience to the Khalifah of the time.Even as a grown woman in her 40 ’ s with the exalted status of being the spouse of a prophet, Hadrat Amman Jan ra would still obtain Hadrat Khalifatul Masih I ra permission before leaving Qadian.6) Never argue with one's husband whilst he is in an angry mood.Even if one's opinions/actions are justified, a dignified

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187 wife will express this after her husband's rage has subsided.This leads to a more harmonious household and wins the Pleasure of Allah Almigh ty.7) Hadrat Amman Jan ra advised ladies never to keep secrets from their husbands.She said that if one makes a mistake, one should openly admit it rather than attempting to conceal it.Hadrat Amman Jan ra advised her daughter , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra , before her marriage that a wife should not hide things from her husband nor do anything that she felt she may have to cover up from him.She explained , “ The husband may not see what goes on but Allah Almighty does.Ultimately, when the matter is exposed , it diminishes the dignity of a woman.” 8) Make a prompt monetary donation for any financial appeal that the Khalifah makes.Hadrat Amman Jan ra would try to fulfil these promises immediately.She remarked , “ We have no reliance on life ” and so did not wish to have any outstanding debts.9) Try to avoid taking loans."They are a curse , " Hadrat Amman Jan ra once advised her great - grandchildren.10) The moral training of the eldest child is especially important.If one concentrates on developing good habits in the first child, the rest of the siblings usually copy this behaviour and benefit.11) Emphasise the importance of telling the truth to one ’ s children.As Hadrat Khalifatul Masih IV r h related, Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not stress anything more greatly than “ developing a revulsion for deceit” in her children.

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188 12) Hadrat Amman Jan ra said it was a " S unnat " (practice of the Holy Prophet sa ) to work with one's own hands.Hadrat Amman Jan ra encouraged self - sufficiency and disliked idleness.13) Hadrat Amman Jan ra advised ladies to consider their husband's relatives like their own relatives.14) Hadrat Amman Jan ra advised that it is most meritable that one's husband be one's main confidante rather than female friends.15) Hadrat Amman Jan ra advised that when considering a potential husband, one should look at a man's piety and the habits of his family.She said that a man's employment and place of abode were less important factors to consider.16) Hadrat Amman Jan ra took care to speak honestly and courteously with everyone, regardless of their rank or age.17) One should try to instil the habit of obedience to parents in children.If children learn the importance of obedience, then it is reasonable to overlook their smaller acts of mischief.18) Openly express faith in one's children.This develops their confidence and self - esteem.19) Parents should tell their children to pray for various things from an early age, in order to develop this essential habit in them.20) Hadrat Amman Jan ra encouraged her children to say " Salam " when they awoke and when they returned from school.

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189 21) Never be disrespectful or abusive to people that are in one's employment.22) Hadrat Amman Jan ra never left the house without a few essentials.These included an umbrella, a walking stick/knife, some money and a watch.23) Hadrat Amman Jan ra said that a woman's " beauty " (ie her value), is based upon her piety and her good household management.24) Hadrat Amman Jan ra stated , “ Modesty is part of a woman ’ s beauty.” 25) Hadrat Amman Jan ra once advised a lady how to win her husband's heart.She suggested that; she develop good domestic skills, cook well, manage her household well, give her children a good moral upbringing an d take care to observe the obligatory prayers.26) Hadrat Amman Jan ra never interfered in her daughters - in - law' running of their households, nor did she ever complain about them to her sons.27) Hadrat Amman Jan ra said that at times of simultaneous rain and sunshine, Allah Almighty is more receptive to our prayers.28) Hadrat Amman Jan ra once reassured her daughter , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra , that after her " ‘ iddat" period 109 she could resume her normal dress, wear nice clothes and makeup as usual.109 A four - months and ten days ’ period of waiting for a widow.

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190 29) Hadrat Amman Jan ra once saw her granddaughter , Sahibzadi Amatul Mateen Sahibah , placing her left foot into her shoe first.She directed her to always put her right foot in first and to commence any job from the right - hand side.30) If someone sent Hadrat Amman Jan ra some food , she would never return the dish empty.She always refilled t he dish with some food from her own home.31) Hadrat Amman Jan ra would boil turnip and wash her feet in the water of it as an excellent moisturiser! 32) Hadrat Amman Jan ra guided her eldest daughter that she should always wish good for others and never harbour a grudge or take revenge, even if ill - treated.She reassured her that on such people Allah Almighty bestows goodness Himself.

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191 Hadrat Amman Jan ra : Where She Lives Now...“But for them who fear their Lord there are lofty mansions, built over lofty mansions, beneath which rivers flow.” ( A z - Zumar , 39:21) It is heartwarming to know that we have some intimation of where Hadrat Amman Jan's ra blessed soul resides now… Although I am sure we would all conclude that she is one of the inhabitants of Paradise, yet the nature of her exact status could only be disclosed by a Divine Authority.As the above Qur ’ anic verse indicates , there are varying “ mansions ” or levels within Paradise; and progressing up these levels is an ongoing process for a believer in the Hereafter.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra had the good fortune to be the recipient of the good news of the nature of her mother , Hadrat Amman Jan's ra , exalted status in the Hereafter.Blessed with many true dreams, Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra related i n the February 3rd , 1953 , edition of the " Al - Fazl " newspaper, that she had a dream that brought her so much happiness that she desired to convey it to her spiritual brothers and sisters , “It is only fitting that I too be the bearer of this good news, to end this tribute to one of the greatest women of the last century on this happy note, through my pen…” Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka B egum ra wrote that she saw a dream in which she was looking at a picture of a child on a wall alongside some other pictures of children.Looking at it , she recogni s ed the picture and said to herself , " T his is just like a picture of my departed brother Mubarak Ahmad ra." As she looked at the boy in the picture, he became alive and stepped towards her.Meeting her deceased brother, Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra felt

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192 over whelme d with happiness.The first thing she felt compelled to ask him was , "Do you live with Amman Jan ra ?" He replied , "I have not been called there yet." Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra then asked with natural curiosity , " You have come from there, so you'll know if Amman Jan ra has had the chance to meet "Rasul - e - Karim sa ? " (ie the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa ).Hadrat Mubarak Ahmad ra replied that Hadrat Amman Jan ra actually lived there with the Holy Prophet sa.Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra then enquired , "What, in that same palace?" In response to this question her brother exclaimed , " What! Never mind the same palace, they live in the same room!" This reply caused a wave of happiness to flow through Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra.She then thought to herself that Hadrat Amman Jan ra would be living in the same room as the Holy Prophet sa , alongside her blessed husband (the Promised Messiah as ).She then remained quiet, however her brother with the passion and enthusiasm of a child , excitedly exclaimed , " That place is just a wondrous thing! Just don't ask - it is such a place, as if th e palace is made of pearls." He then continued to happily marvel at its exquisite nature, whilst Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra was left speechless, overwhelmed by her emotions.She recollected that in this condition she awoke.Thus in such a manner , Allah Almighty conveyed to us the highly exalted status of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , residing alongside the Holy Prophet of Islam sa.It is interesting to note that the dream conf irms two aspects of Paradise which Allah Almighty has enlightened us

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193 about in the Holy Qur ’ an.The appearance of Hadrat Mubarak Ahmad ra and his comment that he was " not yet " living with Hadrat Amman Jan ra confirms Surah A t - Tur 52:22 in the Holy Qur ’ an which states , "And those, who believe and whose children follow them in faith, with them will We join their children…” Indeed, it is heartening to learn that if we make the lifelong efforts to create God - fearing children motivated by “ Taqwa ” at all times, as indeed Hadrat Amman Jan ra did, our efforts are never wasted.Allah The Gracious and The Merciful, appreciates these efforts.As parents nothing could be greater than the reward that Allah Almighty indicates in the Holy Qur ’ an that we can attain, that is of Paradise in the company of our beloved children.Her daughter ’ s dream illustrate d that the patience and fortitude Hadrat Amman Jan ra displayed throughout the trials of her life and her exemplary service to humanity, were indeed magnanimously rewarded by Allah Almighty.Thus, she was bestowed the great honour of residing in the same room as the Holy Prophet of Islam sa.Hadrat Nawwab Mub araka Begum ra inferred from the dream that her mother was also happily reunited with the Promised Messiah as and her deceased children.It is interesting that Hadrat Mubarak Ahmad ra described Hadrat Amman Jan's ra abode as a palace of " pearls ", because in the Holy Qur ’ an Allah Almighty has given believers the felicitous news that in Paradise: "…there will wait upon them youths of their own, as though they were pearls well preserved." ( A t - Tur 52:25) Indeed, the Divine declaration that Allah Almighty would bestow a “ Khadijah ” upon the Promised Messiah as was also fulfilled in the

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194 sense that like Hadrat Amman Jan ra , her pious predecessor had been promised a palace of pearls as her heavenly abode.(Hadrat Khadijah ra had received this glad tiding through the angel Jibra ’ il.) The rewards attained by Hadrat Amman Jan ra by her exemplary behaviour throughout the 86 years of her life, a pure life always motivated by the desire to win Allah Almighty ’ s P leasure, is a fine ex ample of the fulfilment of Allah Almighty ’ s promise to believers.Hence, we can learn so much from Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra life.By adopting her values and conduct , we too can also become the residents of " lofty mansions " in the Hereafter.May Allah Almighty enable us ladies to instil faith and piety in future generations.As Hadrat Khalifatul Masih II ra said, this great task is only achievable by women.Indeed , Hadrat Amman Jan ra was a true “ Ummul - Mo ’ mineen ”, as she was the predecessor of 4 of the 5 blessed “Khulafa” of our Community (the “Ahmadiyya” Movement in Islam).Thus, she is a fine example of how a righteous lady can shape future generations.Her righteous actions and good deeds are now being reflected and repeated in her pious progeny today.They shall Insha ’ Allah continue to be so as the truth and dominance of Ahmadiyyat manifests itself throughout the world and its victory and consolidation occurs by the third century after the advent of the Promised Messiah as.110 110 This indication of the victory of Islam and its consolidation by the third century was given by Hadrat Khalifatul Masih III ru.Refer to Centenary Khilafat - e - Ahmadiyya by - Tahrik - e - Jadid Anjuman Ahmadiyya Pakistan, p g 202.

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195 A Final Message for the Jama'at We are most fortunate that a recording of Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra voice has been preserved.Indeed, it was a Divine blessing that a tape recorder first became accessible in Rabwah in February 1952, only two and a half months prior to Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra passing away.We are lucky that Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra conducted a short, recorded interview of his blessed mother.This allows us to benefit from Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra final thoughts, concerns a nd guidance for the Jama ’ at.Her message was succinct, profound and timeless - words that are just as relevant to Ahmadis today as they were in 1952.Addressing the Jama ’ at Hadrat Amman Jan ra said , “My message is this that I send Salam to all.The Jama ’ at needs to remain constant in their “Taqwa” and righteousness and that they should never be neglectful of preaching about Islam and Ahmadiyyat.In this are all the blessings.I always pray for the Jama ’ at.May the Jama ’ at always remember me and my progeny in their prayers.” Dear Reader – even if you feel you are unable to glean all the advice from this book then at least try to adopt these two fundamental principles of Hadrat Amman Jan ra ; firstly, base your life and conduct on “ Taqwa ” 111.Secondly, do not neglect your responsibility to convey the message of Islam and Ahmadiyyat, be this verbally or through humanitarian efforts.If we conduct our lives with even half the amount of compassion for Allah Almighty ’ s creatures that Hadrat Amman Jan ra exhibited, assuredly we will discover a path to winning Allah Almighty ’ s Pleasure.111 When actions are motivated by the fear of losing the love of Allah Almighty.

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196 May Allah grant us the strength to emulate Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra fine example.May He continue to exalt the status of this true “ Salihah” , whom I believe to be the most inspirational lady in the history of Ahmadiyyat.Amin.

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197 Appendix I THE ANCESTRY OF HADRAT AMMAN JAN RA (SIMPLIFIED) grandfather of Nawab Khan Doraan Khan Mansoor Jang (12 th C.AD) Khwajah Muhammed Nasir (1693 - 1758) father of Khwajah Mir Dard Sayyed Nasir Ameer Roshan Ara Hadrat Abu Talib ra (6 th C.AD) (Uncle of the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa ) Mirza Gokaltaash Ancestry from Iran Begum Sayyed Abdul Karim parents of Sayyedah Begum Hadrat Sayyed Mir Nasir Nawwab (1845 - 1924) Hadrat Sayyedah Nusrat Jahan Hadrat Sayyed Mir Muhammad Isma‘il (1884 - 1947) Hadrat Sayyed Mir Muhammad Ishaq (1890 - 1944) Qaadri Begum

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198 bg Hadrat Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as The Promised Messiah (1835 - 1908) Hadrat Sayyedah Nusrat Jahan Begum ra (1865 - 1952) Appendix II THE CHILDREN OF HADRAT AMMAN JAN RA ( DIED AS INFANTS ) Sahibzadah Sahibzadi Mirza Mubarak Amatun - Naseer (1899 - 1907) (1903 - 1903) (1886 - 1891) (1887 - 1888) (1891 - 1892) Sahibzadi Shaukat ‘Ismat Bashir I Sahibzadi Sahibzadah Hadrat Mirza Bashir - ud - Din Mahmood Ahmad ra (Khalifatul - Masih II) (1889 - 1965) married Hadrat Sayyedah Mahmudah Begum ra (Hadrat Umme - Nasir) Hadrat Sayyedah Amatul - Hai Begum ra Hadrat Mirza Bashir Ahmad ra (1893 - 1963) married Hadrat Sayyedah Sarwar Sultan Begum Hadrat Mirza Sharif Ahmad ra (1895 - 1961) married Hadrat Boo - Zainab Begum (Grandparents of Hadrat Khalifatul - Mas ih V atba ) Hadrat Sayyedah Maryam Begum ra (Hadrat Umme - Tahir) Khalifatul - Masih IV ru ) Hadrat Sayyedah Sarah Begum Hadrat Sayyedah ‘Azizah Begum (Hadrat Umme - Waseem) Hadrat Sayyedah Maryam Siddiqah Begum (Hadrat Choti - Appa) Hadrat Sayyedah Bushra Begum (Hadrat Mehr Appa) Hadrat Amatul - Hafiz Begum ra (1904 - 1987) married Hadrat Nawwab Muhammad ‘Abdullah Khan Hadrat Nawwab Mubarakah Begum ra (1897 - 1977) married Hadrat Nawwab Muhammad ‘Ali Khan

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199 Glossary Allah - Allah is the personal name of God in Islam.To show proper reverence to Him, Muslims often affix it with Ta ’ ala, meaning “The Most High” or “The Almighty”.Ahmadi - A member of the Ahmadiyya Muslim Jama ’ at.Amin - “May Allah make it so.” Assalamo ‘Alaikum - “ Peace be unto you.” An Islamic salutation.Begum - A term of respect for a woman.The English equivalent would be “Mrs” or “Madam”.Eid - A Muslim feast day; Islamic celebration at the end of Ramadhan and at the conclusion of the pilgrimage.Hadith - A saying of the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa.The plural is Ahadith.Hadrat - A term of respect used for a person of established righteousness and piety.Holy Prophet sa – A term used exclusively for Hadrat Muhammad sa , the Prophet of Islam.Holy Qur’an - The book sent by Allah for the guidance of mankind through the teachings of Islam.It was revealed to the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa in Arabia, in the 7 th century AD.Hudur - Your Holiness; His Holiness.Insha Allah - An Arabic term meaning “God - willing”.Ishraq – A voluntary prayer offered after the sun has risen, but prior to noontime.Jalsa (Jalsah) - (Salanah) - A convention or gathering, (annual).Jama'at - literally means community.In this book it specifically refers to the Ahmadiyya Muslim Jama ’ at.Khalifatul Masih - Ahmadi Muslims refer to each successor of the Promised Messiah Hadrat Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as , as

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200 Khalifatul Masih.“Khalifah” in Arabic means “successor” and Khulafa ’ is the plural of this.Mahdi - “The Guided One”.This is the title given by the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa to the awaited Reformer of the Latter Days.Ahmadi Muslims believe this person to have been Hadrat Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as , husband of Hadrat Nusrat Jahan Begum ra.Maulvi (Maulavi ) - Religious teacher.Mian – A term of respect for a male.Nikah - The announcement of marriage in Islam.(The) Promised Messiah - This term refers to the Founder of the Ahmadiyya Muslim Jama ’ at, Hadrat Mirza Ghulam Ahmad as of Qadian.He claimed that he had been sent by Allah in accordance with the prophecies of the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa , concerning the coming of al - Imam al - Mahdi and Messiah from among the Muslims.Sahib - A term of respect for a man, the English equivalent being “Mr” or “Sir”.Sahibah - A term of address for a lady.Sahibzadah – A term of respect for the male progeny of a holy person.Sahibzadi - A term of respect for the female progeny of a holy person.Salat - The prescribed prayers for a Muslim.Shirk - Associating partners with Allah.(Idolatry) Sunnah - Traditions/practice of the Holy Prophet Muhammad sa.Tahajjud – A voluntary pre - dawn prayer consisting of eight Rak ’ at offered before Fajr.

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201 BIBLIOGRAPHY Books: 1.“Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan ra ” by Professor Syeda Naseem Saeed , Lajna Imaillah Lahore, 2005 2.“Sirat Hadrat Amman Jan” by Sahibzadi Amatul Shakoor , Lajna Imaillah Lahore 3.The Holy Qur ’ an (Short Commentary) Edited by Malik Ghulam Farid , Islam International Publications Ltd, 2006 4.“ Hadrat Mir Nasir Nawwab Sahib” by Burhan Ahmad Zafar Durani 5.“AHMAD, The Guided One” by Iain Adamson , Islam International Publications Ltd 6.“LIFE OF AHMAD, Founder o f The Ahmadiyya Community” by A.R.Dard , Islam International Publications Ltd, 2008 7.“Gardens of the Righteous” by Muhammad Zafrullah Khan , Islam International Publications Ltd, 1989 8.“LIFE SUPREME” by Bashir Ahmad Orchard 9.Tadhkirah trans.Muhammad Zafrullah Khan , Islam International Publications Ltd, 2004 10.“HADRAT AHMAD – THE PROMISED MESSIAH” by Hadrat Mirza Bashir - ud - Din Mahmud Ahmad, Khalifatul - Masih II ra , The London Mosque, 1985 11.“IN THE COMPANY OF THE PROMISED MESSIAH” by Ch.‘ Ali Muhammad 12.“AHMADI MUSLIMS” – Historical Outline by Nur - ud - Din Muneer , Nur - Ud - Din Muneer, 19 83 Magazines : 1.“Al Nusrat” Khilafat Centenary Edition 2.“The Review of Religions” March 2008, Vol 103, Issue 03 3.The Lajna Ima ’ illah UK Syllabus , 2007

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